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“There is only one way to happiness and that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of our will.” — Epictetus RP blog. Not the real Cami.

[andy-apa-biersack]

I am crap at introducing myself. So, let’s hope that I can do this without making a complete fool of myself. My name is Anton Zaslavski but you can call me Zedd if you like. I don’t know how many people actually know me but I have seen a ton of familiar faces, so to those I know, I’m sorry that you have to hear me introduce myself so proper and make a complete ass out of myself, feel free to make fun of me and to those who don’t know me yet, I hope we can be friends and tell each other our life stories and secrets. // @hfrpstarters​

[camimendex]

Zedd, welcome here and it’s such a pleasure to meet you! I’m Camila, and I’d soooo love to hangout with you, have small talks, get to know each other. I’m an open-minded person, so whatever you’d like to talk about, don’t hesitate in bringing it up.

[hunterschaferx]

So as you might know Euphoria was my first acting gig and now after we filmed it I can’t wait for the second season! So...what was your favorite moment of the season?

@hfrpstarters

[camimendex]

Euphoria? That’s such a catchy name for a show. I’m definitely sure that it has a great plot line, and you did a great job.

Sadly, I didn’t get the chance to watch it, yet. But I’ll definitely put it on my ‘to-watch’ list and as soon as I finish the first season I’ll let you know what was my opinion about it. Do you mind telling me a little bit about the show? 

[camimendex]

Do you ever have the feeling that someone is stalking you while walking down a street? Because at times, I do. And when I turn around to look behind me there is no one. It’s creepy, and for some reasons it gives me goosebumps.

@hfrpstarters

[camimendex]

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you’ve waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest… but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it’s not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters

[hfskarsgardarchive-deactivated2]

Only all the time! It’s like 2 or 3am are the magical hours for my brain to go over all the things I’ve worried about for the last ten years of my life. It’s a trickster that way, I guess. Probably also why I end up falling into the most random related video loops on YouTube, just trying to find a distraction and end up getting pulled into something else entirely. Do you find a way to distract yourself if you don’t just fall asleep?

[camimendex]

I guess, yes, you can say those are the magic hours when my brain also decides to throw an unexpected ‘party’, tsk. Well, to be honest, I do. Most of the times when I have such moments, I wake up and read a few pages from a book, or I just search the internet in order to get my eyes super tired. At times I turn on the TV watch a few episodes of random shows from Netflix, and boom- I fall asleep. 

[camimendex]

fameapa​:

appreciate it! thank you for the little spam you did for me on your insta story, by the way. you must love me!

You should be definitely thankful for having such an AMAZING friend like me who spends minutes...no, hours, in order to come up with such a surprise. But yes, I’m glad you enjoyed it. I hope it wasn’t too much, haha.

And I’m sorry if you found any picture too embarrassing, I just couldn’t help myself. 

[iconicgirls]

[camimendex]

With the sweetest girl that could ever exist aka my long lost sister @lilreinhvrt

[sebastianseb]

camimendex​:

We could talk about this topic for hours but I don’t want to bore you.

Did I introduce myself? I don’t think so. I’m Camila, it’s truly a pleasure to have such a handsome man like you around.

Oh, no, please, it wouldn’t be a bore at all! I find all this kind of stuff interesting. This and space. I’m a complete nerd for anything space related haha

Nice to meet you, Camila! I’m Sebastian. And I can say the same that it’s nice to have your pretty face around as well. Big fan of yours!

[camimendex]

Coming from such a famous actor like you, it truly makes me feel great and I can definitely feel my cheeks betraying me at this very moment, haha.

How was it to play in Captain America? Bet it was fun, and as far as I've seen the movies are quite popular, among with all the other Marvel movies.

[wwithpsd]

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𝐟𝐚𝐯/𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 if you saved

𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐬: @livresaux 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫

[riverdaleladiesdaily]

Camila Mendes for Urban Decay’s Naked ULTRAVIOLET palette.

[sebastianseb]

camimendex​:

Oh, totally. I once had this weird dream where I was cleaning up my room and whenever I left and came back, the whole mess was once again in there.

I also don’t understand those awkward dreams where you deeply fall asleep and wake up falling in vain. Did that ever happen to you?

