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the canis constellate | it/its, hy/hym, ze/hir; do not use they/them for us [as a collective] under any circumstances, please. the only time it is acceptable is when referring to a headmate that specifically uses they/them | spontaneous-adaptive spiritual mediple gateway hivemind of 900+

[canis-constellate]

heglo. this is our plurality blog. we are a polyfragmented mediple spiritual gateway hivemind that has DID. our pronouns are it/its, hy/hym, and ze/hir exclusively (unless specified on an individual basis). we prefer being called plural, a collective, constellate, or hivemind instead of system. we use headmates, drones, or stars instead of alter or parts, and actively dislike the latter two.

[IDs in alt text]

collective identities (both ones that we're looking for coining posts of and that we've already found)

our DID & polyfragmentation

our origins & functioning

other blogs

note: we went through OEA/RAMCOA as a young child. feel free to ask general questions, but we won't respond to anything asking about specific programs or experiences we may or may not have gone through. we have two separate programmed layers. we'll talk about them sometimes, and occasionally, their respective "leaders" (and adjacent) will speak.

outside of the plurality stuff: we're intersex; we're physically disabled + a mobility aid user; we're autistic, ADHD, ASPD, NPD, AvPD, and schizophrenic. we're physically & outwardly a werecaniform and genetically/biologically a pacific white-sided dolphin. we are bodily a young adult.

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"block on sight" list:

- anti-endos and those willing to be friends with or regularly interact with them, shove off

- fakeclaimer AND/OR think people faking plurality is a legitimate, significant issue. this includes "i believe [endos] are plural, i just think they don't remember their trauma" and any variant.

"but what about those people who faked being RAMCOA systems?" that was one singular occasion. a bad one, yes, but one occasion. accusing them of faking did not help anyone. least of all other RAMCOA systems. shitty people will be shitty people; this does not mean that faking is a major problem or that fakeclaiming will do any kind of good for anyone.

- "if you believe in thought crimes--in ANY fashion--shove off" [note: this means we're proship/profiction. follow your own DNI; self-identified antis get blocked on sight].

- if you're exclusionary in any way.

- "systemhopping isn't real/is just introjecting another system's headmates"/"spiritual systems are actually psychological and in denial/dissociated from it". eat our fucking teeth.

- if you're anti-RAMCOA systems.

- if you believe in "narcissistic abuse" (or similar; eg "borderline abuse", "sociopathic abuse"/"antisocial abuse", "histrionic abuse", etc). get the fuck out.

- if you are against literal physical nonhumanity.

Note: We reserve the right to block people who don't necessarily fall into this list. (If you find yourself on this list and interacting but don't get blocked, it's probably because we already blocked you on our main after seeing your posts elsewhere.)

#original post - original posts made by us

#[name].txt - posts by specific headmates who are making it known that it's from them specifically

#reblog - reblogged posts

#self reblog - posts made by us that we're reblogging

#id hoard - for (plural) terms that we identify with

#off-topic - posts not about us being plural

#on Wolf - posts (whether original or reblogged) related specifically to Wolf

#on Yhine - posts (whether original or reblogged) about Yhine and how it works/how we fit into the mix

#silly goofies - fun, good things that happen within us that we'd like to share

#syscourse - syscourse. sometimes also tagged #tw syscourse, although that tag is usually (note: emphasis on usually; this is not a hard and fast rule) used for posts where syscourse is talked about, but is not inviting discourse. most of our syscourse-y posts are vents of some kind, consider them accordingly; however, feel free to reblog them if they resonate with you/you otherwise agree with them.

we only make syscourse posts regarding things we personally experience; as such, do not expect us to change our minds about our own experiences (especially regarding spiritual functioning), or else prepare to be severely disappointed and also blocked.

#asks - all asks

#ambiguous mail - we're very bad at tone, this is for asks who we can't tell if they're intended as hate

#hate mail - hate asks (probably won't post many, if any of these unless we're proving a point)

#ask games - both reblogged posts for the ask games and asks for those games!

#vent - vent posts

#werebeastliness - anything regarding us being a physical werebeast (note: will not ever be tagged as unreality; it is, at the very least, real for us, and tagging it as unreality would be reality checking if not just entirely false. if this makes you uncomfortable, block the tag or block us)

#queerness - anything regarding our queerness

#other neurodivergencies - anything about our other neurodivergencies

#physdis - anything about our physical disabilities

#intro post - this post

#blog upkeep - blog upkeep

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tag list subject to change

[canis-constellate]

https://www.tumblr.com/pluraldeepdive/641066443124916224/lancerspavilion-organizations

Way to contradict yourself there buddy

(1) i have no clue what this is about or why you're sending this to me, we didn't make that post and know nothing about the OP

(2) i have no clue what this is about or why you're sending this to me, i don't recall ever posting about either of these groups or this person (maybe i reblogged, like, one thing from them?)

