Sarcastic is the new Fantastic.

If you ain't decorating your life, how sad will the party be when you die?

[camilafreakingcabello]

'I am brave, I am honest and I'm so beautiful.' -Dinah Jane Hansen

[justsarahsnowthings]

Shit I’m so gay.

Whenever I see a girl ever (via justsarahsnowthings)

[camilafreakingcabello]

Why do Ally and Dinah look like they took their daughter out to a wedding?

[camilafreakingcabello]

Commander Pout.

[esxdrcftvgybh-deactivated201606]

i won’t // little mix

[wildsunshine]

[camilafreakingcabello]

This reminds me of A Sky Full Of Stars.. I love it!

[esxdrcftvgybh-deactivated201606]

[weloveshortvideos]

[crimsonbetchi-deactivated201801]

save her!

[yeoja]

this scared the fucking shit out of me my heart dropped because i thought this was a blender at first glance OMFG

[camilafreakingcabello]

I am high as fuck all the time because of the medication and I misread it at first and I cried so hard because I thought you guys were going to blenderfur it and I cried really hard but I never kinda cry but I really did.

[camilafreakingcabello]

I am a huge Camren shipper, but I'll never ever disrespect them, spam them with it or do things worse. You know that there's a thing called imagination? Well, leave Camren in your imagination. Sure, write fanfics. Because that's pure fiction. Just stop bothering and disrespecting them with it.

[camilafreakingcabello]

I can imagine a 60 year old Ally Brooke retired from her singing career selling a Ally Brooke Holy Water collection...

[camilafreakingcabello]

