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Daddy's little murderer ((Eugene's sideblog for Dark!Night Vale ))

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Eugene wrapped his arms around Steve, and then his legs too, wrapping around him fully. He squeezed Steve just as tightly as he held him.

“Steve, please, the fact that you love me means the world to me.” He pressed his face into his hair. “And the fact that we can end the most awesome day together curled up in bed with you? That’s what I need the most. I love you too, and nothing will change that. I’m not going anywhere…well, until tomorrow, when I have to go to work. But I’ll be texting you all day!”

[stevethevilescorpio]

Steve nodded and curled close to Eugene, hiding his face in his chest. “I do love you, with all my heart, I love you so much, I love everything about you, sweetie pie. I-I’m sorry I can’t perform, I- You’re so beautiful and nice and lovely and pure, I want to make you feel good all of the time, and I’m sorry I can’t.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“You make me feel good just by being here. As long as I’m with you, I’m happy...” there is a little giggle “I don’t know where you got pure. He wiggled against him, poking him with his bulge. “I think we both can tell I am the most impure of the two of us.” 

In fact, he felt..dirty. That his carnal urges were hurting Steve like this. He squeezed Steve and kissed the top of his head, trying to ignore the sinking feeling in his stomach.

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

He was surprised to see Steve so stern and forceful, but it was just what he needed to hear. He kissed Steve back and rest his forehead against his.

“You’re not. I-it’s just stress, I’m sure. You’ve been through so much, Steve. Please, just relax..You’re not broken or useless, you’re just going through a really really hard time.” he hummed and rubbed his back, letting him cry out his feelings.

[stevethevilescorpio]

“I’m s-sorry,” he sniffed and curled up to Eugene. “I didn’t mean to disappoint you like that, not w-when we actually agreed to be t-together, and when we had such a b-beautiful day. I’m so sorry, Eugene,” he cried and held him close. “I love you, and I know it’s not much coming from me, but I love you. Please don’t leave. Please.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Eugene wrapped his arms around Steve, and then his legs too, wrapping around him fully. He squeezed Steve just as tightly as he held him.

“Steve, please, the fact that you love me means the world to me.” He pressed his face into his hair. “And the fact that we can end the most awesome day together curled up in bed with you? That’s what I need the most. I love you too, and nothing will change that. I’m not going anywhere...well, until tomorrow, when I have to go to work. But I’ll be texting you all day!”

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[stevethevilescorpio]

“No,” Steve protested and looked at Eugene sternly. “No, you haven’t forced yourself into anything, I promise, you’ve been invited, and you are wanted here, even if-” he choked up. “It’s not because I don’t want you, sweetness,” he promised, kissing him. “It’s not because I don’t want you, I want you so much. I- I’m broken, is all, I’m useless, but you haven’t forced yourself here, not at all.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

He was surprised to see Steve so stern and forceful, but it was just what he needed to hear. He kissed Steve back and rest his forehead against his.

“You’re not. I-it’s just stress, I’m sure. You’ve been through so much, Steve. Please, just relax..You’re not broken or useless, you’re just going through a really really hard time.” he hummed and rubbed his back, letting him cry out his feelings.

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“Oh.” confusion and mild disappointment hit him as he saw how flaccid Steve was. When the man started to panic, he curled up against him instead of on top and started to pet his hair.

“It’s okay.” he kissed his cheek. “really. You must be stressed, or…or this may be too similar to you and-..and Abby.” he bit his lip and looked around. This was their bedroom, and their bed, their sheets… there were pictures of Abby all around the house, and the bedroom was no exception.

“It’s fine. C-can I just hold you?” Suddenly, Eugene didn’t really feel up to it either.

[stevethevilescorpio]

“I-I’m sorry,” he whispered one more time and began to cry, curling up. “I’m so sorry, I don’t want you to… I’m sorry, I just… I’m sorry, I understand if you want to… But please don’t leave me. I-I’m sure I’ll get it up again, I’m sure, I don’t want you to get hurt and…” He cried and nuzzled his head in Eugene’s chest. “I d-don’t want to drive you away, I’m so s-sorry. I-it’s not how I imagined it happen at all.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“sshh, oh, Steve. Baby, please..” he tried really hard not to cry too. “I’m not leaving, no one is getting hurt...” He sighed and rubbed Steve’s back. “This is all..really diferent. I didn’t imagine it either.” He chewed his lower lip. “Well, I did imagine becoming friends with Janice and baking scones! Just..not like this. Not in a home that I..." he looked at the pictures.

“..I sort of forced myself into.”