(3) i have no clue what this is about or why you're sending this to me, this blog has been abandoned for months. our current plural blog is completely disconnected from this one and the only reason we keep this blog up is because there are some things we find useful that we want to keep easily accessible to ourselves and others (dread holder flag/definition, the positivity post for schizospec plurals, etc). we're only responding to and posting this because of how completely baffled we are

(4) way to be condescending and patronizing to a complete stranger, buddy

[canis-constellate]

really appreciate Mckinley (headmate) because we can yell together over Discord about the baffling shit we see on Tumblr. sometimes others join in but it's mostly us two gripping each other by the shoulders and yelling at each other about what we just saw lmfao. we're kind of brothers kind of best friends kind of something else and it's nice to be able to hang out with someone in a chill and laid back way instead of only being able to talk when i'm, like, in crisis or something

(i think our connection comes down to me being the default and living in the human body all day (therefore having a unique connection to the body others don't have) and Mckinley looking like and identifying with the human body (save for the fact that it's an elf) (therefore also having a unique connection to the body others don't have), which keeps us both tethered to each other in some way)

[canis-constellate]

almost want to... create a new sidesystem. of sorts. or at least a new headspace, allowing for secondary forms for any who choose to engage with it.

we have a set of layers that are oceanic, but they're based around the antarctic. they could be good, but we want something more like the waters we would swim in.

new oceans... new forms... communication emphasized. so we can still talk to those who don't wish to engage with it, or who can't (for any reason).

i know i, at least, want to be able to be a dolphin in headspace. to be our own true form internally. it's a big project that would take lots of energy and commitment, but maybe it would help us be less stressed.

[atlasecosystem-deactivated]

Collective system: A bunch of systems that forms a bigger system

[canis-constellate]

things have been quiet lately. it's disorienting. there's been subtle switches between Oakley, Twitch, and Mckinley, but we've never Felt Like Ourselves. the only thing keeping it from being silent (for me, Oakley, personally) is Jazz, but ze isn't really able to help the others, so whenever they're in front, they're basically alone. Jax has been around a few times, but that's about it.

it's really disorienting and distressing. even though it was because we were dealing with triggers all the time that required protectors to deal with, i miss late 2024 when we were very active, with Caxton and Calvin and Goodboy and Dead Dog and Seamus... even though we were with our abusive ex, we kind of miss 2021 - 2023, where we had lower communication barriers and were regularly switching, co-fronting, and co-con to talk to our various partners in her system. we don't miss her, we miss each other. we also just haven't been getting new headmates very often--it used to be once a month on average, usually getting two or three a week on average (mostly forming in clusters of multiple people, or gaining lots of soulbonds from the same source universe within the span of a day or two as they all found the same portal to our collective).

it sucks feeling so isolated when we used to be so interconnected. i know the Old Guard (folks who were in control in 2021 - 2023) is still very active internally since they're a whole fckin society in a living world that we just kind of stumbled upon, but we don't have easy contact with the Old Guard at large, and they don't really front.

[plurr-polls]

if we're doing name polls, we have way too many Roses in our system and those we know, so: do you have anyone named Rose in your system?

Do you have anyone named Rose in your system?

yes

no

nuance

Voting ended onJul 9, 2025

we winged the options because you didn't give us any, but to anyone reading PLEASE include answers/options

[canis-constellate]

Carmen dropping some crazy fucking lore about our inner workings?? i'm sorry what do you mean that Sunswept (and "etc" wtf does that mean???) is a "subsidiary" of the Old Guard (former primary side constellate in control, almost entirely spiritual with the occasional member influenced by DID--eg., Carmen zhemself). hello. hello?? i know Sunswept kind of broke off of the Old Guard but is still somewhat connected, but subsidiary seems to imply?? something that i/we never would've considered otherwise but, for some reason, makes sense

[funeral--pyre]

To other daemians and or daemons who are also plural systems...

Is your daemon(s) shared between your headmates?

Plural system, daemon(s) are shared between us.

Plural, daemon(s) are tied to specific headmates.

Plural, daemon(s) are shared between some headmates but not all.

I'm plural due to my daemon, I don't have other headmates.

I have a daemon(s) but I'm not plural.

Combination of the above/nuance.

Voting ended onJul 5, 2025

No results vote because the community is small and I know it's gonna be skewed.

[canis-constellate]

So what I assume just happened, based on the very fuzzy memory that I have access to from a few seconds before I was fully switched in and based on the information I have from what we were apparently doing:

- We were scrolling through the pro endo tag - We saw something triggering, and scrolled past (blocked the creator? I am unsure. I don't want to scroll back up to check, just in case) - Cue flashback & programming running, with the "default" being unable to handle it - Cue me (as the King of Dreadwood, the top of the hierarchy and so most "necessary" according to programming) switching in as part of the programming, more able to handle the emotions of both, but still suffering other consequences (intrusive thoughts, compulsions, hallucinations, etc)

We also apparently have not used this blog in a month, other than yesterday. And things have changed very much since last time Dreadwood was brought into control.