Passion for Music chap. 2

Sleeping with the curtains open has always been my thing, living in New York made it even more special, being able to wake up and see that the city has been up for hours, the tiny cars and the Lego sized people walking around are the sights that make me the most happy person on earth. Waking up in Sydney and having he Opera house as my view is even more amazing, because I don't see it everyday it's more special to me. Sleeping with the curtains open creates a better memory to the places you've been, since you'd wake up and see all the things you wouldn't see if you didn't have your curtains open. Such as the sky, the buildings, Lego sized people, cars, birds or whatever. It's special to me. Waking up with this view on one of the most important days of my new starting career makes me more thrilled. I'm about to start this new adventure with Armin, his team and my team and I'm not backing down now. After my last concert tonight I had a quick chat on the phone with Armin, discussing how we're going to pull this off today. I have till three pm to be one of the tiny Lego sized tourists here, then I'm going down to AMF grounds and meet up with Armin and his team. As he hoped, I have some pretty sick mixes ready for tonight, as I told Lauren the other day. 'I'm always ready.' After I'm freshly showered and ready for a day out, it's been a while since I've been in Sydney and I want to make the most of it, I'm ready to wander around the city. These last days have been so hectic that I haven't been able to do anything more then work hard and sleep at night. Hoping that Lauren or the girls will join me I knock on each of their doors. It takes a minute for them to open their doors and I'm faced with grumpy faces, which makes me realize that waking them up on a Saturday at 8 am might not have been best move. But I don't care, today is my day and I'm not going to let some grumpy faces waste it. I turn around when I hear a door opening and I see a grumpy/mad faced Dinah. "Gmurming." She murmurs at me and it makes me want to laugh, her face and the way she murmurs her good morning in the morning is just perfect. "Good morning Dinah, did you sleep well?" My overenthusiastic voice pops up and it sounds more like a high minion then my usual voice. I see Dinah's eyes widen and she looks past me, wondering what she's looking at I turn my head too. Holy fuck. Holy. Fuck. Lauren is in a sports bra and some nike sport boxers, all sweaty and stuff. Oh my, how the sweat makes its way down her breasts and slowly gets to her abs.. Lauren's hair is a ponytail, what makes her even more attractive, a water bottle in her hand and her iPhone is in a jogging case around her right arm. But Jesus, she looks so fucking hot right now, I'd die to touch her abs. Or her legs, her legs seem to be longer then they ever were before. Without knowing I'm biting my lip and I almost have to fight back a moan, I've never seen someone that is even more attractive when she's sweaty. I'm taken from my not so innocent exploring of her body when greeted with her husky sexy morning voice. "Good morning Camila and hi grumpy Dinah. The weather is so hot outside, I'm all sweaty. Better get showered quickly." She gives us a quick wink and I'm fucked because I know I got caught staring at her. I turn around to face Dinah so quickly that I almost strain my neck. "Holy fuck Mila, your PA is freaking hot. Holy shit, did you see her abs and damn her ass looks so good in those tiny shorts." Oh my god Dinah can never be quiet at these moments, what if Lauren heard her.. "Jesus Dinah, don't be so loud. And fuck fuck fuck I know I'm so fucked, she's so drop dead gorgeous.." Trying to compose myself after this heated moment I'm realizing what I actually wanted to do when I knocked on their doors first. "Will you accompany being a ridiculous tourist in Sydney today? I'm asking all the girls and my sis too, thought it be nice to enjoy our time for a day after this hectic week?" I ask her. "Sure, I'll wake up Mani and Ally and Troy are probably already up and eating breakfast somewhere. Go talk to Lauren when she finishes her shower." ------ Passion for Music ------- Thirty minutes later we're sitting at a nice restaurant with a nice view, or maybe I'm the only one with a beautiful view. Lauren is sitting in front of me and she's been making calls for an hour now. And a hard working Lauren is as hot as a sweaty sporty Lauren, so I'm not complaining. But she hasn't touched her food for like an hour now, and as much as I know that she's working hard for me now, I wish that she would just turn her phone off for an hour. Deciding to be spontaneous I take her phone out her hands. "Thank you for calling but Miss Jauregui has some time off now, call back in a couple hour please." I end the call and give Lauren her phone back. She looks a little shocked, but gives me a small smile before she starts shoving her breakfast in her mouth. "Mmhd I'm sorry, whs so hungfrh." She murmurs while eating so fast that I'm doubting if she's even chewing it at all. "But you know that I need to be able to pick up the phone right? It's my job to take care of everything for you, so I cannot simply ignore it." She's right, but I also want her to have some fun today. "I know, but I also know that you've taken care of everything today, so enjoy your time off and enjoy the day with us before AMF, okay?" She gives me a smile and nods before shoving some more food into her mouth, still hmm'ing every now and then. Ally and Troy did already eat, as Dinah suspected so they just joined us for a juice and were acting so irritatingly cute that it almost made me want to puke my breakfast out. But at least they show everyone how good their relationship is, even though I make it a long distance relationship for her all the time. My sister having a heated discussion with Normani, I'm not really sure if I heard the topic right, but it sounds like they're talking about a cow being able to jump or not. Taking my phone out my pocket I see that I have some missed messages again. Unlocking my phone while drinking some of my juice I smile at all these texts, tweets and emails. From Dad: Hi baby, we just went to that You Tube site and saw a DJ video, and are you spinning tables like that too? From Dad: Mami is asking if Sofia is behaving herself? Why did we approve of a 17 year old going there alone? From Armin: Hi Camila, ready for your big day to shine? Make sure that you have everything with you that you need and I'll see you at 3pm backstage okay? From Nick van de Wall: Hi Mila, I heard that you're at AMF tonight. I'm so proud of you just like I said the day before. But I have a proposal for you, my set is an hour after you finish, do you want to join me for my set? Do that special song remember? Let me know! Texting everyone back and retweeting some tweets I lock my phone again and put I back in my pocket. Eying the table I see that everyone is finished now and ready to leave, so I politely wave at a waitress and ask for the bill. Once I've paid for everything, we walk out the restaurant, ready to enjoy our last hours of peace. Walking in Sydney is always enjoyable, the tourist wandering around, the hardworking people that only have one goal; sell you useless stuff, the little kids playing soccer and all the beautiful buildings make me happy. Looking to my side I see that Lauren is enjoying it as much as I am, of course the bickering between my sister and my pilots is also good to hear, but the fact that everyone is enjoying these last hours here before everything goes back to business again is nice. I'm pulled out my thoughts again when I hear Lauren's husky voice. "Camz, as much as I like strolling around, we have to be back at the hotel in thirty minutes so Ally can get you stage ready. Maybe it's a better idea to walk back now or take a cab?" I nod, she's right, this quietness will come to an end. "Yeah that's okay, we'll walk, the hotel isn't that far." She squeezes my upper arm quickly and smiles softly before informing everyone that we have to get back to the hotel. "Are you excited for your big night tonight? It's gonna be a success, that I know Camz." I laugh at the fact that she sounds so excited about tonight. "Yeah I really am, everything's been going so well. Thank you for working so hard in the first two weeks. I know it's been a hectic two weeks for you while still getting used to me and my schedule." She just smiles and nods, and I just know that I've made the right decision hiring her. I'm not sure if we'll always only be friends or that this could be something more, but I'm okay with that thought for now. ------ Passion for Music ------ Ally made me look smashing for tonight, she combined the perfect clothing with the perfect make up. The make up is a bit heavy, but apparently that's what's happening in the dance industry. Putting the last things in my backpack I'm ready to go. I leave my hotel room quickly and lock the door before meeting everyone in the hallway, all waiting for me to go down and hop into the car. And as expected Lauren is already back talking fast as hell on her phone again, but it's her job and she's been doing it pretty well. The drive to the AMF grounds is mostly loud as hell, since everyone is singing along with a song they didn't know I mixed. This makes me wanna laugh, since they don't know about all the songs I mixed. But it's nice to have some secrets. We reach the AMF grounds and Lauren hands the security guard all our passes, once we're approved to go through the gate the car brings us to artist tent. I see some of Armin's crew waiting outside, waving for me and my team to come. A man from the technical department of the festival gives me a wearable mic and makes sure that everything is set up okay. Apparently they're making a backstage movie too.. "Camila, hi, I'm Joanne nice to meet you. Armin will be arriving in a couple of minutes, he had some problems with his departure with his helicopter. I'm going to briefly give you some more information about tonight. Is that okay?" I nod and wait expectantly at what she's going to tell me. "Armin's set is starting at five, but since he is one of the investors of this festival he has a performance of three hours. He's introducing you around six, maybe a little later. After that you're on your own for an hour before you'll finish the last hour together. Do you have everything you need? If not, tell me what you miss and our team will fix that for you." Jesus she's talking fast. But I hear Lauren taking over this part of the conversation for me. "Camila has everything already, we made sure of that but thank you. I also wanted to talk to you about something else. Camila is joining Afrojack later that night, apparently they have a single together, that's going to be released after tonight. We might wanna have a quick