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I watch his video, and I cried

Two posts in a day how lucky for my no followers. I’m just sitting here alone like I always do unless he’s here hanging with me. like I get I got that I’m probably not supposed to be with him. Why is it that no matter what I do I never can find someone who I actually want to be with unless I know for somehow someway they won’t be able to be with me and that I Pine, I did it with bucket head, I did it with North Carolina and now I’m doing it with mothers milk. I don’t know why and I just want to be happy with someone I like my job, but I don’t. I like my coworkers. just tired of it all. Why does nothing ever work out the way I needed to know last night supposed be perfect and I feel like nothing ever works out for me the way it needs to the man that I have pine for. just sucks I just tired of the bullshit. And then there’s the people that I have friends supposedly that did you for six months and then come back in your life overnight only to add drama that you don’t need.

I was horrible habit of falling for the wrong guy. It’s like if he’s toxic he’s the one that I want was crazy as that if he wasn’t who he is probably wouldn’t be attracted. Life just sucks my love. Life has never ever been anything to brag about. I thought maybe moving to Virginia I would find my soulmate find myself, but all it’s done is reveal truths. The crazy thing is as like he’s my best friend right now and it’s just hurts because I wish you could be the person I needed him to be so that we could be together and I’m writing this because I have never said this out loud because I couldn’t admit it to myself. And it sucks because we know someone you’re into is pretty much in love with someone else, but they can admit that to themselves. It also makes it hard as when they’re telling you every day how much they despise that person I hate them I like their playing you like a fiddle because they say to different sides of it and I don’t know it’s a weird fucking love triangle it really is. I will move on and I’ll be fine but it’s just like I don’t have socks right now because once again, heartbroken, and alone when your friends suck, it really does suck.

So I know been awhile I moved sadly out of ny. Do miss it but my new city is definitely looking ok. I finally got a place a lil town house after two months of crashing at my friend’s house. This was written back in April.

I had some really interesting escapades prior to becoming positive for Covid. There’s this guy and I like him but I know he’s not for me rather I know he’s toxic for me but it doesn’t make me lust him any less. he’s into polyamorous relationships and I’m strictly monogamous. so recently I’ve been trying to be more casual and until recently I’ve been like almost 2 years since I met this dude and there’s a lot of tension but finally we seal the deal in the december. And more recently I went apartment shopping and I’m got to meet up with him and let’s just say you can hold his breath for a really long time and he was super thirsty😏😏😏😏😏😏. i had amazing time with dude but as much as we both like each other relationship ideology so different and truly he amazing friend. just sux cuz we click so easily.

so Bridget Jones diary 3….

I don’t know I feel like a fail to capture that same deal that you had with one and two. I mean obviously the first reason is that Hugh grant isn’t in it. or against popular opinion Patrick Demsey is not good looking sorry I think he’s a good actor, but he doesn’t do it for me neither with Colin or really Hugh . but both their characters made you want them in different ways so that is my opinion. I got nothing else to do but I’m stuck home for five days with Covid.

So for the first time ever I watched Bridget Jones‘s diary and part two as we all know I am obsessed with anything that’s British. I don’t know why i’ve never watched this before but now I have a special place in my heart also Renée Zellweger‘s British accent was ok why didn’t they just get a British actress anyway here to watching 3rd film

so it’s been a long while y’all. i’m sorry doing these posts used to be so therapeutic. Since the last time I wrote me and my friend olive are good. I actually closer than ever. I’m still reeling at times from my mom death. still single mingling as never have i ever. I went to Europe on my own for two weeks back in 2018 best decision ever. I went to sex club in Spain. I went 2 ( Europe) 2 more times after that but with friends so no sex clubs but I did see the Spice girls in Edinburgh. I had fb 😏. It was definitely amazing and had never done the casual thing but I let my sam or carrie- ness lead the way it been very enlightening. I been going to LS parties with Esme who she is really in it like she’s poly . I on the other hand don’t know if I’m in it’s fun to have sex everyone always down but I’m monogamous at heart so it’s confusingly fun. also there’s a guy. He’s poly but he is perfect in every way except fact that he poly. I have not slept with him cuz my feelings are way to strong also he’s esme dom. which make complicated cuz she i. love with dude but won’t say it or has he turn her down idk. it’s all very confusing and complicated and gives me a headache but he’s a really good friend. sux he like what i think light skin adonis would look like 😂 but When I first met him I open the door so I am in to my best friends apartment and I was like wow who are you I had never met him but I seen pictures and the pictures did not match his face also he was like 6’4 . Anyway as of right now were just friends because like I said I’m really in him and he has lots of hoes. Lately he’s been saying he be into me and is dtf. Trust me when I say all I wanna do is just that but I know I just I want to be emotionally attached when he’s not. I won’t trust me it’s not easy not you I mean we live in two different states that makes it little easier when I go to visit my best friend he always comes to visit and cool with it’s just makes sam in me want to come out. lol enough with that.

