A little less crazy, a little more insanity.

My name is Emily, I'm 31, play in traffic for a living, run through mud and electric shocks for fun.

[blumenundpoesie]

a blanket of snow on fairy lights

[canyouseeme13]

I specifically picked the hotel I'm at for the gym and the pool, but now that I'm here with time to kill, I'm not in the mood to go to either 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

[victusinveritas]

[victusinveritas]

There's more:

[bakwaaas]

being happy is so scary because there’s this underlying feeling of anxiety like when are things gonna go wrong. is this gonna be taken from me. chat is this normal

[gothish]

been doing a lot of thinking recently and i dont want to anymore

[canyouseeme13]

I finallyyyyy get to watch Wicked 🥰🥰

[canyouseeme13]

I want to go back to Florida so bad. I was so worried that I was going to be home sick that I scheduled things shorter than I was originally going to and it is my biggest regret. With the current state of our country I don't even know if I'm going to have a job to go back to come spring, so it's hard to even entertain the thought of being able to go back anytime in the next few years. Whenever I do make it back, I am staying as long as I possibly can.

[themaninyourcomputer]

I love you, George Takei.

[herssian]

ya gotta stop caring what people think and start being extremely weird. but never cruel. i think that might save you

[free-my-mindd]

- Franz Kafka, 1912

[machineryangel]

honestly the human brain is so small that you *will* forget how much beauty there is out there to experience unless you leave your house every three days. ik its fucked up but i promise its true

[machineryangel]

my brain, trying to deceive me: there's literally nothing outside!!!!! it's the same neighborhood it's always been !!!!!

me, tying my shoes: shut up shut up!!!! by god we're gonna try to find magic in mundane today !!!!

[thegamefreaks]

[canyouseeme13]

Small photo dump of the rest of my trip. I had the absolute best time of my life. Out of the massive park that is Universal, I still managed to run into my ex. We ended up hanging out and riding rides the next few days. Honestly no regrets. I don't know what the hell to think about the whole situation now, but whatever. I got to spend a chill day hanging out with my cousin and I got to meet up with my absolute bestest friend from high school and take her on Hagrids motorbike adventure. Oh. My. God. It's sooooo good! I ended up sick as hell half way through the week so the last couple days I was really fighting for my life out there. The very last day at Universal I didn't even have it in me to go on any rides aside from the Hogwart's Express and that was ONLY because my lazy ass didn't wanna walk. The train ride home was an absolute fiasco and we ended up running over 9 hours late so that was unfortunate. I spent most of it catching up on sleep though so I really wasn't that upset. Driving home in the dark was a little rough, but I made it! I feel like I can do anything now, I hate how much anxiety I had over this trip over the dumbest shit. It was SO good!

[canyouseeme13]

Had a great time at Busch Gardens Tampa! I think Falcon's Fury might actually have been my favorite, which is hilarious because I was so terrified I tried to talk myself out of it half the day. Iron Gwazi was also very good, I could easily spend most of a day just on that, but I only had 1 day in Tampa and wanted to get as many credits in as I could. Now off to Orlando for more adventures! Universal tickets are officially booked. I still haven't decided between Universal or SeaWorld tomorrow. I think I'll see how I'm doing with this migraine in the morning and decide from there. Because if it's gonna end up being an early day, I don't want to waste my tickets at universal. Here's hoping I get some decent sleep tonight and it goes awayyyy!

[canyouseeme13]

I'm in freaking Florida! I did it, I actually did it! And I drove from the train station to Tampa without having a mental breakdown! It was actually a pretty easy drive, hopefully I still feel that way tomorrow when I'm driving to Orlando in the dark.

I didn't make it to any parks today, I just didn't have it in me. I was too early to check in to my motel so I went and got some food to kill some time and was hoping they would be finished paving by the time I came back. They were directly in front of the entrance instead. And even over 1000 miles away from home, I found myself a detour within 5 minutes and got in the back way. No screaming at anyone! What a concept.

I could have had a couple hours at Busch Gardens, but I completely crashed the second I got into my room. It sucks that they close so early. I'm torn about whether or not one day will be enough time, but I really don't want to change any of my reservations around. I think it should be fine, I really only care about the roller coasters, and not everything is even open so 7 hours should be good.

My room is decent, but not as nice as the one in Virginia. Well, the room itself is totally fine so far, but the other people here are loud as fuck and I'm pretty sure if I stay outside too long I'll have a contact high. Hopefully they're quiet come tonight and I can catch up on sleep.

[kine11]

Friends with benefits but the benefit is cuddling up to nap.

[another-anime-daydreamer]

FWB : Friends With Beds

[triskeleaficionado]