talk to Afrojack's PA before their performance. Are you joining me?" Joanna gives her a nod and goes with Lauren. I suddenly feel some hands covering my eyes and I shriek. "Oi Mila don't be afraid." I laugh and turn around quickly. "Martin, you seriously scared me for a minute. I've missed you so muchhhhh." And tackle him on the ground. What appears to be an invite for every male DJ I know here to join us. The weight of all these men is a little to much for my tiny figure, so I ask all of them to just bugger off or I'll ruin their sets tonight. All the men get off quickly, even though it was a joke. But it's nice to see them again. I've made so many mixes for each of them. David is ruffling my hair and Nick wants to pull me on his shoulders. They're like brothers to me. "Mila, we doing that tonight or what?" Nick asks me. "Well I just heard that our managers are going to discuss everything about the release so I'm pretty sure that it's going to happen, we're doing it anyways soooo." He laughs and gives my legs a squeeze. Hearing a helicopter coming near the grounds I look up, of course, it's Armin in his personalized heli. Damn. Waiting till he lands I walk towards the heli, Armin's is getting out of it and smiles widely. "Hi Camila, are you ready for your big night? I surely am! I can't talk for long though, I have to talk to the organization and discuss some last changes. See you on stage!" Exchanging a last hug before he's off. Walking back towards the guys we decide to fuck around on segways and annoy anyone we can find. Yes, they're old enough to be a man but young enough to fuck around like boys. But I don't mind, I'm glad that I agreed to Armin's offer. Being a DJ surely has some amazing pro's. As a pianist you don't get to fuck around a lot, it's mostly just focusing all day and rehearsing as much as you can. I'm not saying that my time as a pianist was and is bad, but it's not as fun as this. We've been hanging out for two hours or maybe longer now, which means that there's not much time left before I'm heading to the stage. Leaving the boys so I can prepare myself for my big entrance, not before they gave me some pretty big good luck hugs and high fives, leaves me to my last ten minutes of peace. Getting my MacBook and my headphones I head towards the stage, Lauren is waiting there already. I can hear the crowd and how Armin is sweeping up the crowd. He's pumping his beats out the speakers and everyone is jumping and dancing around. I get one last technical check before I'm walking up the stairs, bending down since that's a thing. The crowd cannot see you before your first beat streams through the speakers. "HELLO SYDNEY. I'M GLAD TO BE BACK HERE, AND I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR COMING HERE. I HOPE THAT YOU WILL ENJOY THE NIGHT AS MUCH AS I. YOU MIGHT HAVE HEARD ABOUT MY ARMANDA RECORDS SIGNING A BIG NEW NAME. SHE IS NOT A UNKNOWN PERSON IN OUR DJ WORLD, SHE'S BEEN GHOST MIXING THE BEST SONGS FOR THE LAST YEAR. I'M PROUD TO INTRODUCE YOU CAMILA CABELLO. GIVE HER A LOUD APPLAUSE." That's my cue. Here I go. I run up the last stairs to reach the DJ booth. I feel the rush going through my veins, the adrenaline is unstoppable. I'm ready. I'm so ready to do this. I see the crowd looking at me expectantly and I know what to do. I slowly turn the volume up and you hear the intro of my first song of my set reaching the crowd. It's a song featuring Ryan Tedder from One Republic. "YOU READY TO GET LOST AT SEA SYDNEY?" I was a boat drifting out into sea I had nothing but pieces of thoughts of the hope that you would see me I was a stone's throw away from land But thousands and thousands of miles away from reaching your hand. I see the crowd going wild and it's only the intro of my first song, shit, I really did make the right choice. The waves that crashed upon The rocks that you were trying to walk along And in my head I heard them play a song For you and me The waves that crashed upon The rocks that you were trying to step along And in my head I heard them play a song For you and me I'm reaching the refrain of the song, starting make a live remix of the song, changing the tone and pumping more decibel into the crowd. Let's get lost at Sea Where they will never find us Got stars at night to guide us Lost at Sea Where they will never find us Got stars at night to guide us Ending the first song with a loud bang gives me enough confidence to start talking with the crowd. "For my second song my friend Matthew Koma will join us! I DARE YOU TO GIVE HIM THE LOUDEST APPLAUSE EVER!" I see Matthew running up to me and he gives me a quick hug before starting to sing. We're a million lonely people All together on this needle in the sky Afraid of heights And your dreams were made illegal By the laws of lesser evil we call life But not tonight I dare you to love I dare you to cry I dare you to run I dare you try I dare you to fall And lay on the ground I dare you to feel I dare you to be here now The crowd is going wild and I smile towards Matthew. We're giving our best, and my entrance into the DJ industry is going as perfect as I could wish for now. He finishes up the song and thanks the crowd before leaving me alone again. "THANK YOU AUSTRALIA, I'M CAMILA CABELLO, THANK YOU FOR BEING AS WILD AS YOU CAN. I'M SO HAPPY TO BE HERE. LET US ENJOY OUR TIME." I'm almost done with my set, got one last song left before Armin will join me again. The last hour has been overwhelmingly amazing, the crowd loved my songs, the beats were fresh and give a total new vibe to the crowd. At this moment I feel so lucky to be here and I want to thank Armin so much. But this last song has to be the most special song of tonight. I gotta finish with a loud bang. I turn the volume up, giving it my all for the last time and bring my best song, save the best for last they say. Think I can fly, think I can fly when I'm with U My arms are wide, catching fire as the wind blows I know that I'm rich enough for pride, I see a billion dollars in your eyes Even if we're strangers til we die I wanna run away I wanna run away Anywhere out this place I wanna run away Just U and I, I, I, I, I U and I, I, I, I, I U and I, I, I, I, I U and I, I, I, I, I Just U and I "THANK YOU SYDNEY FOR TONIGHT, ITS BEEN A BLAST, CAN WE FINISH MY SET WITH ONE LOUD BANG?" U and I, I, I, I, I U and I, I, I, I, I U and I, I, I, I, I U and I, I, I, I, I Beers are thrown in the air, the people are jumping, dancing and actually singing along . I turn the volume up one last time, making sure that the last sound waves are joined with fireworks and overwhelm the crowd with the final drop. My music fades out and the applause and shouting is taking over, I'm blessed. I'm so so so blessed. This moment will forever stay with me. I could be in tears. I feel an arm around my shoulder and a light squeeze, I look up to the face beside me. Armin. I smile back, more then a little overwhelmed, tears in my eyes and filled with joy. Thank you, I mouth to him. He winks at me and looks towards the crowd. "AMF GIVE IT UP FOR ARMIN VAN BUUREN AND CAMILA CABELLO. LET'S GET LOST AT AMF." The MC shouts to the crowd, we look to each other once again, knowing that this is going to be an hell of an hour. We will turn up the whole festival. -------- Passion for Music ------- It's been fifteen minutes since we finished our set together and I'm still overwhelmed, I can't bear it. It's to much. These last two hours have been the best hours of my life. Lauren ran to me straight away after we left the stage, she told me how good I was and how her phone has been blowing up non-stop since I started my set. I'm on my way to the artist restaurant thingy, knowing that I have about thirty minutes to eat before joining Nick on stage. I'm nervous as hell about it, since it's going to be a complete different thing then my set before. When I walk into the restaurant I hear loud whistling, clapping and people shouting at me. I'm speechless. Do I really have so much influence on them? Do they really like me so much? Martin attacks me from behind and I laugh. I get several high fives from other DJ's and approving nods. It's weird to see that they don't see me as competition but genuinely are happy for me. "Mila, you were so incredibly good. How the hell did you came up with those songs? Seriously, the mixes were so on point. Damn." I smile at Martin in appreciation for his kind words and just shrug. Because I really don't know, the ideas just keep coming in. Walking over the buffet I fill my plate with the most unhealthy things ever, but who cares, I never eat healthy and I probably never will. Sitting down to a busy Lauren who never seems to not be talking on the phone and a untouched plate of probably cold food makes me a little sad. She's been working so hard for these two works that I'm starting to wonder if combining those two jobs might be to much for her. Being as bold as this morning again I grab the phone out her hands and turn it off. She glares at me. "What the hell Camz?" Shrugging it off before shoving food in my mouth. "Eat Lauren. Eat." I hear an annoyed sigh. "I was in an important call Camila, you can't just turn off my phone or stop calls whenever you want. I'm your manager and PA for a reason." She gets up and throws away her food, taking a banana with her when she leaves the tent. Shit, I tried to be nice. David comes over to my table, sitting down with his even more unhealthy amount of food, he looks down at my plate. "Holy shit Camila, how is that going to fit into your tiny body?" I shove more food into my mouth. "Like this." I chew obviously and swallow the food and look at him once again when shoving more food into my mouth. He just laughs at me and starts with his own food. "You were good tonight kiddo, you made Armin and both your crews so proud." I smile widely without opening my mouth though, since it's filled with food and that would've been disgusting. "Thanks David, that means a lot to me. It's been a risk, but I think that it's gonna pay off." Once I'm finished eating I make my way to my tent, hoping to find Lauren and my crew there. Probably Dinah, Ally and Normani are partying their asses off at the VIP area but I don't mind it as long as they are enjoying themselves. Walking into the tent I see Lauren talking on the phone, again. She's frowning at both of her MacBooks hardly, holding a pen in her hand and her phone is between her head and her shoulder while she's typing something down. I put my backpack on one of the couches and make my way over to where she's sitting. Looking down at the MacBooks I'm trying to figure out what she's doing. It looks like a list of festivals, but I'm not really sure if that means that I'm booked to go there or if it's just a list. Noticing that I have about ten minutes left before I'm expected to go on stage with Nick I prepare my voice and