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► i'm the one man scanlation team Can't-Ya-See► bakudeku is quite literally my whole life► my web site: cant-ya-see.carrd.co

[cant-ya-see]

sorry to hear about ur frustrations translating dj. Just wanted to say that I enjoy ur translations and ur end notes lol. also i tried to find your twitter but i was having some trouble, dunno if you still use it. hope u feel better

Thank you for the kind words. I am feeling better! I thought I would never try scanlation again, but I'm honestly feeling pretty pumped. I want to have fun with this again lol

edit: Ohh, btw I deactivated my twitter! It was too distracting.

[cant-ya-see]

I'm sorry to hear you're hiatus-ing for translations. I love your scans! I'm a super fledgling scanlator who doesn't know Japanese but is super open to help with my low-tier editing, cleaning, typesetting if you ever want to collab! I just set up this Tumblr today to post my first scan and I'm working on a second. Thank you for all the work you've done so far!

This is very sweet of you. I burnt out because I had a tight schedule like I was working under a strict boss & forgot that I started doing this because I found translating and editing very fun. I'll try to take it easy from now on. Thank you.

[cant-ya-see]

Hi there, I'm Mayo from Vietnam. I want to ask for your permission to retranslate and repost the "Bokurano Hero Prologue" doujinshi that you have scanlated. This doujinshi is really adorable, so I want to share it with the fandom and the shipdom as well. If it's fine, I'll give credit properly. I'll also put a link back to your site as well as the artist. If you don't agree then it's alright, I understand. Thank you, I'll wait for your reply!

Oh gods how long ago was this? You absolutely always have permission. Everyone has permission. I don’t require credit because as I see it, language is free. If you need help clarifying any of my translations, I’m also here to help.

[cant-ya-see]

Monday, June 1, 2020

Nobody reads these but I guess I lied in my last post.

I’m on hiatus from translating for an indefinite amount of time. I might feel more optimistic in the future so I don’t want to say it’s definite, but right now I feel I might never come back. I’ll give it some time. It’s a mix of how insecure I feel in my translation skill and how unproductive I’m starting to feel this hobby is in relation to the rest of my life. It’s too much work without any real payoff except me feeling over and over how inadequate I am.

I’m sorry to anyone who was looking forward to any doujins in my queue. I’ll try really hard to get those two at least done before quitting for good.

[cant-ya-see]

Friday, May 22, 2020

I'm not dead!

But the quarantine has been taking a toll on my mood & motivation so it's been rough. But thankfully I don't have the stress anymore of overdue online school assignments so I'll try to get back on track this next month.

Despite what my website says (I'm still procastinating the chinko) I'm currently working on a sequel to nochico's Cause I Love You. After that, I'll do a DJ that looks fun to cool down before working on another that was requested by someone on twitter (I'm also procrastinating it because it has handwritten parts that I don't want to even look at yet or I'll probably cry).

That'll be..... 6 shounen ai doujins in a row..... I swear I want to do some smut already and it's just not happening.

[cant-ya-see]

Title: Cause I Love You

Artist: Nochico Translation: it’s a me, ya boy

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: shounen-ai angst (once again… again)

Warnings: mild blood/gore (you see deku’s arm bone at some point), they just kiss a lot lol

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Flickr

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Title: Kimini Saikono Endrollwo

Artist: Amakuchi Lenpon Circle: Gateau Scotch Translation: lol

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: shounen-ai angst (once again...)

Warnings: IT’S A SEQUEL! Also, it deals with male pregnancy.

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Flickr

[cant-ya-see]

Title: Ashita no Koto

Artist: Hitoshi Harada Translation: ahh shit

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: shounen-ai angst!

Warnings: non-graphic attempted sexual assault

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Flickr

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Title: Swallow Down

Artist: Amakuchi Lencon Circle: Gateau Scotch Translation: guess

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: the porns

Warnings: Somno! Can be argued to be double-reversal non-con that turns consensual.

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Flickr

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Title: Compromise One

Artist: Shikkuizaka Circle: ZegahizuTranslation: unghhh

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: sMUT

Warnings: there’s a reference to scat, it’s pretty vanilla otherwise.

