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I'm just trying to keep everyone alive. M!A: None. Currently accepting! [Independent RP blog for The Walking Dead. Rick is taken by Daryl. Mun and muse are both of age. Tracking; camebackforthehat.]

[camebackforthehat]

hey, y’all.

it’s been quite a long time since i’ve been on here. i don’t know how many of you are still active from the good ol’ days but regardless, here i am, making this post.

i wanted to come back on here today because of the fact tonight is the season 9 premiere. tonight starts the final season of andrew lincoln, of rick grimes. and i spent the past two-ish months rewatching and catching up on the show because of that fact. 

i thought i had lost the rick grimes voice inside me years ago, but when i started to rewatch, it was like reconnecting with an old friend. rick is still there in my heart, in my soul. i don’t know if that means i will come back to this blog and writing him, though part of me does hope it means that. especially if anyone is still around and wants to write with me again. (i miss so many of you. esp you, daryl. i don’t know if you are still around on here, but i hope life is being good to you.) what i do know is that this season is going to be emotional for me on many levels. i truly don’t know how rick is going to depart the show; if he’s going to die or be given the chance to find peace riding off in the sunset, finding happiness for the rest of his days. however it happens, it is going to be felt strongly in my heart.

so i just wanted to come on here, say hello again, and say that rick grimes still holds an important place in my heart, along with this blog and all the memories created on here with everyone. the journey that happens over this new season will surely be full of ups and downs, and most likely a lot of tears, but i am still grateful each day to this muse and to andrew lincoln for bringing such life and passion to this character. it will not be the same without him, but fuck, am i glad we have had him for as long as we have.

thank you, andy.

thank you, rick.

[camebackforthehat]

so. tonight is the night and i’m still not ready. but i’m still so grateful to this muse, to andrew lincoln, and to all the memories i have connected to this character.

[camebackforthehat]

hey, y’all.

it’s been quite a long time since i’ve been on here. i don’t know how many of you are still active from the good ol’ days but regardless, here i am, making this post.

i wanted to come back on here today because of the fact tonight is the season 9 premiere. tonight starts the final season of andrew lincoln, of rick grimes. and i spent the past two-ish months rewatching and catching up on the show because of that fact. 

i thought i had lost the rick grimes voice inside me years ago, but when i started to rewatch, it was like reconnecting with an old friend. rick is still there in my heart, in my soul. i don’t know if that means i will come back to this blog and writing him, though part of me does hope it means that. especially if anyone is still around and wants to write with me again. (i miss so many of you. esp you, daryl. i don’t know if you are still around on here, but i hope life is being good to you.) what i do know is that this season is going to be emotional for me on many levels. i truly don’t know how rick is going to depart the show; if he’s going to die or be given the chance to find peace riding off in the sunset, finding happiness for the rest of his days. however it happens, it is going to be felt strongly in my heart.

so i just wanted to come on here, say hello again, and say that rick grimes still holds an important place in my heart, along with this blog and all the memories created on here with everyone. the journey that happens over this new season will surely be full of ups and downs, and most likely a lot of tears, but i am still grateful each day to this muse and to andrew lincoln for bringing such life and passion to this character. it will not be the same without him, but fuck, am i glad we have had him for as long as we have.

thank you, andy.

thank you, rick.

[camebackforthehat]

hey, y’all.

it’s been quite a long time since i’ve been on here. i don’t know how many of you are still active from the good ol’ days but regardless, here i am, making this post.

i wanted to come back on here today because of the fact tonight is the season 9 premiere. tonight starts the final season of andrew lincoln, of rick grimes. and i spent the past two-ish months rewatching and catching up on the show because of that fact. 