make some last changes. I hear a voice through my earplug. "Camila Cabello to main stage. Camila Cabello to main stage. Go on in five." I put my backpack on one shoulder again and give Lauren a quick wave before making my way towards the main stage. To say that I'm nervous is an understatement. I'm hella nervous. I reach the main stage and I see Nick waiting for me. He gives me a high five. "Are you ready Mila?" I nod. "So here's the thing, I'm going up now, heat up the crowd and you'll join me about five minutes later. " He heads up the stairs. I'm thinking about how far we've come. Nick used to dislike me, because he thought that I was a new kid on the block trying to steal his groove. But it changed when he realized that I really just wanted to do my thing and that we could work together. "AMF ARE YOU FUCKING READY OR WHAT?" The intro of Ten Feet Tall flows through the speakers, the decibels are probably hard enough to make the first couple of rows deaf. Through the whole song I'm preparing myself one last time, hoping that it will be enough. As soon as I hear the intro of Afrojack and my song I'm running up the stage, bending down once again and waiting for Afrojack to introduce me. "AMF, I bet that tonight has been a blast, but I also know why. This next song is a collaboration with one of the most promising DJ's in the world and we're both very proud of the outcome. Give it up for good friend Camila Cabello." The crowd goes wild, they're all clapping and shouting and I know that this is my cue. I jump up the DJ booth and I'm looking down to Nick, giving him last nod and we're doing this. 1 AM here I am With the keys in my hand Said you'd pick me up You're late again Standing out in the cold On the side of the road Watching cars Hoping you're one of them Seeing the shock in the crowd their faces makes me amused. They never expected this. We've taken them by surprise. I don't know if this night could go any better then this, my own set was a blast, joining Armin for an hour and joining Afrojack for this one song.. I'm so blessed and grateful for tonight. Remembering that I actually have a song to sing to I continue singing. There's a demon in me Telling me to believe That you and I are more than just friends There's an angel beside Saying things just ain't right But I'm not good at listening Its amazing to see how the crowd is enjoying this song. Beers are thrown once again, people are jumping up and down, partying their asses off. You keep me up up Keep me up all night Who you think you are Do this every time You keep me up up Just to bring me down Look like a fool right now Whenever I see you out Hey you said that you would change And you were gonna fix it I say that talk is cheap I'm going that's it I'm staying up up Staying up all night Me myself and I Staying up all night... It's Afrojack's his turn now to heat up the crowd again, he's throwing his hands in the air, while turning and changing volumes, decibels and the speed of the song. Hmmm Got your cards in my skin And it doesn't make sense But I love it when I feel the pain Got your teeth sink 'em in What I'm fighting against The part of me that loves the rain There's a demon in me Telling me to believe That you and I are everything There's an angel beside Saying things just ain't right But I'm not good at listening You keep me up up Keep me up all night Who you think you are Do this every time You keep me up up Just to bring me down Look like a fool right now Whenever I see you out Hey you said that you would change And you were gonna fix it I say that talk is cheap I'm going that's it I'm staying up up Staying up all night Me myself and I Staying up all night Nick turns the volume down as soon as he starts to hear that the crowd is signing with me. Loud enough for anyone to hear, but quiet enough for me and the crowd to sign the last refrain together. It gives me goosebumps, seeing how fast they seem to like the song, how fast they start to remember the lyrics. You keep me up up Keep me up all night Who you think you are Do this every time You keep me up up Just to bring me down Look like a fool right now Whenever I see you out Hey you said that you would change And you were gonna fix it I say that talk is cheap I'm going that's it I'm staying up up Staying up all night Me myself and I Staying up all night The crowd doesn't stop singing, they keep singing the last sentence over and over again. But it's time for me to end the song and give the stage, the heated crowd and Nick's set back. "Thank you AMF, thank you for being the wildest you can. Thank you for tonight, but don't stop, give the others as much as you gave me. Thank you Armin, Afrojack, all our crews, DJ's and technical staff, thank you for the best night ever. Give it up for Nick!" Jumping down the DJ booth, hugging Nick before he can sweep up the crowd again I walk down the stairs.. Well, it's more a clumsy running kinda thing, but I don't fall, luckily. As soon I reach the last step I'm attacked with hugs. I see Lauren putting down her phone shocked, her mouth is hanging open and I'm sure that she'll catch bugs if it stays open any longer. I make my way over her while hugging and thanking some people. "What the hell was that Camila Cabello. What the hell. Since when can you even sing?" She says still in shock. Before I can answer I'm pulled in by an live interviewer. "Hi, my name is Robert Lemon and I'm at Australians biggest music festival AMF. Next to me is Camila Cabello, the biggest new DJ on this festival. She's known for being a magical pianist, but now she jumped into the DJ industry and if I'm right, the tiny nineteen year old can sing too." Shit he speaks fast. Damn. "Camila, how was your big entrance today?" He asks. "It was more then I could ever wish for. It was amazing and I'm still overwhelmed with all the happenings of today." I enthusiastically say. "Why did you decide to stop being a pianist and decide to join Armin's Armanda Records?" He says. "For starters, I didn't stop being a pianist and I'm not stopping either. I joined Armanda Records because it was an offer that I couldn't decline." I answer again. I see him trying to open his mouth but I'm attacked from behind once again. I groan. "Martin, couldn't you see that I'm busy." I fake sigh mockingly. "Yup, but I don't care." I laugh at his answer. "Thank you Camila Cabello, I'll leave you to enjoying your little after party with your friends. Robert Lemon, Sydney Australia." The reporter walks away from us and I'm in a conversation with some fellow DJ's. I feel someone squeezing my upper arm, looking towards my right side I see Lauren patiently waiting for me to join her towards my tent. Saying my goodbyes to the others I follow her. While walking Lauren is still on the phone, as always. ------ Passion for Music ------- It's an hour since we left the festival grounds. We just reached the hotel and all the others are already there since Lauren and I had some things to take care of before leaving. The drive back to the hotel has left me with an exploding mind and I'm still a little speechless. Today has brought me more then I could ever wish for, it was risky choice, to join the DJ industry, but after today I'm convinced that it was the most amazing start to one of my greatest choices ever. Now everyone knows that I can play piano, DJ and sing. I was the most nervous about singing today, but after tonight I know that will be something to be grateful for too. Lauren is still on the phone and at this moment it just starts to annoy me. I know that she's busy and working hard for me, but it would've been nice to have a manager/PA that actually talks to me instead of just being on the phone all day. "Lauren, it would be kinda nice to inform me about all the phone calls you've gotten today.. Like I'm kinda the reason why you get called all day." I say annoyed to her. I hear her sigh and she ends the phone call she's in now. "I know that and the reason why I'm getting so many calls is because you've really blown away almost anyone today. Every festival, television program, radio and so many other things want you." Wow. "I've been trying to figure out a healthy working schedule for you, because I know that getting in to fast and to deep will not be healthy for your body. I have one last phone call to make before I call it a day, then I'll come over to your room and we will discuss everything okay?" She gives me a quick squeeze in my upper arm, what seems to be her thing for me. I smile and nod before receiving my keycard for my hotel room, opening the door and walk straight towards my bed. I fall down straight on my face, I have to admit that the way my body falls into this incredibly soft bed is the most amazing thing after this enormously long day. Not that I'm complaining though, since I have nothing to complain about. I wake up to an opening door, my first reaction is to freeze then realize that Lauren has a keycard to my room as well. Turning around to face Lauren I rub my eyes, they're still a little unfocused after nice nap I just had. I yawn and I feel her sitting down on the edge of the bed. Lauren has her iPad in her hand and waves her hand, signaling for me to scoot over to her. Doing as wanted I sit down next to her. "So, the next three months are going to be busy as hell, since you've been booked for almost every festival all around the world. You start with an European tour first, but it also exists out of interviews for radio shows, television shows, magazines or podcasts. You're also expected to come up with a album soon, since we have to move fast enough so the industry doesn't lose its interest. Your collaboration Up All Night with Afrojack, Nick, just got released and the word is that it's already in almost every top 10." Oh damn. Wow. I did expect some changes in my schedule, but this is mind blowing. Lauren looks at me expectantly waiting for an answer. "Holy shit Lauren, I really did it today didn't I?" She chuckles. "Yeah you did Camz, it was so so so good. You really did it. Our and Armin's team is proud, hell, even some of your concurrents are flabbergasted by your entrance."  Lauren gets off the bed, taking all of her stuff and walks towards the door. "You should sleep now, the plane is leaving in.." She checks her phone for the time. "Seven hours, we're going to New York first. You have two days off before you have to shine again for a long time. Good night Camz." She smiles and opens the door. "Good night Lauren, sleep well." End of chapter two. Authors note: Thank you for taking your precious time to read chapter two of my fanfic. If there are any grammatical faults or problems in the fic, I'm sorry. I'm Dutch and English isn't my native language. If you want to read this on wattpad here's the link: https://www.wattpad.com/157411454?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link Love.