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[stevethevilescorpio]

Steve did his best to relax, he really did, and he whispered soft praise to Eugene when the man started kissing. He kept playing with his hair, running his fingers over the nape of Eugene’s neck and…

Nothing. Nothing was happening. Once the pants were undone and pulled down, he covered his face in shame over how not hard he was.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered. “Eugene, I’m so sorry, I swear I want you. I love you. I want to make love to you, I just-” he choked down a sob and took a deep breath. “I’m sorry. I don’t know what’s happening. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

He kept whispering apologies, trying not to cry. Eugene would leave nowm wouldn’t he? He would leave, just like Abby, or just start sleeping with Julian or Calixto, and then something horrible would happen to him, and it was all Steve’s fault.

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“Oh.” confusion and mild disappointment hit him as he saw how flaccid Steve was. When the man started to panic, he curled up against him instead of on top and started to pet his hair.

“It’s okay.” he kissed his cheek. “really. You must be stressed, or...or this may be too similar to you and-..and Abby.” he bit his lip and looked around. This was their bedroom, and their bed, their sheets... there were pictures of Abby all around the house, and the bedroom was no exception.

“It’s fine. C-can I just hold you?” Suddenly, Eugene didn’t really feel up to it either.

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Eugene notices his frantic tone and pauses, just kissing him sweetly. “You make me happy. You are my good thing. Everyday I get to spend with you..”

He rolls his hips again and..nope, still nothing. The concern is written on his face. “Steve..are you alright?” he gently pets his face and hair. “D-do you…not want to?“

[stevethevilescorpio]

“I do,” Steve said and gripped Eugene’s shoulders tight. “Sweetheart, I do, so much, I want nothing more, I promise, I swear,” he said, blinking away tears already and leaning up to kiss him. “I want to make love to you so much, my dearest, I want nothing more, you know? Come here,” he grabbed Eugene’s cheeks and kissed his lips. “I love you, please, let’s make love. However you want.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“I-I love you too..I-I just want to kiss you all over, I want to love every part of you.” he whispered. Steve’s words made him dazed and happy. Soon he was pulling out the stops, gently tugging off Steve’s shirt and kissing him all over his chest, just like he wanted to.

Maybe he was just thinking too much, or he couldn’t feel him through his pants. He kissed across Steve’s waistband and started to undo his pants.

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[stevethevilescorpio]

Steve nodded and smiled. It felt weird, somehow. He used to be on top of his wife, years ago, and now there was Eugene, touching him in such a lovely way…

Steve felt a cold knot in his stomach, realizing he wasn’t hard yet. Maybe he shouldn’t be, in his married bed, where he couldn’t… When his wife… No, he should focus on his boyfriend.

“I want it any way that will make you happy,” he whispered desperately. “Any way, Eugene. I’ve been awful to you and… I just want you to be happy tonight. I want to finally give you what you deserve, you know? All the good things for you.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Eugene notices his frantic tone and pauses, just kissing him sweetly. “You make me happy. You are my good thing. Everyday I get to spend with you..”

He rolls his hips again and..nope, still nothing. The concern is written on his face. “Steve..are you alright?” he gently pets his face and hair. “D-do you...not want to?"

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“Mmmm.” He kissed at Steve’s neck and nibbled gently. “Yeah, it’s fine…I don’t want to be away from you either. I-In fact…I’m hoping we could become even..less…separate, i-if you know what I mean.”

He raked his nails gently down Steve’s chest and pressed up behind him. If he didn’t get the hint from his words, he probably would from the hard erection pressing against his back. 

[stevethevilescorpio]

“Wha- Ooooh,“ Steve said and leaned back into Eugene. “Oh, yes, we can definitely become… closer,” he agreed and reached back, holding his hips. “I’ve missed you and we haven’t even… We haven’t done anything since we officially got together. I bet you must be impatient. I would like to apologize for that,” he smiled. “I will make it up to you tonight, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Eugene laughed quietly. “Don’t apologize. We’ve had so much going on..But I would really like to, yes.” He lead Steve gently onto the bed and got on top of him, kissing him deeply.

“A-anyway you want.” he whispered, kissing at the shell of his ear. “That’s how we’ll do it, okay? However you’re comfortable.” he pressed their hips together, a family dance they both knew the beat to. “I want to make you feel amazing..” 

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“The fun uncle! I like it.” Another happy giggle, and he finally pulls away, but not before nibbling gently on Steve’s ear. “Okay, if you promise~” 

Together, they easily and quickly clean up. Afterwards, Eugene followed Steve into his room and hugged him from behind, hands sneaking up his shirt, teasing the smooth skin there. Everything had just felt so good today. Things were starting to look up again! 

“S-so am I allowed to kiss you all over now?” 