i thought i had lost the rick grimes voice inside me years ago, but when i started to rewatch, it was like reconnecting with an old friend. rick is still there in my heart, in my soul. i don’t know if that means i will come back to this blog and writing him, though part of me does hope it means that. especially if anyone is still around and wants to write with me again. (i miss so many of you. esp you, daryl. i don’t know if you are still around on here, but i hope life is being good to you.) what i do know is that this season is going to be emotional for me on many levels. i truly don’t know how rick is going to depart the show; if he’s going to die or be given the chance to find peace riding off in the sunset, finding happiness for the rest of his days. however it happens, it is going to be felt strongly in my heart.

so i just wanted to come on here, say hello again, and say that rick grimes still holds an important place in my heart, along with this blog and all the memories created on here with everyone. the journey that happens over this new season will surely be full of ups and downs, and most likely a lot of tears, but i am still grateful each day to this muse and to andrew lincoln for bringing such life and passion to this character. it will not be the same without him, but fuck, am i glad we have had him for as long as we have.

thank you, andy.

thank you, rick.

[camebackforthehat]

Hi. So I've been working at bringing my other blogs back to life and into activity and honestly, I think it's not that big of a surprise that this blog just isn't going to be one of them. I've just completely lost my muse for Rick and it really upsets me because I miss writing him with everyone on here. I miss the stories and the relationships that he had with everyone's muses and I just miss talking out of character with all of you.

Maybe in time Rick will come back to me but I don't have my hopes up too high. I won't delete this blog, though. I could never just delete all the memories on here.

If anyone wants to remain in contact with me, feel free to send me a message on my personal blog!

If you'd like to interact with any of my other muses, these are the ones I am trying to keep active at the moment; (bolded are the most recently active ones)

|| abigail hobbs (nbc's hannibal) || darcy lewis (mcu) || jesse pinkman (breaking bad) || billy brennan (jurassic park) || harry osborn (mcu) || diaval (maleficent) ||

I don't want to say goodbye like it's final because this might not be the end of this blog forever. I really don't know. All I can say is that for now -- I have zero muse for Rick Grimes but I do hope that one day it will come back because I love this character and I love everything about the interactions he's ever had with everyone I've written him with.

Thank you all for accepting me into the community and showing me so much kindness and love. 

You are all beautiful souls and deserve nothing but pure happiness in life.

Lots of love,

Amanda

[pickleremix]

It was supposed to be rickyl, but it sorta just became leedus

[cosmicwizdom]

[actualproperclara-blog]

                   I have ( s e e n ) the best of you.           And the worst of you

                                                             { And I choose b o t h. }

[shewhoneverforgets]

the walking dead + carl and carol and religion

[beitae]

[camebackforthehat]

Please don’t be scared to RP with me, I’m not quality and I’m lonely.

[frommemetoyou]

SUPER TEXT LIST! (Texts From Last Night Inspired)

[text] Are you lost?

[text] NO! That was a typo

[text] Did you buy it?

[text] I think I’m a mermaid

[text] I know it’s 3am, but come over and cook for me. 

[text] Too lazy to booty call, so have this text instead

[text] Need to bury a body, it’s urgent.

[text] Are you sure there’s no monsters?

[text] It was an accident.

[text] lol fuk da police

[text] send me a picture and i’ll be home quicker ;)

[text] DO NOT READ THE LAST MESSAGE IT WASN’T MEANT FOR YOU

[text] Well maybe I broke my tongue!

[text] Please tell me you’re free today! I’ve got some big news today.

[text] Got a spare ticket, do you want to come?

[text] Do you have a spare mankini I can borrow?

[text] Is fancy dress allowed at the wedding?

[text] I was using my old baby blanket as a makeshift skirt because no pants

[text] We were banging then all I remember is coming down hard and smashing my top teeth off his forehead… I just rolled off and tapped out. 

[text] Like alphabetically, I’d say a t?

[text] I’m sorry if throwing up in the back of your dad’s car ruined our friendship :(

[text] there is absolutely nothing wrong with two grown men staying up all night singing karaoke and drink out of juice cartons. don’t judge me.

[text] I found a door knob in my purse this morning, I hope whoever it belonged to doesn’t need it today.

