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rina fukushi

I recently decided to "become a nicer person" because I felt like I was kinda being cranky and high maintenance and just plain mean. While I'm still working on those things, I realized I also need to be nice to myself. That means not letting people upset me over and over again. People will treat me with as much respect as I let them and it's my responsibility to make sure that I'm being respected. This sounds cliché but this is so true to me right now.

What is with my need to display my sadness in vague social media poss I fucking hate it

Oh I want to throw up

I don’t want anyone to respond to this or message me but I want to fucking disappear right now I hate the person I am I hate that I can’t express myself and I hate that I don’t know how to change this. I am so many traits that I loathe but I continue to see myself in the highest light. I feel so so alone because I’m an adult who pays bills and goes to college and makes appointments but my friends that surround me are so immature. I love them all deeply but I can’t relate to them anymore. I want to be reborn into a different person. There are such easy issues I’m dealing with. I don’t need help but I don’t know what I need.