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alwayscutechloe

lonelywithadropofwine

i wish i hugged you longer and tighter when i had the chance to

lonely-and--sad

itallstartedwithakiss

excerptsofstories

“While it didn’t last long, you changed me. Made me a better person and showed me what it feels like to be free. You touched my body and ate my moans. It was almost spiritual the way you kissed me; it felt like heaven and hell and everything in between.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1218 // to the boy i wished to have the world with, i hope you find it with someone better

quotemadness

“They say you don’t get over someone until you find someone or something better. As humans, we don’t deal well with emptiness. Any empty space must be filled. Immediately. The pain of emptiness is too strong. It compels the victim to fill that place. A single moment with that empty spot causes excruciating pain. That’s why we run from distraction to distraction and from attachment to attachment.”

— Yasmin Mogahed

justapeiceofshit

No matter how much I try to convince myself that I’m happy and no matter how close I get to believing it, when the cold, merciless claws of the night digg into my chest and wrap around my broken heart, I feel nothing but sadness, fear, and self hatred. And I know, deep down I know, that is the real me; sad, broken and absolutely horrified with the person I’ve become.

infpisme

apocryphalstories

“Sometimes you need to take time to isolate yourself from the world. To nurture, enhance, and understand yourself.”

—

positivityplaypen

Sometimes you have to take things minute by minute rather than day by day.

That doesn’t make you weak. That’s the smart thing to do.

slfcare

you can never please everybody. when you stand up for yourself, there will be people who think you’re overreacting or being a jerk. when you try your best to be kind to everyone you meet, there will be people who think you’re being fake or that you desperately want to be liked. you won’t ever be able to be the best version of yourself if you live for other people, because that ‘best version’ is entirely subjective and therefore impossible to embody. be your personal best, your personal favorite, and you’ll attract people who will see you that way as well.

poetbitesback

“I thought I had healed. I had left all the words behind and now, maybe I need them more than ever. New wounds have formed. No one talks about what trauma looks like opening on top of trauma- it is a violent, painful thing. It leaves you whimpering, crawling, and confused. I can’t make it pretty. I can’t even write it yet. But times are dark again, so I’ve picked the pen back up.”

— what happened the 5th of October // Olivia Larson