don't cry

trigger warning: ed & trauma | 1999 baby | 18+ only | female | PCOS 💔 | height: 5'6" | sw: 256 | cw: 210.9 | gw1: 234✅ | gw2: 212✅ | gw3: 195 | gw4: 176 | gw5: 154 | gw6: 130 | gw7: 117 | gw8: 99 | ugw: 81 | don't report just block, no proana crap here. | terfs and other bigots aren't welcome here.

[calorieninja]

religious people demanding respect from people who are oppressed by religion is such a comedy circus clown shit.

[alsprivate-blog]

[grox]

[feral-ballad]

Kaveh Akbar, from Calling A Wolf A Wolf: Poems; “Personal Inventory: Fearless (Temporis Fila)”

[velvetys]

I love unnecessary gore and blood in movies like just explode

[calorieninja]

There is no way I didn't gain weight 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[hamoodmood-deactivated20250309]

[skinnygir1]

Just to be clear

I hate MY body. I don’t hate a n y o n e else’s body, I honestly think all bodies are beautiful except mine. My obsession with losing weight has nothing to do with anyone else.

[palevirgin]

[calorieninja]

reached my gw2 finally

[delicate-lace]

you think you’re faking this? ok. prove it.

delete tumblr. delete myfitnesspal. delete any and all calorie tracking apps. go into your kitchen. right now. get up and walk into your kitchen. now make a pot of pasta or spaghetti. or make a salad with chicken or a smoothie. or make a few eggs with some potatoes. or heat up the leftovers in the fridge. don’t count it. don’t measure it. don’t look up the calories. then sit down and eat the whole thing. don’t cut it up small, don’t wait until a certain time, don’t stare at it for forever before you eat it. cook it, put it on a plate, and eat it. maybe scroll through instagram or watch a tv show while you eat. like a post on your explore page about loving pizza without thinking of the calories or feeling fat. when you’re done eating, don’t go to the mirror, don’t go to the scale, don’t go to the toilet to throw up. then go on with your life without thinking about what you just ate or when you’ll eat next. now do that every time you first feel hungry every single day for the rest of your life.

if you can do that, fine. i’ll believe you. you’re “faking it”.

but if even one step of that sounds like your own personal hell, shut up because you’re absolutely not fake and your problems are beyond valid and you deserve to recover right now right where you are.

[kosmogrl]

[luc1d-n1ghtm4res]

[calorieninja]

Constipation has got to be one of the worst ED side effects.

[calorieninja]

Btw if you see me logging my intake 1 day and then not doing it for the next 7 days, I have Ednos ❤

[calorieninja]

I am so done with EDTWT, someone posted a recovery progress picture, next to a picture of them from their lowest weight.

1 day later, the picture of them from their lowest weight is being shared by a Thinspo account, that person is in recovery! So disgusting.

[calorieninja]

My brain needs to understand that as long as i'm restricting, my body will burn fat, even if I don't exercise.

I hate exercising so much!!!! I love exercising for a stronger body but to burn calories??? If i'm barely eating, I don't need to exercise to burn calories lmao fyuck off.