[ymirkrista]

Fifth Harmony Summer Reflection Tour M&G - Clearwater 7/30

[camilafreakingcabello]

I THOUGHT HER SHIRT SAID SHAKIRA WHY. 😭

[camilafreakingcabello]

It's four am in the morning and I should be asleep but I this idea popped into my head... What if we've been shipping the wrong ship in the Fifth Harmony fandom for years? We've been shipping the false ship all along? WHAT

[camilafreakingcabello]

Passion for Music

She would play the keys, admire, love, preach and use her passion for the keys to live life. Her focus for the keys was unbreakable, it was a force that was stronger then any other. Her mind would explore all the sounds, the differences between the minimalistic tones were easy for her to find. She didn't have a social life. Her life existed out of playing the keys and learning new melodies. Her love for the sounds of playing the keys was enough for her to live for. She didn't mind about the fact that she didn't have friends, unless you can count her dog as a friend. She was the most promising piano playing girl of her age, everyone that loved classical music knew about her. If she had to perform at a concert, she was the big headline. At the age of 5 she filled the Madison Square Garden alone. She was always scared of crowds and people themselves, but as soon as she started to run her fingers over the keys she was perfectly fine and hidden in her own world. She didn't need to hear that she was good, she knew it. Not because she was arrogant, but because she knew that her love was that big for the piano that she couldn't be bad at it. She had more money than a nineteen year old should have, but apart from a huge penthouse in New York and buying the best piano ever, she spent most of her money on her parents. Paying them back for all the years that they had to struggle with money because of her expensive piano and the lessons. Even though they never asked for it, it just felt like the right thing to do. Just as everything was going perfectly fine, her PA and manager decided to leave her team. Not because they actually wanted to, but because reaching Camila was the hardest thing to do ever. She only ever had one thing in mind: the piano. So here she is, sitting at a expensive restaurant waiting to start with a couple of interviews to find herself a new manager and PA. She knew that many people wanted to work for her, that she could get a manager without even having interviews. But she wanted to do it better this time, she wants to know her manager and PA. As she's crossing names and scribbling down more information to the last persons interviews she feels something changing in the air. She feels it, she gets goosebumps all over her skin and she just has to look up. When her eyes meet the sight that's been giving her all the emotions she knows it. This is her, her new manager and probably her PA too. This gorgeous darkish brown/black haired woman, whose jawbones are the most perfect that she's ever seen, but when I meet her eyes I'm completely blown away. Greenish, emerald with tap of light brown eyes meet hers. Holy shit, I'm fucked. I suddenly have the urge to go back to my notebook and read everything I know about her again. Lauren, her name is Lauren Hauregui.. Damn. I suddenly feel her presence in front of my table, I look up again, in awe. Her hand gracefully takes mine in her hand, shaking it softly. "Hi, I'm Lauren Jauregui and you must be Cameela Cabello." Fuck. Fuck. Her voice. I'm fucked. I'm so fucking fucked. And shit, how she pronounces my name perfectly. Shit. "Uhm, eh, yeah, that's me.." I shakily say. "Sit down please, so we can get started." I compose myself quickly, nice one. "So, Lauren, you're 21 and from Miami, what brings you here in New York?" I try to ease the conversation, eager to know more about this woman. "Yeah that's correct." She smiles to me, shit shit shit. Stay calm mila please. Her smile. "Well, I came to New York to go to college and after finishing college I decided that I didn't want to go back to Miami, at least, not now. And then I my old mentor tipped me about this 'secret vacancy.' I've always loved your music, so I was eager enough to give this a shot. My best shot."    "So, you know about my heavy and busy schedule, know how to do the ropes and think that you can tame me enough?" Wait, did I just say tame. Shit. "Well, I don't think that there's much to tame." She winks. Wait, is she flirting with me? "I just think, that you need to enjoy your life more, not that I'm telling you what to do. But I think that you're a nineteen year old and you should enjoy it at least, I hope that I can be your manager or PA and at least your friend too." Friend, I like that. I would love to be Lauren's friend. "So, as I was thinking, I'm more comfortable to go to one manager that's also my PA, what also means, that you have to move in with me or get an apartment in my building. I need you  to be available 24/7 since my music isn't just popular in the U.S.A but also almost anywhere over the world. Could you work with that? Of course I will pay for you staying, wherever that might be." Shit, I want to hire her so badly. I'd probably do almost anything to hire her. "As soon as I heard about this vacancy, I knew that this wouldn't be an easy job. Not that I'm saying that this will be hard though, but I knew what I would get in to, the busy schedule. But I'm twenty one and really trying to get a good job with a boss I like." She winks again, damn it Lauren, we hardly know each other and she's already flirting as hell. "Hmm, okay, well what do you say about a trial? I'd say a trial for two months, since you can figure out in that time if this job is suitable for you and that you're the best manager/PA as I can wish for?" I ask her. She's gonna say yes and she will change my life forever, that's what I know. "I think that we got ourselves a deal here Cameela.." She shakes my hand gratefully again, her touch lasts a little longer then the handshake before, but I don't mind. She could hold it for hours and I'd be perfectly fine. "Okay, Lauren, you're hired. If it's okay with you, I want to start next monday, so get yourself a good last weekend of being free all the time." I wink jokingly. "That's perfectly fine with me, do you need any legal papers about me to put in the contract, because I took copies with me just in case." "Yes thank you. I'm sorry that I can't make this any longer, but I have a rehearsal planned" I check my watch quickly, shit. It's that late. "In twenty minutes.. Stay as long as you want and order some food if you want to, the bill will be paid by my credit card in advance. See you on Monday Lauren." I shake her hand again because I really wanted to. Trying to be smooth I pack my things smoothly, at least I thought so, but I had to see this coming because my bag turned itself upside down without me doing anything of course. I bend down quickly to get all my stuff back, but then I feel her breath in my neck. Fuck. Her hand brushes mine when we try to pick up the same things. I feel the goosebumps getting back all over my neck and I try to shake it off without her noticing. "It's okay Cameela, let me help you." Lauren's voice sounds so husky and so fucking sexy that I have no idea what I'm even doing here anymore. I have to leave this building now. I gather my stuff again and awkwardly smile to her, blushing hardly and try to be comfortable while I'm dying inside. "Ehm, well thank you L-Lauren." I wave awkwardly at her and ease my way to the exit, bumping in to people and waitresses, to turn around one last time to see Lauren staring at me while winking and waving at me one last time. I wave back and walk directly into a glass door.. I hear a laugh that I've never heard before, I turn back once again hoping that she didn't see it, but I'm met with a cracking up Lauren with almost tears in her eyes. Damn, fuck. At this moment I decided that I hate glass doors, that I hate this restaurant and that I hate that I can't get my clumsiness under control. I hate the fact that this woman can give me all these emotions without even trying. Just looking at her is enough. I knew that as soon as I'd set a foot through these glass doors, really setting my foot through this time, everything would change. --------- Passion for Music --------- It's Monday morning, about seven am when I hear my alarm going off. "Good morning America, this is Jeff Blanes from your capital New York, get ready for a new week to work and a new week to shine." Oh hell no, fuck you Jeff, don't be so fucking happy and hyper active on a Monday morning. I roll out of my bed, literally, I fall down to the floor. Which is actually a hard landing, but it wakes me up good so I'm fine. Walk my way to the drawers to get clean underwear and a towel, making my way to my enormous bathroom. Turning on the shower I look into the mirror, damn, must've been tossing and turning all night to get such bad bed hair. I turn on the music system in the shower, I kinda like to dance and sing while showering. Prince Royce featuring JLo and Pitbull will give me my Spanish vibes. What's up baby, it's your new boyfriend, Royce. Girl your body is timeless, girl your body got me like oh my gosh oh my gosh oh ma ma Swaying my hips to the music and singing so loudly makes me happy that my penthouse is soundproof everywhere. Washing my hair quickly. I get out the shower and roll my hair in a towel, drying my body quickly so I can get dressed quickly to go to my secret chamber in this house. No one knows about it and I'm perfectly okay with it to leave it that way. I was in a club a year ago, got invited by a old gal pal, yes I'm gay, and I saw someone DJ'ing for the first time. To say that I was glorified is an understatement, I loved it. I loved it so much that I build my own DJ and recording studio in my own house. There's about eighty squared meters full with DJ and recording stuff. I try to make songs that are better then the ones you hear on the radio. I've been ghost making music for a year now, what means that I make songs for famous DJ's that they can release as their own. It's weird to hear your own songs on the radio when you also know that's officially not your song anymore. But it feels good this way. After the rehearsal last night I got some new ideas. Ready to make music from the ideas in my mind I start, listening to it now and then I