losing sleep

justin evans; twenty-four, twin, husband Justin Evans from District Two. Rule number one, as long as you don't touch me, we're good. And the best part of this experience is the food. I also hate shirts.

[district2lydia]

You’re such a baby. Look, see, if everyone had their own Justin’s they wouldn’t need to have babies.

[careerjustin]

I'm not a baby. I can feed myself and wipe my own ass.

[district2lydia]

That’s not hard to do. I switched your sock drawers and you thought the world was ending.

[careerjustin]

That's because it was! Don't ever do that again.

[district2lydia]

No I know about that. I just don’t know about everything. In life. I don’t know.

[careerjustin]

Now you're really confusing me here.

[district2lydia]

Maybe. But still. I’m just… I don’t know.

[careerjustin]

You don't know anymore?

[district2lydia]

Is it just me or does it seem like everyone around is popping out babies? At least in my District, like oh the war is over, let’s celebrating by having a bunch of children and bringing them into a world that still sucks right now.

[careerjustin]

Or maybe they just really wanted kids enough?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

Oh. Tonight is practice, cause I took a pill today. But, let’s go!

[careerjustin]

You know I don't have anything against a little practice.

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

When we made up the other night I told you I wanted to make a baby with you, didn’t I? I want one. 

[careerjustin]

Then lets make babies.

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

Okay…

Are you happy?

[careerjustin]

Yes I am. You're not just doing this because I've brought it up so much, right?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

I’m gonna be just as terrified ten years from now, so…. I guess. Yes… as long as we leave.

[careerjustin]

Good. We'll leave. Don't worry, I promise.

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

Well, you said it would take awhile… and it’s gonna take awhile for the birth control to get out of my system.

[careerjustin]

You're really ready for this?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

I know, but… okay. Then, I guess we can start trying.

[careerjustin]

As in now now, really?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

I’ll… stop taking my birth control, if you make sure to use protection, or pull out or whatever, until we’re settled?

[careerjustin]

Its gonna take a while anyway, Lydia..

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

No, I guess it’s good that one of us isn’t.

[careerjustin]

So are we on the same page now?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

You just seem so calm about it all.

[careerjustin]

Should I be terrified?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

I don’t mean just about that. …like, even if things were perfect. You still wouldn’t be scared?

[careerjustin]

Yeah, of course. Isn't that normal?

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

Before I answer, can you just… how come you’re not terrified like I am?

[careerjustin]

Am I a little scared? Yeah. But I've also accepted things are never gonna be picture perfect enough for us to have a normal life like we wish for. So I'll take what I can get.

[district2lydia]

[Private]

[district2lydia]

What..?

[careerjustin]

You promise we'll really start trying when we finally get out of here?