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Flickr

[cant-ya-see]

Bakudeku 2020 Calendar

Edited bb_ume’s 2018 bakudeku calendar for 2020. I did it for personal use, but it’s too cute not to share! 

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[cant-ya-see]

Thursday, November 21, 2019

That there's a new pokemon game out reminded me that I never finished Pikachu Let's Go. That's what I have been doing the last 3 days! Cheers to productivity ayeeeeee!

This is purely a vent post because I have too many feelings.

I'm still in shock that they made me fight Trace at the end. They really did that. They pit me against my childhood friend and rival, the person I cherished the most.............. I really felt that.

They must have thought they were so clever. The monsters.

The relationship between the protagonist and Trace is sad. It's labeled a "rivalry", but every time I fought him I always felt terrible because I knew he was meant to lose. Unlike Kacchan and Deku were they both stand with equal chances of surpassing the other, the protagonist of this game is just absurdly gifted, so no matter how much stronger Trace got through the game, it was never a question. It's a one-sided feeling of rivalry, but to Trace it's really important, while as the protagonist, I know he's not even a real challenge. It's depressing I can't be as invested as him into the relationship.

I hope this doesn't happen to Kacchan and Deku, but with OFA and the 7 (8? 9?) other quirks Deku has to master, it's obvious there will come a point in their lives were Deku's power will put him in a level of his own. He'll probably pretend he still sees Kacchan as his rival, but Kacchan will know there's no point of comparison. And he'll probably get a feeling like he lost something important in his life.

[cant-ya-see]

Monday, November 18, 2019

PWAH. I’m exhausted.

During my 2 month break, I almost completely forgot how to clean. In the last Fujii, my lines were shaky, the colors were uneven--what a mess! That, paired with my lack of enthusiasm probably made that work poor quality. 

WELL, LIFE GOES ON.

I’m mega excited to start on the gateau! I actually already started because I’m very hyped, and then spent, I wish I was joking, 3 hours looking for some kanji in a hand-written bit. I didn’t find them, but I can kind of guess what it says, anyway......who am I kidding.... I’ll probably spend another 3 hours trying to find them again. I’m very stubborn about the most stupid things. 

I wish I was this stubborn about finishing my novel for National Novel Writing Month. It’s been a good month despite how much I’ve avoided work. I think I might translate a few smaller projects while I work on the gateau. I want it to be perfect, but...... it’s so hard. So damn hard. So much cleaning. Wow. 

I’m both excited and full of dread.

[cant-ya-see]

Title: Kawaii wa Naisho

Artist: Fujii Niya Circle: BAMVI Translation: guess

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: raunchy af

Warnings: there’s ass eating, the artstyle is kind of shota-ish.

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Flickr

[cant-ya-see]

Title: untitled comic

Artist: Reika Circle: none Translation: yeah

Pairing: Katsuki Bakugou x Izuku Midoriya

Rating: shounen-ai

Warnings: Katsuki is pushy. This was published on the artist’s pixiv & isn’t an official doujin, though it’s very polished.

Download: GoogleDrive Read Online: Pending

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Tuesday, November 12, 2019

I'M NOT DEAD.

I'm participating in the National Novel Writing Month, so the free time I have has been hectic. I’ve been trying to slowly work on translation during the weekends, but the Fujii Niya has been torturing me a little.....

Why does it contain the mention of assault so much? I'm not particularly sensitive, but with western audiences it likely makes Fujii's writing seem crude. Which sucks, because the rest is so sweet! I’ve been struggling trying to find a way to soften the words while keeping the original meaning. Outright deleting those parts of the dialogue has been very temping, too.... I wonder if that would upset anyone.

This struggle has made me very often just stare yearningly at Reika's works, because...... she wouldn't do this to me....

Someone pray for my mental health.

[cant-ya-see]

Thursday, October 17, 2019

BY THE WAY. 

I have been taking my sweet time with new uploads because I’ve been sick these past weeks. I still have a little sore throat and nausea, but I can work now. I’ll be working hard this weekend so I can upload the 2 doujin in my queue, but Swallow Down is a fucking nightmare to clean. 

It will probably take me a whole week................................

edit: I was just looking over the scans again to remember how bad it is and it made my nausea flare up................................ truly, what a nightmare. Why do I do this to myself.