feel confident as hell.. I know this is getting good, as I've said before, I'm not arrogant. I just know that I'm good since DJ's such as Afrojack, Axwell, Alesso, David Guetta and many more are eager to get some of my pieces. I have a contract with 10 DJ agents, just in case, because I don't want this news to get into this world. Maybe when I'm a little older, but I'm just enjoying it secretly for now. Realizing that I've been in own world for about three hours, I glance towards the clock, it's a quarter to eleven... Shit, Lauren is going to be here in fifteen minutes, I gotta get changed quickly. Making my way out the studio, I safely lock it again. Getting dressed when you're excited is annoying, since I'm always clumsy, adding an excited me to it isn't the best combination. I pull out some black skinny jeans and a designer shirt. Which I got for free. I don't really go shopping. I'm to busy for that. Adding some quick mascara makes me look less tired and I'm good to go. Just as I'm finished I hear my doorbell. Just on time! I take my iPhone out the charger and open the door app, checking the camera I see Lauren standing in front of the door. I tap the 'open-the-door' button and make my way downstairs. (It's a two level penthouse yes.) Just as I'm reaching the last step of the stairs I see Lauren wandering into my house, eyes gawking and her mouth hanging open in shock. "Oh my god, this is your penthouse Cameela? Jesus Christ, you could put ten Cuban families into this house and you'd still be able to play hide and seek." I laugh softly, remembering that my parents almost said the exact same thing. "Yes it is Lauren, good morning by the way. Did you have a nice last completely free and careless weekend?" She chuckles. "Good morning to you to, and yes, it was very very free and careless. But I'm eager to start this new adventure." I'm so glad that she's as eager as me. "I'm glad you are eager, since I'm eager to start this new partnership too. I do have to tell you some news though, I got booked to leave to Sydney this Friday, because I'm having five performances there next week. It's at the Opera house." I tell her, hoping that she will be glad to be joining me there. "Could you make sure that my private plane is ready to go? Since I don't want to go in a commercial flight, they take longer and I have to take so many stuff with me. All my music stuff plus my personal stuff. Oh and make sure that my hotel room near the Opera house is ready for me, I don't need special things, but I just love to have the best view." She chuckles again. "I can see that." She says while she nods towards my windows. There's a almost 360 degrees view of New York at my penthouse. "And I'll make sure that everything is done in an hour. Is there anything I need to know right now? About press rules that you have? Or what ever you think that's useful for me to know?" Trying to think of anything I'm stuck, I can't think of anything that she should really know. "Hmm, no, I don't think that I have anything important that you should know right now. I do have some stuff for you though. There's a new iPhone on the kitchen counter, such as two MacBooks and an iPad and a car key. The car is in the garage. Spot 123A. I figured that you need this to do your job. I also put a credit card for you there, since you need to be able to pay things for me and feel free to buy things that you want with it. As long as you don't make me bankrupt.." She giggles and looks a little shocked. I know it's a little much, but since she's both my manager and my PA I need her to be able to do almost anything for me. I see her checking out all the stuff I got her, being totally happy with her gold iPhone 6+ 128 GB I just laugh at her. Her graceful way of moving around the stuff makes me feel so giddy. She's literally perfect. This is the first time I can check what she's wearing, some leather black skinny jeans that make her legs as long as hell, a black blazer and a white blouse top thing. Heels that are that high that I'd probably break my legs ten times if I walk one step with it. Her ass is amazing tho. So full and so roundy. Damn. I'm pulled away by my not so innocent thoughts when I hear her screaming. "YOU GOT ME THE NEW MERCEDES GLC, WHAT THE HELL ITS NOT EVEN OFFICIALLY OUT YET WHAT." This makes me wanna laugh again and feel glad that she's so happy with all this stuff.. "I'm sorry, Cameela, but damn, you've got me the best stuff to work with. I will make it up to you by working my ass off." Oh no, don't work your ass off, your ass needs to stay where it is. "Oh and your office is also my office, but I never actually go there, it's the second door on the right when you get out the elevator. I'll be upstairs rehearsing, if you need anything, feel free to call me if you're lazy or just come upstairs." I make my way towards the stairs again, I don't like to use the elevator.. It makes you lazy. ------- Passion for Music ------- It's been four days since Lauren officially started working for me, and she's been amazing. She's been working very hard and I don't even see it having any effect on it. After two days we decided that it would be the best if she'd just move in to my penthouse since she sometimes gets calls in the middle of the night. And she needs me to be near her if I want to be able to discuss things with her too. What's even more perfect is that she can cook, like she cooks like a five star cook.. She amazes me everyday. It doesn't make me really understand why she's working for me when she's so amazing at many things. We're leaving for Sydney today and I didn't even have to ask her to pack for me. I've been rehearsing hard all week, since I always want to give my best at concerts.. People are paying to see me playing the keys, so I have to pay that back by playing the best I can. I have created three new compositions this week and thanks to my studio I'm able to record them too. This makes me happier because I don't have to go somewhere else to record my own music. Lauren still doesn't know about my studio, but I know that she's been curiously eying the locked room.. Maybe she'll be the first one to find out about my dirty little secret. But for now I'm just happy that she isn't as noisy as my old PA. We've been having a good week, talking to each other seems a natural thing to me and the fact that she moved in didn't bother me at all. We would eat together and always end the day with a glass of wine and discuss things about work or just have a careless talk about non-important things. She's getting as close as a friend and that makes me happy. I never really had many friends because of my busy life, but I'm glad that we get along so well. "Cameela, we have to leave in ten minutes otherwise we won't be able to be at the private airport on time. Your suitcases and your music instruments and all the stuff you need is already there, Alfredo already took them last night. Are you ready to leave?" I hear her shout from downstairs. See, this is what I told you. She's always so prepared.  "Yeah Lauren, I'll be down in five, just gotta put some last stuff in my backpack." I shout back. I can hear her laugh, knowing that she's probably trying to figure out what I'm putting in there since she packed everything already.. Little does she know I'm taking my traveling DJ stuff with me. I walk downstairs and I'm met with a smiley faces Lauren. She looks as ready as she can, having her phone in one hand and her trolley is probably filled with her MacBook and all the papers we need. She's so organized that it almost makes me anxious. "Ready?" She says. "Yes I was born ready." We get into the elevator to go to the garage, I always hated elevators, they're always so tiny and it makes me anxious too. As soon as the we reach the garage I sprint out the elevator and make my way to Lauren's car, I don't really use mines. She opens the truck and puts her trolley in there, holding her hand out to safely out my backpack in there too. I open the passenger door and wait for her to hop into the driving seat so we can leave. The drive towards JFK Private Airport isn't that long, but the traffic is busy as always and I see Lauren tapping her fingers on the steering wheel every couple of minutes. She's probably annoyed with the traffic. Sometimes she curses under her breath when someone cuts her off dangerously. But she's the most safe driving person I've ever met, she drives fast, but safe as hell. I'm checking my mailbox while she drives, noticing that she has probably read everything and she probably told me about the important things I go to my private DJ mailbox. I see some new mails popping in from the agencies, probably asking me for new work or congratulating me for my good work. One email catches my sight immediately. Contracting Camila Cabello Thursday, 9.42 pm. From: Armanda Records To: Camila Cabello Hi Camila, We've been trying to reach you for a long time. Armin van Buuren is an enormous fan of your ghost DJ'ing and he will not stop till he has signed you as a non-ghost DJ. He wants you to come out and be your own DJ. We know that you haven't been working as a DJ for yourself and we also know that you are an amazing piano artist. But maybe it's time to spread your wings and go fully for DJ'ing. Armin is in Australia next week, as you are too, if we read it correctly. If you want to meet up with him, just give us or Armin a call. Kind regards, Joanne van Santen Manager Recruiting & Personal Assistant Holy shit. This makes it so real. I let out a soft sigh, not sure what to do with this. I can hear Lauren turn hear head to me. "What's wrong Camila?" I shake my head quickly, knowing that I have no idea what to do with this. "I don't know, it's not bad, but it's life and career changing information.. I'll tell you all about it later okay?" She hums in acceptance and I see that we've reached the airport. She has to get her passport and her form so she can hand it over to the security. Once we're all checked she drives to the airplane. Getting out the car I see Normani, my pilot standing outside the airplane, next to her is Dinah, the co-pilot and behind them I see the tiny stylist excitedly waving at me.. Of course, Ally. Ally is always so happy to see me. Lauren opens the trunk and gets her trolley and my backpack, she hands her spare car keys over to the boy that's eager to bring it to the parking