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    â  right  ,  silly me for thinkinâ you could ever be a decent person  .  whatever was i thinkinâ  . .  ?  â
â yer thâ fool who truâthted me. you only have yerâthelf tâ blame, buddy. âÂ

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pastchasedâ:
    â  right  ,  silly me for thinkinâ you could ever be a decent person  .  whatever was i thinkinâ  . .  ?  â
â yer thâ fool who truâthted me. you only have yerâthelf tâ blame, buddy. âÂ
doublestripedâ:
every time she had the opportunity , whenever slaughter race went down for maintenance , or when the game servers were especially quiet , vanellope would venture out into the web to do some exploring . itâs a huge place , or so sheâs been told ! & since itâs her home now , she wants to see every corner of it . so far , sheâs yet to be disappointed by her findings . the internet is just so cool !
sheâs not sure how she found herself in this area , but vanellope always has been very good at making her way into places that would normally be hidden , places that would make for a good hiding spot . sheâd just been about to make herself known to this new person sheâs found , until they stood on her foot â  & she suddenly glitches a few feet backwards in surprise .
     â âey , watch it , old timer ! i was jusâ lookinâ around - uh . . â  she freezes once the guy spins round & she gets a good look at his face ; king candy ? no , he died . . sheâs sure he died . there was no trace of him after he flew into that volcano . & the whole cybug thing . . sheesh , it hurts her head to think about & she struggles to suppress a glitch out of sheer anxiousness of seeing such an unwelcome face . she flickers blue once or twice as her thoughts race , bundles of ones & zeroâs â the lisp & everything . she doesnât like it . but she KNOWS turbo died ! so this has to be a different one . . sheâs SURE of it .Â
    â . . hi - ? â
    â thatâth real claâthy oâ ya,thiâth !  you alwayth hole up in thomeoneâth houâth like that? âÂ
of all characterâs he had to bump into was her. the glitching gave it away. he swallows, exhaling to keep calm. if she let word out he was the real turbo, heâd be back at square one. he was enjoying his new life way too much to lose it all AGAIN. but seeing he reaction, the way she spoke to him like she didnât realize who he was  â either she didnât recognize him or she must think heâs another character. he couldnât exactly switch out of his guise of king candy  (  his own punishment for playing around with coding  ).Â
but he could use this to his advantage. she doesnât have to know who he is. as long as he doesnât slip up, then things will go smoothly. turbo squatted down, picking up the tools that splayed across the ground. maybe he could get to know her all over again. but did he want to force himself down the path of pain again. especially knowing â
â ya didnât go looking through my thingâth didja ? â slight panic lined his voice as he shoves the box with his foot in a corner. despite it being a little ârun downâ he managed to keep cozy space as neat as possible. just so heâd know if his things were moved around. he just didnât want her finding that PRECIOUS PHOTO that he always keeps . . . cherishes. he turned his body fully to her, tapping his fingers together, looking around his room. â whatever yer tryinâ tâ find, it ainât here, kid. thâorry. â
@doublestripedâ  //
    đđđđđ  đ đđđđ  đ  đđđđđ  đđđđđ he could call home. a place where he wouldnât be feared or ostracized. talk of him game hopping floated around every now and then but heâd play it off as if heâs another turbo from a different game shack.  the internet.  heâs browsed many site but there was one where people enjoyed him as a character. they made lore, most of which were spot on about him. heâs frequent the main area, wandering around. his main hideout was in the âslumsâ area. mostly because it was secluded and no one would be able to find it unless they looked carefully.
heâs heard rumors floating around that his . . . family were here. it was probably his paranoia getting to him. he just didnât want to wake up one day and bump into them. he knows theyâll string him up and kill him. they canât find him down here.Â
no one can find his hideout. turbo struggled to pull in a box filled with random parts for cars. he stepped back and then jerked himself forward. did he just step on someoneâs foot ?Â
    â whoeverâth behind me, ya wanna move? â
he dropped the box in shock, realizing he stepped on someoneâs foot  ! he whirled around on his feet,  â howâd you get in here ?! i made sure tâ make it thâtranger proof! â
â you are literally crazy . â
courteâthy oâ my thâiblins!
