(not so) secret sideblog

18+ sideblog for freak shit. pfp is abolish fanart by @neo-hexane. minors go awayyy

[candle-flickers]

another member of the asexual minecraft pervert collective.

i miss my wife (vsmp) and am coping by torturing The Characters sexually. probablyyyy wont post much however i might with some encouragement (putting the blorbos in Situations in my inbox).

There’s probably gonna be noncon/dubcon, fauxcest, rpf, etc. so. Be warned!

Currently a part of the Born Yesterday Girls agenda <3

[lorefulgood]

ngl I do still kinda think it’s awesome that scott goldsmith got away with all that

[lorefulgood]

that man killed people! he hunted them down and assaulted them and killed them and ate them, turned them into vampires without sparing a thought for whether they wanted it. in fact, if they wanted it, he wouldn’t give it to them, because he preferred when they fought back and he could overpower them. he both emotionally and physically abused his fledgelings and openly admitted to enjoying tormenting the human residents of oakhurst. he coerced apo into consenting to him assaulting her. and then he manipulated the majority of town into believing he wasn’t that bad and had changed his ways and should be allowed to walk away unharmed. and he did! he got away with it! they let him go!

and isn’t that great? the ending of vsmp mirrors real-world examples of powerful men who get away with abuse and assault and anything they want really, just because people think they’re more likable than their victims. doesn’t that make you want to die? isn’t it just soooo fun?

[vyvilha]

need some female director to lock in and make a movie where a grotesquely ugly and disgusting and monstrous woman slasher killer butchers handsome men in humiliating and sexualized ways. and it CAN'T be because they are rapists or abusers or otherwise misogynistic okay, she has to do it because she's a fucked up pervert

[liesmyth]

#And she does NOT look good doing it.

AND SHE DOES NOT LOOK GOOD DOING IT!!!

[evilryx]

i invoke the name of the cycle of abuse all the time but actually putting it in action is maddening. the concept of vshelby can we all sit down with this for a second. she comes to oakhurst because she's following her dad's stories about monsters. her dad that her mother refuses to talk about. she barely mentions her mother, only her dad who's been gone for years. she comes to oakhurst and gets forcibly turned into a vampire and she calls it a family. one big happy vampire family. sorry i'm like talking around my point here but do you get what i'm saying.

[evilryx]

like if we take shelby's backstory as it's presented to us it's clear that her dad was not the man she thinks he was, but even that isn't nearly enough to explain the way she acts. like you sit there and think about it for longer than three seconds and you come to the inevitable conclusion that shelby's wide-eyed innocence is not the result of never having experienced real hardship before, it's evidence of severe trauma. now let's give her three people who have all inflicted violence on her together and watch what she does—oh, she sees them as family members. yep that's her new family. ramifications what ramifications? why would this indicate anything about her worldview and past experiences? one big happy vampire family!!!!

[logninv]

behind every perverted incest blogging mutual there is a beautiful family abolitionist

[kisseism]

mentally batting my eyelashes and asking you if we can use the red string of fate as shibari rope

[feralharpygirl]

airplane tickets should be free if you have internet friends you reaaaaaaally want to hunt like prey

[2l2w]

it rly is impressive to create works that involve incest that somehow don't interrogate anything about incest or the family. when ppl do that with mechs while unabashedly remaining uncritical abt the military it's like ok sure robots cool is ur only prerogative here. i can kinda get that. robots Are cool in isolation. but with incest it's like... ok so the taboo (which is what drew you to it in the first place) isn't actually the taboo? it's like wholesome and nice and loving and awww they're like a nuclear family unit but Better and subversive and transgressive and other ives because they Really do love each other and it's all consensual and mutual? awesome. and now we've done absolutely nothing

[werewolvesnearyou]

i've never liked anyone this much before

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[malduguns]

I wanted cuuuute outfits. They did That on their own

[slab100]

dk if im talking to the right audience about this sorry but sigh hater moment why do i genuinely hate EGG..

because it's a group that sprung entirely out of the unfunny and awkward birthday joke that they keep on beating even though the horse is not only dead but thoroughly pulverised; because it exists purely to pander to the most annoying kind of fan, because that kind of fan loves to whip the already pulverised horse at any and every opportunity including in other unrelated creators' comments and chats; because gem minimises herself to coddle grian's whinging; because grian has lost his passion for minecraft; because the proponents of its worst interactions will invariably fall back on the 'they're all friends' defence; because of etho's hyperawareness of what viewing audiences want pushing him to continue with it; because grigem's involvement with each other comes at the expense of their other more interesting relationships; because interactions are designed to generate content for youtube videos rather than an enjoyable stream experience; and so forth

[orpheuslament]

safewording out of a scene because the praise started to feel a bit too earnest

[smoothstone-butch]

past life pearl is sort of an abigail hobbs in a way

[evilryx]

i do have a woobification fetish unfortunately. it's like dumbification but on a meta level. take this complex character and reduce it down to a caricature of itself, a cardboard cutout of who it used to be. shave off all the excess and amplify the traits you want to see until it's missing most of what made it resonate with people in the first place, then go around insisting it's the same person, spreading the gospel of your interpretation. tell hundreds of stories about it, each more bland than the last. fundamentally change the way everyone views it, even the people who like the character as it originally was, because your version is so pervasive that they grow to resent it. replace the real version of the character in everyone's minds with yours.

but this isn't just a fandom thing. this has happened to characters in their own universes. a show over many seasons optimizes itself into a perfect repeating formula. a character undergoes enough adventures and changes that its creator loses track of what it was supposed to become. a character never had a planned ending in the first place, and in the scramble to come up with one, it becomes something unrecognizable.

what does it feel like for that to happen to someone? to start out multifaceted and end up hitting the same note over and over? would you notice the difference, or would your capacity for self-perception be diminished along with everything else? is it a joke that you're in on? are you doing it to yourself? are you just too exhausted or traumatized or trapped in an endless cycle to be anything but whatever they want from you?

[neo-sexane]

if graecie was a dog toy she would be one of those limp-necked well-loved stuffed animals, fur matted into something like terry cloth, her pure white faded into a cream color. little red repair stitches around the seams. zam is, of course, a squeaky toy. one of those ones where the eyes pop out.

[slab100]

it's okay guys. this is just the start :) we're about to enter #mcytsummerofdiscourse. who wants to play with me