lot. She politely thanks him and we laugh at the fact that he's running to the drivers seat. "Be careful with my Baby." She shouts to him. "I will miss Jauregui. Have a safe flight miss Cabello and miss Jauregui." We make our way to the plane. I smile happily at my pilots and the stewardess. "Good morning dawg, and who is this new girl?" Dinah, so professional.. "Haha, good morning too, this is Lauren, my new manager and PA." Lauren shakes all their hands and she gets the trolley and my backpack into the plane. I follow her and make my way to my seat. Dinah closes the door and I can see Normani in the cockpit. "This is your captain speaking, we're about to leave for IATA CDNY 1273, Sydney Australia, I'm Normani Kordei and next to me is your co-pilot Dinah Jane Hansen. Flight PP123 AFJFK 61, can we get a go for runway A75, going to circle B96 with a turn on 78D77?" "Flight PP123 runway is set and approved. Have a safe flight." And we're off to Sydney, I see Lauren looking out the window, because duh the view of New York in the sky is amazing. Breathtaking. I see that my backpack is safely placed on the couch in front of me, getting my MacBook  I open my mailbox once again. Rereading the email I'm still not sure what to think about this. I see Lauren curiously looking at my screen, I'm doubting to tell her or not. Suddenly the radio the airplane is turned on and if it can get worse the song is one of my mixes. Damn. "Oh my god I totally love this song. It's so gooooood." She says. "I know it's mine." I murmur under my breath. "What did you say Camz?" What, Camz I like that. "Oh nothing." I suddenly see Ally dancing to the music and I laugh, I've hired such professional people to take care of my flights and my plane.. That was sarcastic of course, but I love them. They are good at what they do and they are funny to hang around with while flying. If I think about it, they are probably the closest thing to friends to me. Lauren is getting pretty close to being a friend. But I've never thought about the fact that Normani, Dinah and Ally don't seem to be workers to me. They seem as my friends. I get interrupted out my thoughts when I her Dinah scream at me. "Yo mila, go check this view here, it has never been this sick before." I told Lauren to come to and we quickly made our way to the cockpit. It was breathtaking indeed, the sky above New York was all purpleish and had some pink clouds. This is always such a plus of having a private plane and your own crew, you can do almost whatever you want and my crew is the best crew ever. After ten minutes I made my way back to my seat, ready to get cuddled up and sleep some time of the flight.. Sleeping in a plane was always the best place for me to fall asleep. It amazes me how fast you're on the other side of the world. ------ Passion for Music ------ I wake up to someone poking my cheek, opening my eyes groggily I met the beautiful emerald eyes that I've grown to love so much. A soft smile is displayed on Lauren's face and I can hear her giggling softly at my sleepy face. "Good afternoon Camila." I try to say something back but it doesn't sound like a human made noise so she just laughs. "Your phone has been blowing up for hours, Ally and I thought that it would be a good idea to wake you after a couple of hours of sleep." She handed me my phone and I had no idea who has been calling me, I didn't recognize the number at all.. Although after a couple of seconds I figured out that it must've been an European number.. I decided to call back. After a couple rings I heard a mans voice. "Hi, this is Armin, I've been waiting for you to call me back. How are you doing Camila?" Damn. They're serious. The bid was a serious one. "Hi, I'm good, thanks for asking, how are you?" I respond. "That's good to hear, and I'm good too. Although I would be great if I hear the answer that I want to hear to my next question. Camila, are you taking my offer? I know that you said that you've been perfectly fine with ghost DJ'ing, but I think you have way and way more potential than just ghost hosting. At this point I'm so eager to sign you, that I also want to give you a chance to sign other promising DJ's yourself. I know you have the best ear for music and real talents as we can wish for." He explains again and I feel like I'm a dilemma. I want to keep playing my piano, but I also know that my passion for DJ'ing has been growing and growing. "Okay, I'll do it.." I can hear him screaming and I hear other voices screaming in the background too.. "I'm sorry, you are on speakerphone. The whole Armanda crew is out of their minds. We are so thankful for you saying yes. Thank you so much Camila." I feel giddy about the fact that they're so happy. "But Armin, I do have some compromises.. I still want to be able to do my piano concerts, I want to do it 50/50." "Camila, that's perfectly fine. We will send the contract to your manager in an hour. Welcome to Armanda Records Camila. I'll see you in Sydney." I hang up the phone to see two curious people staring at me. "Camila, what did you just do...?" Oh damn, it might have been a good thing to tell her about this first. "Well, I just signed a contract to Armanda Records." I see the shock washing over her face. "But wait, isn't that a DJ agency? Since when are you into DJ'ing and why didn't I know about this? Seriously, you should've told me about this. This was the important information that I was asking you about on Monday." I just shrug and hand her my MacBook. "Go through my music and suit yourself." I close my eyes again for some extra peaceful hours of sleep. I'm woken up again by three overwhelmed people, even Dinah is standing next to me. "YOU CREATED ALL OF THESE SONGS DAWG? WHAT THE HELL." I laugh at their faces because they all seem shocked and overwhelmed.. "Yeah, I kinda did." I say to only be greeted with screams. "Kinda did, Camz, these are the most popular songs right now. How? Like seriously how? I don't even understand it. No one ever knew about this." "That's right, I'll explain it. I went to a club a little longer then a year ago and I saw someone DJ'ing. It got me so eager that I wanted to try it myself.. That locked room in my penthouse is a studio. I record piano songs and mix music there. Because I'm still only focusing, or was, on playing piano I started sending my mixes to agencies to know what they thought about it. I immediately got offers from so many agencies and record deals that I decided that I wanted to ghost mix. Ghost mixing means that you make mixes for DJ's and that they release it as their own. I do get paid for that, yes, but I don't get the credit. But I didn't mind. But Armanda Music, Armin van Buuren, has been trying to sign me as their biggest new DJ. And after months of refusing their offers and thinking about it, I just accepted a record deal from them. I'm also going to be recruiting new talents and I'm still going to be playing piano and have piano concerts. It's going to be a 50/50 deal." I say carelessly, not really thinking about how I just dropped a big bomb on my friends. "Wow." I hear Lauren say flabbergasted. "Damn Mila, didn't thought you had it in you. But this is so cool." An hour later it seems like everyone has progressed all this information and they're all thrilled for me.. Also for themselves, since they said that they're working for the best piano player in the world and also the next big DJ'er. Lauren's been quiet and listening to my music, I'm flattered that she seems to like my music so much. I've been working hard since I can imagine and it's all paying off now. My piano concerts are sold out wherever I go, my CDs are platinum in many countries and I was earning good money with my ghost DJ'ing. Adding my new job as an actual DJ and a recruiter for new talents makes me proud of myself. I know that arrogance is a common known thing with artists, but I'll always keep in mind that it all could go away in one second. If you blink to fast, it could all disappear. Realizing that I'm not living this dream alone, but also with my friends makes me even more happier. I'm not doing this alone. ------- Passion for Music ------ I've just finished my first concert at the Opera house and I'm blessed with the crowds clapping and whistling. The whole evening, they've been paying attention to my love and passion for the keys. The quietness that was broken with clapping after each composition. I bow one last time and wave to the crowd, walking of stage I see Lauren talking on the phone. I run back to the stage one last time. Thanking all the workers, the crew and last but not least; the crowd. Walking backstage again I see Lauren still talking on the phone, I walk towards her and I see her smiling an giving me a thumbs up. "No thank you, I'll ask Camila right now since she standing in front of me." She puts her hand on the phone and looks at me. "Armin's PA is asking me if it's okay to make your Australian trip a little longer. He wants to introduce you on Saturday night at the Australian Music Festival, is that okay with you? Oh and, he wants to meet you tonight so you can sign the contract and he wants to see you doing your thing with his own eyes." "Oh yeah that's okay, I'll get changed. Have you seen Ally?" I ask her. "She's in your dressing room, probably trying to get you an DJ approving outfit." I nod once again and she gives me a quick thumbs up and a smile before getting back on the phone. I make my way to my dressing room. There's piles of clothing everywhere and I don't see Ally anywhere.. "Hello, Ally, are you here?" I'm patiently waiting for a tiny blond haired girl to start dancing in the room. But I can't see her. Suddenly I see some clothing moving in the corner of the room.. A tiny arm appears and I hear a muffled help. I make my way over the pile and start throwing clothing on another pile. I suddenly see a tiny blond haired girl in the pile of clothes and I almost fall back because I'm laughing so hard. "Ally, w-what the the hell are you even doing?" I'm almost in tears, this could only be something for ally. She's struggling to get out and her annoyed/irritated voice doesn't help me either. This time I actually fall right on my butt laughing so hard that I'm in tears. "Don't laugh, get me out of here you little.." This makes me laugh even more, but since I'm such a good person I help her out. "What where you even doing