â donât give me that look !! â [[ fclsusrex
NO !!  maybe if ya quit actinâ like a fool, i wouldnât have to give you this look âm wearing right now!
â can you not be chaotic for five minutes ?? â
impossible.  how can i possibly survive trying to be... good.
đđđđđ đđđ'đ đđđđ !   itâs kels , returning after a little break with her independent & selective đđđđđđđđđ đđđ đđđđđđđđ . ( previously known as đđđđđđđđđ , đđđđđđđđđđđđ && the same url as above . )  iâve no idea whoâs active anymore , so maybe give a đ„đąđ€đ / đ«đđđ„đšđ to spread the word && iâll check out your blog ? thanks !Â
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  always be kind to animals.  âĄ
â  you live your entire life chasing after attention  &  food .  â â  how could you betray me like this ??  after all iâve done for you .  â â  i would chop off my left arm for you .  â â  there are things in life that matter more than food .  â â  can you not be chaotic for five minutes ??  â â  you are literally crazy .  â â  youâre lucky youâre cute .  â â  instead of a bladder of steel ,  you have a bladder of fucking paper .  â â  donât give me that look !!  â â  stop looking at me with those big olâ eyes .  â â  do you really have to stare at me while iâm changing ??  â â  at least someone around here is happy to see me .  â â  itâs rude to lick someone without permission .  â â  one of these days ,  youâre gonna give me a fucking heart attack .  â â  your brain is probably smaller than my fist .  i love you .  â â  every time i see you i suddenly remember that life is worth living .  â â  your little baby sneeze just cured my depression .  â â  you are my only source of serotonin at this point .  â â  see ,  you know youâre cute .  thatâs the problem .  youâre too powerful .  â â  i trust that you would bite the ankles of my enemies .  â â  i know you donât like being picked up ,  but you are so small .  you donât have rights . â â  what ??  no  â bless you ? â  iâll remember that .  â â  youâre being too quiet  âŠÂ  what have you done ?  â â  itâs amazing how you make everything 100 times better just by existing . â â  i love you more than anyone has ever loved anything in this entire world .  â â  i am starting to think you might be gay .  â â  if anyone is ever mean to you ,  i will break all of their fingers individually .  â
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candytasticâ:
âDonât worry your little head off,â Cadyn said. âJust those damn collectors again.â He shoved her toward the back door. âLetâs use the back door. Ryan might come down and see us.â
Goddamn Valerie and her millions of questions. He gently shoved her outside and shut the door behind him. He knows sheâs bound to ask eventually but he couldnât let her know about her mother.
âWe should take the bus today,â he said. âAnd pull your hood over your head, donât look up and donât talk for a while!â
He said pulling his own hood over his head. Hus phone buzzed, the same number from before calling him. Clarissa, stop calling me! He thought. He shut off his phone. âLetâs go!â
    â what ? wh.. â
valerie couldnât help but be worried now, looking at her father in confusion and concern for a moment before pulling up her hood like she was told. it was a lot easier said than done for valerie to not ask questions though. she was always so talkative - silence was just too awkward.
     â are you in trouble or somethinâ ? â why did they have to have their hoods up ? why were they taking the bus ? so many questions that were going through her head but were never asked.Â
    â âŠdad ? â
"Y-yeah," he lied. "I just wanna be away from the house for a while. They're gonna send someone over and I don't want you to be scared."
It was like they were in a game or something, how he pressed his back to the house and slowly crept along the wall. When he saw the car again, he squat down dragging Valerie with him.
"Shit..." he mumbled. "You know how to hop the fence, right?"
candytasticâ:
âCan you stop being difficult, Cade?â
âare you serious?â Cadyn grumbled. âAnd donât call me that. What car are you driving?â
âWhite 2006 Honda, the doors are black. Donât ask.â
Cadyn drew the curtain slightly and watched the car coincidentally roll by. They gotta go through the back door.
