Camila :’(

[colazionepranzocena]

Harry at the Beachwood Cafe

[573p5]

[camilavferro]

jesus christ i miss him so fucking much it hurts so fucking bad

[camilavferro]

[witchinghour]

GREEN IN FILM: The Parent Trap (1998) The Great Gatsby (2013) Heathers (1988) Beetlejuice (1988) The Shining (1980) Vertigo (1958) Twilight (2008) Le Fabuleux destin d’Amélie Poulain (2001) Pride & Prejudice (2005) The Truman Show (1998)

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T.S.I.F.S.

this shit is fucking stupid

[camilavferro]

happy me

[camilavferro]

there is something really wrong with me

[camilavferro]

i have literally everything i’ve ever wanted, my amazing boyfriend, my beautiful loving mom, my crazy funny friends, my beautiful dog, my fluffy ass chinchilla, my warm comfy bed, my love for success, my homey home, my fast car, my stable fun job, my perfect life, literally 100% perfect. i have nothing to complain about. but yet i cant find happiness within anything. i cant even be happy with myself because i dont even know who i am. i’ve lost myself so fast and i have slipped from my own hands. i cant find myself, i dont know who i am, and im struggling really hard to find myself. i used to be so happy and fullfilled with myself and now i cant even stand looking at myself in the mirror. i dont know who i have become and i dont even know what makes me me anymore. i dont know what i love anymore or what i am passionate about. i cant do anything with effort because i have none left. all i wanna do is lay in bed all day and be sad but thats not gunna get me where i want to be in life so i cant. i fake a smile everyday of my fucking life and i cant do it anymore. im done with not knowing shit and im done with not knowing me.

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having sex with someone you love is so amazing. the breathing, the intensity of every s i n g l e touch, the eye contact and soft moans fuuuuck me up w that shit

[palqia]

[jon-gasca]

I am a woman, by Veronica Ruthf Frias  Photo Jon Gasca

[camilavferro]

💖💕💞💓💗

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colors

[camilavferro]

im sorry

im sorry my mind isnt perfect and my mind isnt pure and my issues arent gone and my tears dont fade away, im sorry my life isnt perfect and my body isnt flawless and my lips arent clean from horrible words, im sorry my face is kinda crooked and my hair isnt even and my feet arent small and my nose isnt right, im sorry my legs arents tiny or my brain isnt smart or my tummy isnt flat or my waist isnt petite, im sorry im not good enough for anyone and for being a burden and for being unlovable or being too much sometimes, im sorry i have too many feelings and my head isnt right and my thoughts are fucked up and my trust isnt there. im sorry you chose me, a fucked up human being. im sorry you have to put up with me. for that i am a million times sorry.