She almost laughed again, this time it was nearly bubbling past her lips before she could truly pull it back. Motherhood had always been a secret desire of hers, but it was not something she ever believed would a reality. Should her womb bear any fruit from the king, then they would be legitimate princes and princesses. The world would not snicker at her half royal offspring but would instead marvel at true born children of Charles and Camille of France. She would never dare litter her body with bastards in a pathetic attempt to maintain her grip on Charles. There were other ways to show her usefulness to him besides bearing children. “Such a vicious bite you have, little lamb. Unfortunately there will be no children in my near future as Scotland has shown me what can become of a power hungry bastard. I would much rather my children be born into power and not have to claw away it like beasts of prey.”
Her second question took her completely by surprise.Had Camille given the Countess any indication that the two of them were friends who spoke openly about their lives? Some women chattered about the romance in their lives, but Camille was never that friendly. Scaling her brown further up her forehead, she swiftly rolled her eyes and sighed. Clearly there was something bothering the girl, but Camille was certain that this was a conversation best had with someone closer to the Countess. Love was such a trivial thing that she preferred not to dabble in. Charles had her affection, her patience, and her support. She needn’t love him in order to provide him with those things. “Whether or not I love him has nothing to do with our relationship, and it also none of your business for that matter.” If the Countess was a smart woman, she would be able to read between the lines to get her answer. Whatever it was that Camille felt for Charles, it was not love. Surprisingly enough, she didn’t love him, but she hoped that he loved her enough to damn everyone else for her. “What is it that you gain by asking me this?”
Lisette felt her eyes narrow, that Scottish temper slipping away from her yet again. This time however it was not fire spewing from the Countess’ blossom lips, but ice. “My dear don’t be ridiculous, you have more in common with my treacherous half-brother than I do. Leeching a country until it’s monarchy is crippled, forcing it’s true leaders to flee to a court that they would otherwise be unwelcome to.”, she said cooly, “You are the beast clawing away at France, strìopach, and no matter how many lavish gowns the King gives you, we can all still see the dirt under your nails.”
She sighed then, answering simply, “I see.” Lisette turned from her then, having already received the clarity she’d asked for. Camille had very little in common with herself and very much in common with her mother, who the Countess knew never bore any real feelings towards Tristan’s father or her own. Like the woman in front of her, she always cared only for the power they gave her.
“I gain nothing in your answer..”, she said plainly, finishing her thought in her head alone.
..but I shall lose everything should someone ask me the same.