âDonât call my number again.â Cadyn hung up the phone and turned to Valerie.
A rainbow assortment of clothing covered her. He was ever sorry for having being wrapped around her finger when shopping. Then he looked at her bag.
âWhat do you have in there? Bag check!â There was no way he was going to let her walk out of the house with any of her game systems after the last incident. He zipped open her suspiciously square shaped bag. Wonderful.
âPut this back in your room!â He pointed at her ps4. âDo you remember what happened to your fucking Nintendo thing when you took it to his place the last time?â He stayed silent before a smile appears on his face. âDo it and Iâll take you to the downtown MC Donaldâs!â
It was far away from the house, Ryan and stupid Clarissa. Plus if Valerie found out Cadyn lied to her she might tell Spencer and heâd use ANYTHING to call child services again.
      â seriously ? but spence only has an xbox 360 and like, two games ! â valerie rolled her eyes with a groan, â the most BORINâ games, by the way. like, who plays mario tennis ? who thought of that ! âÂ
she sighed, at least there was the promise of mcdonalds which she was always happy with, and mumbled an â okayyyyy â before running off back upstairs with her bag. besides, valerie kinda knew it might get broken - she dropped her nintendo DS last time she went to visit - and didnât want that to happen again.
within a few minutes she was back downstairs, her bag significantly lighter and didnât even trip on her way down ! thatâs a first - her playstation replaced with her pencil case filled with crayons instead. thatâs more sensible to take, right ?Â
      â who was that on the phone ? and why canât they call you anymore ? did they do somethinâ ? did YOU do somethinâ ? â a small laugh at her own comment, questions fired a million miles a minute, â what did you do ? â
"Don't worry your little head off," Cadyn said. "Just those damn collectors again." He shoved her toward the back door. "Let's use the back door. Ryan might come down and see us."
Goddamn Valerie and her millions of questions. He gently shoved her outside and shut the door behind him. He knows she's bound to ask eventually but he couldn't let her know about her mother.
"We should take the bus today," he said. "And pull your hood over your head, don't look up and don't talk for a while!"
He said pulling his own hood over his head. Hus phone buzzed, the same number from before calling him. Clarissa, stop calling me! He thought. He shut off his phone. "Let's go!"
candytasticâ:
*  .  @doublestripedâ    »   FAMILY AU
   cadyn checked his watch, grumbling under his breath. iâll be a minute, he mockingly thought in his head. itâs been an hour and heâs still sitting on the stairs waiting for her to get ready so he could take her to spencerâs house. of all places why there? he wouldnât have cared if spencer wasnât hounding him to hurry up or heâd be there. if he saw the amount of dishes in the sink, spoiled food on the table and everything in disarray, cadyn knows heâd go as far as to call social services on him.
   â ââ JESUS CHRIST, valerie penelope king hurry the fuck up and get your ass down here! spencer is planning to come here! do you wanna now what would happen if that happens if you're not here in the next five seconds? â
   he loses the one thing he cherishes most. cadyn slams his hand impatiently on the stairs listening to valerieâs footsteps over his head. at least he knows sheâs alive. his phone rings and he answers angrily. â i said no, youâre not coming to my house! and donât bring nathan! â
â not sure who thatâs for but i donât even remember where you liveâŠÂ âÂ
cadyn froze. that soft spoken voice, the sweet tone ââ  valerieâs mother. clarrisa warden, a girl he met in high school and fell in love with. that love created valerie ⊠he tries not to be angry. after all these years she finally returns his call. after abandoning them both.