I passed my boards I’m officially an RN. I Vow to write more. life has been crazy as everyone knows Covid hit last year and I’m a nurse though it was definitely something that in the medical field difficult to deal with I lost patients some of my friends lost their family members and you know it’s hard. This post is all over the place I promise you i will do better and talk about all my crazy experiences , escapades, and God knows what else life throws at me.

so im wr im sitting here writing fom va beach hang with my best friend who’s birthday is today and sadly my other former best friend is who i m worried about because she wants to take a break from now i would be fine with this normally but lately we been distant anyway due to change her living situation. but back to this bs so she brought a bunch topics on stuff that said or done that irk her now lets be real here i guess she never said or done anything that irk me but i would never bring that back to be like we basically need stop being friends for a while so i feel very hurt because this someone i consider to be my sister it heavy on my mind because she does things or says thinks that irk or she dismissed how feel on something and say im crazii and just feel like that it not cool brought to her attention and it wasnt cool. so i feel like fine u wanna be mia but when u decide to pop back in dont expect me to feel like everything the same doesn't expect me feel like ur my little sister when u let petty bs get between us ppl dont realize lost i felt in last year an half i lost mom then this past October i lost my aunt who though we werent close i felt close her to her because my mom was close to her and she hecked up on me all the time after she past. then my grandfather past last month. so i know that i depend on my friends a lot for support because person i used to talk to and get advice from the most was my mom and she no longer here so i focused i now my friend to help me . but all this is besides the point i never needy i was never that person . but so much lost is saddening for me i deal with thing diffrently im not let roll up for months kind of person just hold on dearer to ppl im closer too so it sucks because it over fact she offended me i brought to her attention then again then to dismiss me and the annoyance and frustration of a situation i got loud i admit but she instead of talking it out hung u p on me i instantly apologuized explaing y i loud but she mia for almost a week but what hurt the most is that she didnt check on me for my mom bday she just made me so depressed it like common decency u make sure that im ok but it fine because i feel like when does decide the breaks over i think that i dont know how i feel bout this friendship I hate losing ppl that care to me but if this how ur goingto treat me i need i was even given decency of a phone call know how i feel bout txt messaging i hate it for important stuff

New year new me Sike

So as New Years has come and gone. This year was very uneventful.... I got food poisoning after working Friday night and after getting off @ 7am I got a BEC like do sometimes from this gas station I normally go to but eggs must have been bad.☹️ So when I woke up at bout 1 I was sick as dog all my food plans ruined. My dad and I had plan of cooking up a storm for us 5 plus few friends I was invited over. But I told everyone to not come my siblings dad and niece all ate while I lie in bed felt like I was dying a slow agonizing death. Then all my after 12 dreams remained just that. But In a way I'm actually thankful that I was sick around 11 I started to feel better so I showered and me and my brother rang the New Years at my mom grave. The others had left earlier in night to go to my sisters friend's house. But all in in all it was different and somber but I spent with my mom. No one know how much I miss her. RIP MOM So at risk of sound cliche I trying to lose weight . But I been changing my eating habits from before the holidays only drinking water and taking the stairs little things but now going to try go to the gym at least 2x a week plus so some hip hop video my friend has.... well see what happens FYI Just case guys were wondering it took 2 1/2days and me eating cheesy bread to get better.

#newyearnewme #sike #satc #gymmotivation #chessybreadcureallforallsickness #nurselife #vamplife

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So life been sucking lately missing my mom a lot my car had to be taken off the rode

So I sorry I been Mia dealing with a lot of shit…. Anyway so my friend was telling me about her older sister who’s going through separation/ divorce. She just started dating some guy they according to info she has they been 2 dates and she supposedly went visit him at hospital at night. So before the 1st date she let her 7yr old daughter met him through video chat my friend doesn’t like the fact that she’s letting men see her niece when her sister is even. His girlfriend yet. I kinda have to agree these too many men out there with impure thoughts about little girls. Not mention the fact of matter is until your at least serious Or exclusive children shouldn’t be allowed to meet the bf or gf . I don’t know but I’m kind of disgusted at how desperate my friend sister is. My friend when on to tell me that she visited chat with dude instead of spending time with her daughter. She pretty much had to tell her to pay attention to your kid. Like that’s insane. Ok

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This story originally occurred NOVEMBER 23rd and we have her FACEBOOK post for both after she was fired and after her post went viral.

So after being accepted for a position within this company, they have TAKEN BACK the offer of a position on the grounds that if I do not take my braids out. Naturally I simply cannot work for the company. This type of discrimination should not still be happening in this day and age and any establishment still condoning such practices deserve to be shamed and criticized. Being a black woman means that to have a long term hairstyle that stays neat is always going to be a problem. Having braids that last for 2-4 months and can be packed neatly and styled to however a workplace requires is the solution to this problem. No workplace has any right to forbid you from this. This is discrimination and I am disgusted that I had to be subject to such behavior in this 21st century.

I thought i’d post a status to save time answering questions. Firstly I’d like to say thank you to everyone for the support. What I intended to be a vent of my feelings towards the company and maybe be shared a couple of times has exploded and touched/angered a lot of people in way I genuinely could never have imagined. I am not currently naming the company (as much as i’d like to right now out of indignation and anger) because I do not intend to destroy someones livelihood and business, and I don’t really want a lawsuit on my hands either… however it does not deter from the fact now that I have chanced upon an opportunity to correct blatant ignorance and discrimination, and it is a fact that I certainly will keep going until it is put to rest. If it does result in me having no choice but to completely expose the company, I have no problem in doing so. This policy needs to be eradicated completely, there is no room for such rules in this day and age- across any sector. More than anything it just made me upset. I had the right experience, they were happy to have me… it was just about my hair. Kind of silly really. I will be speaking to a lawyer about this tomorrow and will be contacting the company. As I have now learnt social media is a very powerful thing and I would not want to misuse it! Again, thank you very much for the surprising but amazing level of support, I will keep you posted. It has really made a difference so please do keep sharing! xxx

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