Ally?" I ask her. Curious to know the answer since it was such a hilarious sight. "Well Lauren told me about the possible meeting with Armin so she told me to get you clothes to change in that we're good enough for that meeting and I was trying to find clothes for you and I kinda fell down with all the clothes on top of me." After I finished laughing Ally told me to get dressed so she could redo my makeup but a with a more night club look. Just as we were finishing up Lauren came into the room, groaning at the sight of the trashed room. "Ally and Camila, you're lucky that we're going to be here for four nights longer and that you can keep the place trashed. But I expect this mess to be cleaned tomorrow. Right now we're in a hurry because we have to meet Armin in 30 min so you better hurry up." Ally and I laugh once again to be faced with a confused look, but Lauren just shrugs it off when she realizes what we're not gonna tell her about what happened and she's packing her trolley again. What makes me realize that I have to pack my backpack quickly, throwing all my stuff in it I'm ready to leave. We make our way to the waiting Hummer limousine and drive towards the night club where Armin told us to meet up. The drive wasn't long, but the sight of Sydney always amazed me, it is such a beautiful city. The drive was also a good time for Lauren to inform me about what was going to happen tonight, since she already approved of the contract it was only going to be a signing moment and they wanted a photoshoot because I was going to have my own website and social media accounts. Reaching the night club gives me flashbacks, this is the exact night club where I fell in love with DJ'ing. The driver opens our door and we walk towards the entrance of the club. Armin and many people with Armanda Records logos on their clothing are waiting for me, some waitresses hands me and my team a glass of champagne. "If that isn't our newest and biggest DJ. Camila Cabello and your team, I would love to ask you to join us for the beginning of this new adventure about to get into." He walks inside and I feel a small squeeze in my right arm, I look to my right and see Lauren looking at me in awe. Her head comes near mine. I feel her warm breath in my ear when she says "You're really doing this Camz. Enjoy this moment." I smile back at her softly and continue looking forward, following Armin and his crew to a vip area of the club. It's secluded and sound proof, so we don't hear the partying going on. I see pictures being taken and the whole signing moment has to be recorded too. Armin and I are discussing my musical direction as he also wants to get to know why I've never went public with this before. I explain the reason to him and he understands it easily. "Well, Camila, I'm glad that after months of hunting you that you've finally decided to join our team. I hope that our partnership can be as amazing as your upcoming hits will be. Because I don't expect anything less then that every song is going to be an hit with your amazing skills and feeling for good music." He hugs me before leaving to go to the DJ booth in the club. Apparently he had a gig here so that's why it was easy for him to meet up here. We decide to hang out a little in a vip area in the club, but leave early, as long as you can call 3 am early since I have another performance tomorrow. When we reach the hotel I check my phone for the first time after the concert, I see so many missed tweets, messages and calls that I unlock my phone. @ARMANDARECORDS: We are proud to announce that we've signed one of the best new DJ's in the world! @CamilaCabello Welcome to the Armanda Family! @DJMAG: SECRET GHOST DJ IS REVEALED! @CamilaCabello IS THE NEXT BIG THING! @AFROJACK: PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT THIS LITTLE PEANUT IS FINALLY GOING TO MAKE MUSIC FOR HERSELF! @CamilaCabello @ALESSO: SHOULD I FEEL AFRAID OF @CAMILACABELLO? I HAVE SOME NEW COMPETITION. PROUD OF YOU MILA! @TMZ: BREAKING NEWS: PIANO STAR @CamilaCabello JOINS @ARMANDARECORDS Dad: Camila what is this about you joining a DJ thing? What is this all about? Care to explain this? Dad: Oh sweetheart Mami and I are not mad but we are confused what does DJ'ing even mean? When did this happen? How was the concert tonight? Dad: You look good in that picture. Get them girl. We are proud of you! Sofia: DAMN SIS ATTA GIRL. SO PROUD OF YOU. IM FLYING TO AUSTRALIA TOMORROW SO I CAN BE AT AMF ON SATURDAY. NOT MISSING THIS. LOVE YOU Sofia: WHOS THAT HOT GIRL NEXT TO YOU? THE ONE WITH THE GORGEOUS EYES AND THE GORGEOUS HAIR. IS SHE YOUR GIRLFRIEND? AND WHERE'S AUSTIN YOUR OLD MANAGER? Deciding not to respond of any off these messages, because there were a thousand more, I only open the Twitter application. @CamilaCabello: It is true, I'm spreading my wings and exploring by signing at @ArmandaRecords. I'm thrilled for this chance and can not wait. @CamilaCabello: this doesn't mean that I'm giving up on my beloved piano, because I can't miss my little nugget. 😊 @CamilaCabello: @ArminvanBuuren, loved your set tonight. See you soon. 😉 @CamilaCabello: I also want to thank the amazing crowd for tonight, hope to have such an amazing crowd tomorrow again. @OperaHouse Closing Twitter I'm getting ready for bed, still a little jet legged and tired because of all the new impressions of today. Hoping that this is one of the best choices I've ever made I'm closing my eyes for a good night rest. ------- Passion for Music ------ The week goes by very quickly, I've enjoyed all the concerts at the Opera house and my schedule has been busier then ever before. Everyone seemed to be interested in me and I've been so busy with all the press releases and interviews all week that I'm glad that I'll have one concert left before my grand entrance into a different kind of music industry tomorrow. Since it's the last concert of the Australian tour we're going out for dinner, it's a ritual.. My sister has joined my crew and is eager to start talking to my damn she's so hot I want her can I have her please Camila assistant. The restaurant is nice and quiet, filled with lots of famous, rich and diplomatic people. I'm enjoying this meal with the people I want to be here, sadly my parents couldn't join because Papi is scared of airplanes. He could come to visit me in New York, but that's as far as he's going with an airplane. I look at the people I love, they're all happy and laughing with each other and it warms my heart. It's my family. Dinah and Normani are having a food contest, Ally is talking with her boyfriend Troy, others invited their loved ones and Sofia is trying to flirt with Lauren.. Even though it looks like Lauren doesn't even notice the flirting. I'm enjoying the food and hoping that tonight will be a success. As I hoped I ended the fifth and the last concert with a bang, the most influenced people from the classical and even people from pop music industry where there to see me shine on the piano. God knows when I'll be back on stage with a piano. Apparently my cd selling went up after the big news hit in the beginning of the week, because I'm awarded with a award and a new platinum record for my last album. I thank almost everyone on this universe for giving me all these chances. "I want to thank everyone for being here tonight and for being there for me since the beginning. I cannot say how proud I am for reaching this milestone, I cannot tell you how happy I am, how thankful and how amazed I get by all my fans everyday. You might have heard about my career switch, it's a completely new and unknown territory for me and I'm so thankful for getting this opportunity. But this does not mean that I'm stopping with my love for classical music. I'm planning on doing both, even though my focus will go to my new career for a while, I'll be back! Thank you again and I hope that you loved the night as I did!" I end the night, bowing down as many times as I can. The sound that I hear from all the clapping and whistling is so loud that I'm scared that it can be heard miles from here. I walk backstage and I'm met again with a smiling and busy talking Lauren, but behind her are all my friends and colleagues. I hug everyone and telling everyone how proud I am of the last five concerts. We've been our best even in pressuring and extremely busy times. After packing all our stuff, my piano and all the elextrical stuff is put in our tour bus we make our way to the hotel. Getting ready for a night out, celebrating the end of this Australian tour but also saying goodbye for now to workers that won't be able to work for me for a while. I paid them three year salaries because I decided to chose another career and because they don't have my regular salary to support them anymore. I know that one I go back they'll be the first that I'm hiring. The end of chapter one. Thank you so much for taking your precious time to read the first chapter of what I'm hoping to be a good fanfic. I didn't post read it, because it was 7k long. My native language isn't English so if there's any problems with my writing, the blame is all on me. I hope that you liked it! Wattpad: OfficialAnniQ

[fluerly]

im actually really afraid that no one will fall in love with me

[camilafreakingcabello]

I'm actually afraid that I'll never fall in love with someone..

[the100daily]

Season 3 to premiere next year

The 100 was expected to return later this year with a new season but unfortunately, we’ll have to wait a little longer. Season 3 has been pushed back to its mid-season slot and will premiere in spring 2016 (x)

[yeahno]

[camilafreakingcabello]

ok, but at least bring some clexa smut with it then..

[camilafreakingcabello]

This is the reason why I could never never never ever hate Fifth Harmony.. They all share their amazing love with us, even though they're busy as fuck, dedicated to the work all the time. They tell us their feelings, they thank us for anything and sometimes for something we didn't even do. Their love for us feels like it's real. I get the feeling that sometimes their support to us is bigger then any support I've ever seen... Many artists get fake after a while because it's getting to much for them... But Fifth Harmony knows that we're there with every step they take, we will support them, love them, many people cry because they're so happy for them... Fifth Harmony is one love.