[canis-constellate]

*Walking out of a door covered in blood and spitting out a tooth* Never engage with the fandom as a fictive of a controversial character that nobody--completely regardless of if they love or hate the character--characterizes correctly

[canis-constellate]

okay it's actually very cute how Jazz (new guy from previous post) will always (in headspace) make me get up and dance with zir whenever a particular song comes on from zir playlist while ze sings along. like that's very sweet. normally we just sit in the cabin while ze hums along to the music but whenever That Song comes on ze just has to stand up and make me dance with zir.

like ze was just supposed to be a companion i could easily talk to but ze's very bold and very good at doing what ze wants without second guessing zirself so like. now we dance together in the headspace cabin while ze sings zir music to me i guess

[canis-constellate]

i (default, Oakley) have been working on creating a headmate via willomancy the past couple of days and like. i knew it would probably go fast because we're already polyfrag and have a very very very low new formation tolerance, but it's gone Faster Than Expected.

we've been back and forth on whether or not we wanted to try and create a headmate to hopefully help deal with a specific delusion, but we felt like the ethics were. Questionable since that delusion in particular is often triggered by stress and we are living in Severely Stressful Times, and we didn't want to put that all onto someone brand new. but this guy is mostly just a companion for me specifically (or is intended so) so we're less iffy on the ethics.

we're still trying to figure out this guy's pronouns (hence the lack of use of pronouns in reference to the new guy throughout the post lol) but it's been nice to have like. Good Communication with someone regularly (and not dependent on a specific headmate fronting, eg. when Ernest was able to talk to all 30+ of us in Sunswept while we were actively freaking out and was able to single us out individually to address specific concerns). especially since it looks like with the new guy's music tastes we're going to find some new music which we haven't done in Ages lol

[canis-constellate]

Big handshake emoji on all the feelings related to your discovery as a dolphin and the whole "but HOW and WHY did this happen to me?" ... we don't talk about it often, but we somehow ended up in a human-looking body and we are annoyed about it. Sometimes a little more than annoyed. We were created as a loong and were supposed to be a loong. WHY did this happen to us.

We still carry a lot of distrust and disdain for humans, but we're trying to see the positives in them. Along with trying to piece together exactly what happened to get us here in the first place. I feel like we got isekai'd in the worst way possible.

Yes, we very much understand a lot of that. We have a theory for ourselves on the "how", it's just a matter of timeframe on "when" personally, which you may have seen a bit of; ultimately, we're very glad we have found a small community of others who understand and who--unfortunately--have been through similar things as us. If it weren't for one of them in particular, we may never have remembered we were a dolphin. Or, at least, it may have taken several more years.

We also tend to be mistrusting of humans. Not every human has hurt us, sure, but many have, and most would be unwilling to believe the ways we've been harmed; few would be willing to believe us when we tell them what we are. We know that humans as a species are not inherently bad, but (at least western) human societies are baked with the assumption of human superiority. With the idea that all should want to be human, and any who would prefer to be something else are ill. With the idea that humans are above and better than animals, as though humans are not themselves animals.

Finding small things has helped. Hazelnut creamer to go in our mocha. Fidget toys. Stuffed animals. Rollerskating rinks. Music. Books. Social media, which is how we've been able to find those aforementioned others like us, is human made. It's easier to remember that humans aren't wholly evil, keeping these kinds of things in mind.

We wish you well on your journey forward, esteemed companion. We'll all find our way to freedom, somehow, some way.

[canis-constellate]

anyways. small update. we're biologically and genetically a striped dolphin. and we mean this in the most literal way. if you want to see more on the matter then go to our main blog 👍

[canis-constellate]

You see. Regular systems exist and are plural. Created systems don’t exist and aren’t plural.

Really not similar.

I am going to "entertain" this once and only once, if just to say: I sincerely doubt you actually support spiritual experiences and beliefs in plurality if you don't support created plurality. You are also doing the exact same thing anti-endos do: saying you know better about other people's experiences than they do, and assuming they're wrong about their own lives, and writing them all off as automatically evil and harmful without taking the time to listen to them about their own experiences.

You don't believe people can create plurality? That they can't choose to form their own headmates? Alright. I doubt that you sincerely believe in primarily spiritual and metaphysical phenomena in plurality, then; I doubt you believe in metaphysically based soulbonds who come from other universes, I doubt you believe those (including us) who say their innerworlds/headspaces/otherworlds are real places (sometimes with their own peoples that are not part of the plurality), I doubt you believe systemhopping can happen as part of spiritual and metaphysical plurality.

You are not welcome here. You will not be welcome here until you get your head out of your ass. Any further asks you send will be deleted unless they are sincere apologies with recognition that your current beliefs are terrible, exclusionist, and are made up of bullshit founded on nothing but your own main character syndrome, your refusal to acknowledge experiences that don't perfectly conform to yours. If you try to contact us through other methods to "convince" us, we will be an unapologetic asshole to you, because you are little more than a bully looking for an easy target, and we were not raised to be nice to bullies, nor were we raised to be an easy target.

Have the day you deserve.

[canis-constellate]

created systems 🤝 spiritual systems

having our experiences and beliefs constantly questioned and dismissed by other (non-created/spiritual) plurals

[canis-constellate]

hey @ the anon who sent an ask about this: go fuck yourself and stay the fuck off our blog. created plurals are awesome and we have far more in common than we do in difference.