â how did you get my number, clarissa? â
â it doesnât matter. cadyn, i want to see valerie. â
â no. fuck off. â
â court order. look, i know we⊠i know i left you but you know why i did it. donât act like you werenât the reason. anyway, iâm driving in your neighbourhood. at least i think it is. just tell me the house number. âÂ
â ââ valerie if i have to call you again, iâm just gonna take you without your bags! youâre only going for one night for fuck sakes! ââ sorry, iâm taking her to my brotherâs house. â
oh. heâs shouting again. of course he was - sheâd been messing around, trying to waste as much time as possible so she wouldnât have to go to her uncles house. valerie loved all her uncles and spending time with them, but staying at their houses was always quite boring, and she didnât like being away from home overnight. couldnât they just go to mcdonalds or something ?
she supposed sheâd wasted enough time. there was no getting out of it anyway - she hadnât been to her uncles house in ages, and she knew spencer didnât like her being home all the time.Â
      â COMING ! â
after a few more minutes, valerie finally shut her bedroom door behind her and ran down the stairs, nearly tripping over as she did - she underestimated how difficult her bag was to carry. just the basics, pyjamas, a change of clothes, toothbrush, her playstation 4 and itâs controllers. everything she needed !Â
      â whoâs that ? is it uncle nathan or somethinâ ? whoever it is, can ya tell âem i said h -
              ACK ! â
she nearly dropped her bag, clutching onto the handles before the bag hit the ground as if her life depended on it - valerie sheepishly grinned at cadyn and awkwardly slung it back over her shoulder.
"Can you stop being difficult, Cade?"
"are you serious?" Cadyn grumbled. "And don't call me that. What car are you driving?"
"White 2006 Honda, the doors are black. Don't ask."
Cadyn drew the curtain slightly and watched the car coincidentally roll by. They gotta go through the back door.
"Don't call my number again." Cadyn hung up the phone and turned to Valerie.
A rainbow assortment of clothing covered her. He was ever sorry for having being wrapped around her finger when shopping. Then he looked at her bag.
"What do you have in there? Bag check!" There was no way he was going to let her walk out of the house with any of her game systems after the last incident. He zipped open her suspiciously square shaped bag. Wonderful.
"Put this back in your room!" He pointed at her ps4. "Do you remember what happened to your fucking Nintendo thing when you took it to his place the last time?" He stayed silent before a smile appears on his face. "Do it and I'll take you to the downtown MC Donald's!"
It was far away from the house, Ryan and stupid Clarissa. Plus if Valerie found out Cadyn lied to her she might tell Spencer and he'd use ANYTHING to call child services again.
surprise, fellow kids. I bet you thought youâd seen the last of candytastic
Rping with ADHD
You either hyperfocus on a thread or ignore it. There is no in between
ââŠWhat was I typing again?â
Five tabs of drafts open. Half a sentence in each.
âI donât need to draft that. Iâll remember it.â (Spoiler alert, you wonât. )
âOh look an ask/im! Letâs just open that and leave and get distracted and forget to ever answer itâ
ââŠNo seriously, what was I typing again?â
Aggressively spamming partner in excitement in caps and scaring them away
*writes a word* Time for youtube.
Begs for starter. Never answers it.
âLike this post for a starter!!â Never writes starters.
Itâs suddenly 5:am because you spent all night hyperfixating on one thread
âItâs not that I donât like our thread, itâs just not my hyperfixation so I canât focus on it.â
*canât sleep because you canât stop thinking of said hyperfixated thread*
*writing lines for said thread in your head when you should be sleeping*
*sweats nervously while staring at 467546 unanswered ims/asks*
*melt down because you canât just answer drafts like a functional rper*
âHey letâs rp! âŠI donât know what but letâs rp!â
âFriend: So did you make the starter yet?â ââŠWhat starter?â
âWhatâs a queue?â
âI was about to tell you an idea but I spaced outâ
âCanât write, gotta wander the houseâ
*chewing things while writing*
ââŠ.WHAT THE FUCK WAS I TYPING??â
Feel free to add your own!
Who cares about draco, get on van rn
ur just jealous bc im stealing ur brand of writing asshole muses smh
IM REPORTING U FOR THEFT!! OF CHARACTER!! DRACO WAS SPOSED TO BE /MINE/!! ):
Yo!! I'm gonna be slow at following back some folks. Lmao my ass has been off the grid for a while now. Love u folks!
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