Oh no, that sounds terrible honestly. I hate cleaning so when I actually do it, I go hard. If It was a never ending cycle of mess I wouldn’t even bother. My laziness would prevail haha Yes!! Honestly, dreams in general is a really interesting topic. It’s kind of wild to me that it’s like our brain doesn’t know how to chill out.

[camimendex]

We could talk about this topic for hours but I don't want to bore you.

Did I introduce myself? I don't think so. I'm Camila, it's truly a pleasure to have such a handsome man like you around.

[sebastianseb]

camimendex​:

I will never understand the whole theory behind our brain, but it can for sure be a pain at times. Actually, I do think about that too, and with each thrilling reply I make up in my head, I feel way more pumped and yea… my sleep flies out the window.

You and me both. And right? It’s one of those moments when you’re like ‘I could have said this instead!’ too  haha Honestly, though do you know what’s worse than not being able to fall asleep? When you have those dreams that feel really real and it feels as if you didn’t sleep at all 

[camimendex]

Oh, totally. I once had this weird dream where I was cleaning up my room and whenever I left and came back, the whole mess was once again in there.

I also don't understand those awkward dreams where you deeply fall asleep and wake up falling in vain. Did that ever happen to you?

[camimendex]

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you've waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest... but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it's not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters

[indenavarrete]

Random thoughts like how you love and miss your best friend, Lili?! I get those too, and I think it means that we just need to see each other and catch up. How have you been, Cami? I don't know where abouts are you, but if you wanted to do something with KJ and I for his birthday this weekend or something I know he would be up for it. Maybe we can all three go to dinner.

[camimendex]

How did you know that? I mean.. why do I even ask such a stupid question, you are my best friend for a reason! It's weird how at times I feel like calling you "B" but then I realize we aren't in the Riverdale show.

I've been great, quite awesome. How about you? I've heard news... and woah. You better told me the news face to face so I can congratulate you properly, Lili.

Also, count me in. I'm down for that party. How can I help? Is there anything you want me to do? Actually, we can definitely pull up something, just the two of us. And maybe pull a prank on him in order to have him worred.

[fameapa]

camimendex·:

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you’ve waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest… but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it’s not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters

that’s me on a daily basis. i must be an interesting person, hahaha.

[camimendex]

You are for sure one of the many interesting and trustful people. Also, I am so sorry for being this late... but I hope you had an amazing day yesterday and oh- Happy Belated Birthday, KJ!

[camimendex]

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you've waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest... but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it's not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters

[sebastianseb]

All the time! It’s like when you want your brain to just calm down it decides to  suddenly do some heavy lifting. What do you usually think about at night? My brain normally retreats to things I could have said haha

[camimendex]

I will never understand the whole theory behind our brain, but it can for sure be a pain at times. Actually, I do think about that too, and with each thrilling reply I make up in my head, I feel way more pumped and yea... my sleep flies out the window.

[kit-x-harington]

camimendex​:

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you’ve waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest… but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it’s not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters

That’s bloody worst… is your mind a special sort of shithead like mine and comes up with the worst possible scenarios at those moments? It’s as if all my fears or embarrassments from the past decide to replay on my mind when I’m most tired. 

[camimendex]

Sometimes I recall those horrible, sad memories from the past. Sometimes I'm just remembering old conversations and wonder what would have happened if I was more tough, or soften up a little bit in order to avoid a fight.

[camimendex]

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you've waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest... but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it's not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters

[boyntonxlucy-deactivated2020083]

This happens to me more than I’d like to admit. You’re so exhausted but your brain just won’t turn off - it’s in the top ten most irritating things that could happen. I usually put a video on my phone to try and get my brain to focus on that and then eventually I get so tired I manage to fall asleep but it doesn’t work 100% of the time so I’m not sure if that’s a good recommendation or not.

[camimendex]

Yes, I've also tried that 'therapy'... lately I gave a try to these ASMRtists. I swear my whole life is better ever since. Whenever I am too tired, and it's super impossible for me to fall asleep I look up on one of those personal attention treats. Haha.

[camimendex]

Do you ever just lay in bed at night, after a long and tiring day, after you've waited the whole day to get home and just have some rest... but when you are finally there, your mind goes pranking on you and come up with random thoughts. Like, come on, it's not the right moment for that, brain!

@hfrpstarters