[text] Do you know where I am?

[text] My wedding is in 5 hours and I have no idea where I am. Help!

[text] We played Rock Paper Scissors to see who would get a piggy back ride home. I’ve never been so broken.

[text] Is “head down ass up” an appropriate way to say good morning?

[text] That is definitely not healthy, in fact I’m not sure it’s legal to send that sort of picture?

[text] There isn’t enough cookie dough ice cream at home, so I’ll be heartbroken tomorrow instead.

[text] Not sure if I took a nap or went to another dimension

[text] ABORT MISSION! ABORT MISSION! HE IS A TRIPLET, WE DONT NEED TO FIGHT OVER HIM WE CAN HAVE AN ORGY INSTEAD

[text] No no don’t leave me, who’s going to walk me home

[text] She wheeled me home in a trolley and sad she loved me, I think I win.

[text] My dick just got serenaded.

[text] I ate the whole wheel of cheese. Help.

[text] I’ve been hiding under the bed for the past 20 minutes, and now they’re getting into it and it’s a little too late for me to jump out and surprise them. So expect a live sex updates

[text] The fridge is fully stocked. I’m either hallucinating or this is a miracle

[text] I need you to help me clean the house because I have visitors in less than an hour???

[text] Your brother is at the front door- WHAT DO I SAY?!

[text] It’s all fun and games till someone says you’re so pretty they could punch you and they, you know, punch you

[text] I’m in A&E but I don’t really know why

[text] Went to bed with a 10, just about woke up with a 2 and a half

[text] I think I’m officially a homewrecker because his wife just walked in screaming and he said it’s not what it looks like. I mean what else could it look like? I wasn’t trimming his hairs with my mouth?!

[text] My night ended with me crying in a gutter, I hate you.

[text] He’s decorated the toilet with his urine. I never want to see him ever again, tell him he has 2 minutes to get out of our house.

[text] Don’t talk to me! You tried to trade me for a glass of wine and a cigarette!

[text] I promise I’ll get everyone to jelly wrestle with us xox

[text] I am armed with a crown, a sash and a bouquet of flowers. Don’t test me.

[text] I think I got married last night?

[text] I think I got married on impulse last night… and after looking a second time, I don’t think i’ve made any mistakes.

[text] My mouth tastes like poor choices

[text] I didn’t let go of the mechanical bull, but they had to pull me off because… it was rough just the way I like it and I think that showed?

[text] If I say it was accidental you’ll just say I’m lying

[text] There is an alarming amount of glitter in my… everywhere

[text] You’re my hero

[text] You’re the worst thing to ever happen to me, thank you

[text] Have you ever had a good idea in your life?

[text] Are we going to end up in the hospital again?

[text] It’s not a good night if I don’t end up crying into your mother’s lap.

[text] Mark my words, your dad will be my sugar daddy, he’ll marry me and you’ll have to call me momma bear and I will interrupt your sex life with condoms and condiments.

[text] I’m may be allergic to nuts, but not his.

[text] She high fived me out of pity

[text] You walked in wearing nothing but a beekeeper mask

[text] You just walked in, rated their performance, dragged in three other people to clap for them, then walked back out.

[text] You kept calling me baby Jesus and trying to see what wise men had to say about my hair…

[text] I am a responsible adult. I tied up my hair before I puked

[text] I am a responsible adult, I brought home a lost kitten and let it shit in your room

[text] I accidentally talked myself into a threesome, when did I become so smooth?

[text] It may or may not have been your sister…

[text] It may or may not have been your brother…

[text] If you’re not coming over with food, don’t come over at all

[text] Call me and get me out of this conversation NOW. My co-worker is talking to me about her birds having sex again…

[text] IM NOT TALKING TO YOU UNTIL YOU MAKE A PROCLAMATION YOU LOVE ME MORE THAN TACOS

[text] Buy me a helicopter, I will give you the last slice of pizza. pls. this is important. okay maybe the crust?