[stevethevilescorpio]

“Sure,” Steve agreed, smiling happily and letting his head fall back to Eugene’s shoulder. “I’m glad you like Janice and Janice likes you, and that Calixto doesn’t mind. You’re sure it’s okay to stay away for today, right?” Steve smiled. “I don’t know if I could handle getting separated from you tonight.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“Mmmm.” He kissed at Steve’s neck and nibbled gently. “Yeah, it’s fine...I don’t want to be away from you either. I-In fact...I’m hoping we could become even..less...separate, i-if you know what I mean.”

He raked his nails gently down Steve’s chest and pressed up behind him. If he didn’t get the hint from his words, he probably would from the hard erection pressing against his back. 

[stevethevilescorpio]

Eugene giggle and wrapped his arms around Steve’s waist, nuzzling his face into his chest. They were supposed to be cleaning up after making scones with Janice, but he was too giddy to focus. He kept stopping so he could press kisses against Steve’s neck and cling to him. “Today went really well.” He whispered, careful to stay quiet, since Janice had just gone to bed. “I think she’s really warming up to me..”

Steve nodded, smiling at the kisses and cleaning up. “You are her fun uncle who enjoys the candy, how could she not warm up to you? Not to mention how sweet you are,” he added. “Come on, sweetie pie, we need to clean up here before morning. Then we can kiss all over, okay?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“The fun uncle! I like it.” Another happy giggle, and he finally pulls away, but not before nibbling gently on Steve’s ear. “Okay, if you promise~” 

Together, they easily and quickly clean up. Afterwards, Eugene followed Steve into his room and hugged him from behind, hands sneaking up his shirt, teasing the smooth skin there. Everything had just felt so good today. Things were starting to look up again! 

“S-so am I allowed to kiss you all over now?” 

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“Would that be okay? Do you think Janice would be alright with me in the house? I don’t want to upset her..”  he sucked in a breath at the mention of dumping him and grabbed Steve’s face, making him look at him.

“Steve Carlsberg. After Everything we’ve been through. After we finally, finally, get together. Do you really think I’m going to let go of you now?” he kissed the tip of his nose. “No way!”

[stevethevilescorpio]

Steve smiled lightly, blinking away tears. He didn’t want to upset Eugene when he was trying to lift Steve’s spirits. Instead, he nodded. “I want the two of you to meet, I mean… You’ll probably end up being a big part of her life. That is, if you really stay with me. You don’t have to. I know this is not what you signed up for and I understand if that’s not something you want or something you’re ready for, or… Whatever, really.” He kissed Eugene’s nose. “I just want you to be happy.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“I love kids.” he admits, giving Steve a bright grin. “And I hope this kid loves me! Because I really, really, really love you.” He kissed at Steve’s cheeks and just under his eyes, trying to stave off the tears. “So much. Don’t doubt me, Steve. Please.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

He tried to put all his love and caring in that kiss. He wanted Steve to know how much he meant to him. The thought of going with Steve to Night Vale, driving him over, that was prolonging the inevitable…but also it may hurt less? Like when you wet and play with a band-aid before you pull it off…

He played with Steve’s hair and kissed his face and head. “Yeah, yeah. I-I’d like that. I’ll drive you, a-and I’ll introduce myself t Janice, s-stay a little bit, the-then I’ll…” he swallowed back his tears and squeezed Steve tight.

[stevethevilescorpio]

The kiss was so nice, Steve could almost forget their situation. The light touches and kisses that followed helped too. But he knew he was hurting Eugene and couldn’t help but feel like a selfish monster, making everyone in his life miserable. “Do you… You can stay overnight. I’ll drive you to work once I drop off Janice at school. Would that be fine?” He hesitated. “I’ll understand if you just dump me, too.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

“Would that be okay? Do you think Janice would be alright with me in the house? I don’t want to upset her..”  he sucked in a breath at the mention of dumping him and grabbed Steve’s face, making him look at him.

“Steve Carlsberg. After Everything we’ve been through. After we finally, finally, get together. Do you really think I’m going to let go of you now?” he kissed the tip of his nose. “No way!”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

[stevethevilescorpio]

“You deserve all the happiness in the world, darling,” Steve said gently and kissed Eugene deeply before sighing and resting his head on the man’s shoulder. “I don’t know if I have the strength to leave. Do you think you could… Will you drive me to Night Vale? I understand if you’d rather stay but… If you could just drive me there and maybe stay for a cup of tea, if love it.”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

He tried to put all his love and caring in that kiss. He wanted Steve to know how much he meant to him. The thought of going with Steve to Night Vale, driving him over, that was prolonging the inevitable...but also it may hurt less? Like when you wet and play with a band-aid before you pull it off...

