spilled words

25, south african, wannabe poet, gemini, born to express; not to impress.

[candykritzingerwings]

“It might take a year, it might take a day. What’s meant to be will always find it’s way.”

[leoascendantgirl]

[candykritzingerwings]

Clearly.

[huskcherry]

[ivyjanes-deactivated20151111]

[winterfellis]

[block]

[resqectable]

“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life and start figuring out the one I have.”

— Holly Black

[candykritzingerwings]

I shouldn’t enjoy talking to you this much.

[candykritzingerwings]

Him: Say it.

Her: you want me to say it? *inhales deeply*

Him: Yes! I want you to say it.

Her: Okay, fine! I, uhh, fucking love you. I do. I love you.

Him: Haha, lover.

—

That utter disappointment. Courage and guts to say those words, without reciprocation.

The worst possible outcome. Yet, she treads on. Hoping.

[especially]

[sunnyandpositive]

Tianjin Binhai library in China

[candykritzingerwings]

Oh my. 😻

[candykritzingerwings]

How far will I go for a good nights’ sleep?

Oh, G.

I guess we’ll see.

[candykritzingerwings]

U

I feel for you.

I really do.

Too mudh,

Truly.

I do.

[candykritzingerwings]

I will never be what she was to you

I want to be everything you’d prefer

I’d do anything to be the one you’d choose

However; not everything goes my way

I’d rather have you in my life and stay

But I feel like I’m going to lose

So maybe it’s time I bid you adieu

Just know; I’m in love with you

[candykritzingerwings]

Your mind is beautiful.

[candykritzingerwings]

03.10.2018 —

I hate my life. Honestly, I just wish I could sleep, forever. Even if I have to lay down by myself - I’d prefer that over constant flashbacks, memories, feelings & aches that are lined with “nothing will be the same” or “ I can’t feel/enjoy life without you”.

I would do anything, anything, to be able to be with you until the end of time with no interruptions or inconveniences so we can just be happy & be together forever, no matter what.

In the end I suppose I’ll just remain empty & heartbroken until the day I die, because I truly believe that I can’t live without you - I don’t want to live without you.

[harmed]

Thirteen Reasons Why ( 2017 )

[candykritzingerwings]

I can be one too, but that’s their issue not mine.