disposable human

‣ 'Cam' or 'Cami' ‣ INFP-T ‣ Wannabe Artist ‣ Computer Science Engineering Student ‣ Occasional Wiki Volunteer at South Park Archives ‣ Self-loathing tendencies

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Hello there!

Hi! my name is Cam~

Although some friends also call me "Cami".

I'm currently a college student, my career is Computer Science Engineering, but I also love to draw in my free time.

My focus is making cartoon-style fanart about the things I like, though I'd also like to do original content more often. You can expect stuff from it all as I improve my drawing.

Fandom-wise, my main special interests include, but are not limited to:

South Park

Undertale and Deltarune

The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy

Daria

(I may be missing some at this moment)

What's this blog?

It's really just my little space online, where I post, not only my regular fanart and original content, but also some personal posts, both textual and visual, unlike in my DeviantArt and Twitter/X accounts that are essentially just art galleries of mine. I see this place and plan to use it as a proper personal blog, and as such, the thoughts I need to let out and lesser-quality works can also have a place here.

I won't put more personal details here for now, as I am a very reserved person. If I change my mind a bit, I'll edit this pinned post and/or make a Carrd for them.

⚠️CWs

Shipping art (maybe?)

Vent posts

References to depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts

Other related sensitive themes perhaps

DNI

No DNI list really. I'm good with you if you're a decent human being, and fictional stuff doesn't get under your skin, that's all I ask for.

Featured Tags

#[fanart]: Fan art. Fanart. Fandom art. Art about copyrighted stuff

#[og art]: Art about original content, original characters and so on

#[comm art]: Commissioned art

#[going nowhere]: Vent posts and vent art in general (they come and go; they stay up until I feel embarrassed enough of them)

#[my two cents]: My takes about whatever the post is about

#[maymays]: Those rare occasions when I decide to make a meme

#[building it]: Posts that show, describe or revisit the way I made something (like a complex fanart, or my SP models)

#[pinned]: Por my pinned posts, either this one or future ones

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I'm going to miss this show like I have no idea once it ends.

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Turns out being a freelance artist with 5+ slots in progress, while being at the university full time and running to graduate ASAP, while widening my career skills in a self-taught way, while trying to consistently workout because my physique screams for it, while trying to build a professional portfolio ASAP because personal needs just keep growing, and while still wanting to be a hobbyist artist... ended up being the perfect burnout recipe. Whoops.

Life's moving a little too fast in here.

That also explains my inactivity... everywhere besides Discord, mb.

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A little update.

Still living life one day at a time, approximately since 2019, but keeping up.

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Turkey Trot Annie

I know she was nowhere to be found, but I still wanted to draw her like this.

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Matching

A little request by a friend.

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Cam

AKA myself.

Juuust givin' my sona a little design refresh with a couple of hair variants.

Also practicing my SP style, though the design changes will also apply to my non-SP styles. :>

PFP exports.

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Happy 10 years of Undertale!

I'm a little late, but I couldn't not make something about this occasion anyway.

This whole game got me through the late 2010s and early 2020s like nothing else, that's why it'll always hold a special place in me.

(PNG alt).

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We got a Butters and Red plot before the main four.

Couldn't go to sleep without drawing them lol.

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2000's Annie!

Well, she has looked the same since 1997 but ey a little bit of nostalgia baiting doesn't kill anybody.

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Digital Booze

[Pearl Jam playing in the background, probably]

Digital Booze is, certainly, Amazing.

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A little something for my friend's BD of this year. Made in late January.

Been doing it at least since 2019. :>

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Just a little drawing about a South Park OC for a friend on Discord. Made in December. :>

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A year later, it's more or less the same. But at least I don't feel as stuck and lost. I'll take that.

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I had to make a really pointless animatic for a presentation at my university; this little gif is a derivative work from that.

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Okay, one more commission to finish and I can just fuck right off from my other art project and focus on this one, as my hobby (so I can also leave all the work and boring adulthood stuff to my dev career).

Woohoo.

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ICYMI: South Park Archives has forked to Wiki.gg

One of the biggest, most organized and useful fan wikis out there, SPA, has taken its biggest quality-of-life decision: leaving Fandom at last. You can read all the details about it here.

The new wiki is now up and running at South Park Archives (wiki.gg), be sure to check it out, and use it moving forward!

With the dumpster fire everyone knows that Fandom is in its current state, it was only a matter of time SPA joined the other wikis that have left that place so far, and went independent from Fandom, once and for all.

They brought the final straw for the decision in the form of imposed and unnegotiable article censorship, following their newest Offensive Terms Policy (this is far from being Fandom's first misstep, you should read the farewell blog for all the context).

Personally, while I'm not a SPA contributor or editor (yet?), I'm very happy to see the wiki on a better place now, it has served me well for the last decade as a fan and an artist, and after this move, I'm 100% sure that's still going to be the case for a long time into the future. I'm hopeful, also, that more and more fan communities keep following suit, or at least, spin-off into better places.

Follow SPA on Twitter/X, use the all-new wiki, and be sure to spread the word for those unaware!