[text] Let’s never forget the time I met you while you were running down the street naked and in handcuffs.

[text] I tried to put lipstick on my eyeballs, help.

[text] I told her my cum counts as protein shake and she sent a text to my gran saying I ate her cat.

[text] If you don’t fuck me hard, rough, and senseless the minute we’re alone in your room, I’m returning you to the boyfriend store

[text] I accidentally sexted your mum, I’m sorry xox

[text] There can only be one screw up per family and I was here first. Get your shit together bro

[text] I feel like you’re pretending I didn’t bail you out of jail last night for trying to staple a cushion to the top of their car so you had a “comfy place to sit”

[text] You climbed the fence and then started crying because you were scared of hamsters, I really don’t know what you took, but you need a babysitter.

[text]  I wish we could all take a bath together. Not in a “let’s fuck” way. But in a relaxing drunk in the tub sort of “let me wash your hair” way.

[dixonaintnobodysbitch]

Daryl’s sweeping out an empty holding cell when he next sees a familiar figure coming down the hall.

"Shit." He mutters, ducking into the cell and wondering if he was quick enough that Rick hadn’t seen him. He’s already embarrassed himself once today in front of the guy, he doesn’t want to do it again. No matter how much he wants to hear his voice again.

[camebackforthehat]

He tries not to grin at the quick hiding movements Daryl takes. Slowing his pace down once he gets to the holding cells, Rick leans a shoulder against the wall.

"I can see you, y'know. Between the bars."

[backwaterxsongbird-archived]

Angst please.

(Under a cut because trigger warning)

9. (Trigger Warning) Your muse finds my muse in the shower, shaking and bleeding after being raped. (Trigger Warning)

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[backwaterxsongbird-archived]

"Mama said I had to, to make him happy." Her brain is all static right now. She’s just a shaking, crying, hysterical mess and she’s babbling at this point. The years of trauma are coming back and hitting Rayna hard. To the point she’s barely functioning. She nods at Rick’s words. "Okay, that’s okay. Right?" She asks, shakily putting her arms around Rick’s neck. Ray buries her head in Rick’s chest again, shivering. "Hersh ain’t gon’ be mad, is he?"

[camebackforthehat]

"She wasn't right." The words will be forgotten, he knows. Everything that he says to her will hardly be absorbed, the emotions rolling inside of her causing too much chaos. It doesn't mean he won't keep saying it. Once Rick has her cradled carefully against his chest, he starts to walk out of the showers and heads towards Hershel's cell. "He ain't gonna be mad, darling. No one is going to be mad."

[youngsurvivxr-blog]

Abby awoke at the tightened grip on her, letting out a slight whimper because she was not able to get the rest that she so longed for. However realizing it was because Rick almost fell- obvious by his slightly crouched posture- the little girl shook her head.

"I can walk." She slid from his arms until her feet the ground, reaching up and taking his hand. Standing up, she attempted to be taller. "I can be the lead now."

[camebackforthehat]

His fingers curl around hers, squeezing gently as if to silently say thank you. Whether she understands the message is unclear. "Alright. If you're sure," he wets his lips and glances around. "You get tired again, you tell me, okay? I'll keep carrying you."

[camebackforthehat]

Oh, no. No, no.

We're not doing this shit again, anons.

Let me make this clear for the millionth time.

Rick is in a romantic relationship with Syd's Daryl and that is it. He is not with anyone else. He will not be with anyone else. He is exclusive to Daryl.

Also, Daryl is allowed to be friendly with other people!!!!!! Being friendly doesn't equate to cheating so stop trying to stir shit up!!! Thank you!!!

[camebackforthehat]

willgraham-thelostlittlelamb replied to your post:but whY DO I ALWAYS GET ASSHOLE ANONS ON MY...

[They’re just jealous that you’re a good Rick.]

bitches be jelly of my #swag #txtit #xoxoxo #sexybeast

[camebackforthehat]

Get out.

i ain’t going nowhere bitch