He played with Steve’s hair and kissed his face and head. “Yeah, yeah. I-I’d like that. I’ll drive you, a-and I’ll introduce myself t Janice, s-stay a little bit, the-then I’ll...” he swallowed back his tears and squeezed Steve tight.

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

stevethevilescorpio:

candycoatedcausality:

“Yeah. Of course!” he took Steve’s hands. “She’s the most important, but…I don’t want you to be miserable, Steve. I’ll come visit, and Calixto will come visit too.” he nodded to himself. “Y-yeah, she can get used to us, and we’ll see how she feels about it.” he let out a breath. “C-can you hold me, please? T-till you really have to go?”

Steve sighed and held Eugene close. “I… I’m not miserable, I just… I’m getting what I deserve,” he whispered and kissed Eugene’s hair. “I need to focus on making her happy, and that’s it. I… I really should be there already, actually, you know?” He sighed. “I wish we could stay like this, though.”

Eugene felt his heart clench. “You don’t deserve that to be miserable!I-if that’s true, then I do too!” He wanted to leave already? This hurt, it hurt too much! “I..I do too...” he tried not to cry anymore than he already did, but it was hard. He wanted to beg for him to stay, but that wouldn’t be right, or fair to Janice. “C-can I...have a kiss? Before you go?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

stevethevilescorpio:

candycoatedcausality:

Not that’s he’s…what?

“Oh, Steve…” When he pulled away, it felt like Eugene’s heart was being torn in half. “I-I’d like that. And I’m sure Calixto would too…” he put a hand on Steve’s knee, desperate for contact while he was still there.

“Maybe…maybe I can talk to Calixto, and see if he’d like to live in Night Vale? I-I won’t leave him, you know, but…if he came with us..”

Steve smiled and nodded a bit. “If he would consider this… S-sure, I would love to have you there,” he smiled sadly. “I… I am not sure how Janice would take three strange men in her house,” he sighed. “Maybe we will need to have her adjust to all of that step by step. She’s… she’s just a kid, Eugene, and her happiness and safety are the most important thing, you know?”

“Yeah. Of course!” he took Steve’s hands. “She’s the most important, but...I don’t want you to be miserable, Steve. I’ll come visit, and Calixto will come visit too.” he nodded to himself. “Y-yeah, she can get used to us, and we’ll see how she feels about it.” he let out a breath. “C-can you hold me, please? T-till you really have to go?”

[candycoatedcausality-blog]

Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

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stevethevilescorpio:

“It’s my fault a bit,” Steve shook his head and shivered. “I bet she hates me and with a good reason. But what’s important is that she’s safe, not that I’m…” His voice got stuck in his throat and he shivered again, pulling away from Eugene defensively. “If you ever want to visit… Or stay over… We could even accommodate Calixto, I’m sure,” he said, focused on his lap. He didn’t want to leave but he knew it was the right thing to do. He just wished it didn’t feel so bad.

Not that’s he’s...what?

“Oh, Steve...” When he pulled away, it felt like Eugene’s heart was being torn in half. “I-I’d like that. And I’m sure Calixto would too...” he put a hand on Steve’s knee, desperate for contact while he was still there.

“Maybe...maybe I can talk to Calixto, and see if he’d like to live in Night Vale? I-I won’t leave him, you know, but...if he came with us..”

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Steve packed his bag and found Eugene with a heavy heart. And to think that yesterday they were both so happy... He almost regretted going to that party, but things may have been worse had he not learned the truth and now he needed to be responsible there. "Eugene..." he said softly, looking at the man. "We need to talk." -stevethevilescorpio

“Y-yeah?” 

Eugene didn’t even look up. He knew what was going to happen..Steve was going to leave him. He was going back to Abby, like Princes will do, take her from Julian and save her with the power of love. Then they’ll become a big happy family again. And that will leave Eugene alone.“What’s up, Steve?”

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stevethevilescorpio:

“I think she may hate me even more for not being able to stop it,” he sighed and shivered. He felt sick just thinking about it. “I mean… I don’t know, it’s not going to be easy,” he he whispered and stroked Eugene’s back. “I mean… I’ll miss you when you’ll not be there. I’ll probably be texting you a lot. I hope it’s fine if I do that. I don’t want to turn out annoying…”

He shakes his head. “That’s not your fault, Steve. I’m sure she won’t blame you..” he kissed him again. “Text me all the time! Twenty-four seven! I’ll always be thinking about you, so I’ll want to hear from you. Y-you know my sleep schedule is weird, so I hope you don’t mind weird night texts..”