as long as i'm burning i'll keep on yearning

to save the world not sure how, but i'm learning ✦ jake✦he/him✦25✦carrd

[carefulchaotic]

hiiiii i'm Jake! i'm a 25 year old trans guy and i've been on tumblr for more than half my life 🙃.

i used to make art and write, but the pandemic kinda destroyed my life so bad that i thought it was all over. BUT it's not all over!!! i'm still alive, so i've decided i'm going to make myself participate in life again! i know it'll be hard and i probably won't have anything to show for it for a while, but i have already started a project or two and i'm excited to make things again.

ALSO- i'm obsessed with couponing and rebates. if you want to know how to save some money on groceries, i'm your guy. you can dm me if you are curious, it would literally make my day!

this is mainly a general blog, but some days i am possessed by klance (or other various fandoms that haunt me, like superwholock or homestuck). i tag all fandom posts, so you can block the tags if it gets annoying.

check out my ao3!

my wizard/stoner/nsfw side blog is @ouidwizard

pfp by @dirtbrunch

ask box and dms are always open! i might just take a while to reply because idk how to talk to people.

[immortalbeingz]

[email protected]

[redstonedust]

i do find the omegaverse kind of fascinating conceptually. adding an aditional trinary on to our already complex sex and gender dynamics could do so much to your worldbuilding if you lean into it and explore the evolutionary and societal implications of it all. unfortunately telling people "im interested in the sex universe for the worldbuilding potential" is not very convincing no matter how you phrase it.

[podcastwizard]

hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

[carefulchaotic]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“I was flirting back there. Just so we’re clear.”

The line is completely silent for a nerve-wracking second before Keith replies, "I—Yeah, it was, uh, pretty clear, Lance," with more than a little hesitation in his voice.

Then frustration gives way to something sharper, as it so often does when Keith is involved. Lance had been waiting on him this whole time—laying out the most obvious hints he could manage so that Keith could get a clear read on the situation—but he had already noticed and just… said nothing??

"Are you sure?" Lance asks. "Because I've been putting my best material out there for weeks, and all I'm getting is your cute little confused, blank stare."

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day 18 of July for @klance-microfics-2026!

[01101010-01100100]

people are obsessed with how they look and how other people look. close your eyes

[ruhrohrexia]

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

[cruhxx]

safe 🫡

[carefulchaotic]

@The punishment post+your tags: I don’t think being randomly beat up is going to fix your anxiety but have you ever considered being beat up in a safe/controlled environment? BDSM might be what you are looking for, friend

can a guy not be platonically masochistic on tumblr.com without being anonymously diagnosed with a fetish?

[ryebreadgf]

does anyone feel like they want to be punished just so they would stop feeling like they are about to be punished for something. like then at least it would be over. or is it just me

[valtsv]

i need to [remembers suicide is a permanent solution to temporary states of intolerable existence] change my art style

[valtsv]

i need to create something so beautiful that i'm forgiven for everything

[i-am-a-fish]

every time you make art of any kind, a stat that is not visible to the player goes up. also, this is the most important stat in the game

[ledogeishere]

does singing in the shower count as art

[i-am-a-fish]

does a strong as fuck ice mummy have ice powers

[ghost-faces-deactivated20250916]

do you like my repetitive and outdated music taste

[audioexorcisms]

Lets dissect uncle to find his wish gland

[designerpets]

this is why commas are so

important 🤓

[audioexorcisms]

Where do you think the comma goes

[winningmachine]

Being small Nobody quite recovers from being a child: the asymmetry of power between parents and children always leaves a trace

[biracy]

[Text ID: Because children rely entirely upon adults for survival, they usually cannot allow themselves to see that important adults are distorted or defensive. They simply assume that adults are correct. This is a primitive emotional safeguard. The emotional logic here is this: if my caregiver is wrong, I am unsafe; but if I am wrong about myself, I can be fixed, forgiven and even loved. In this context, the child pursues the only workable option: turning the adult's projection inward.

This inner badness is not just a marker of pathology; it is, in a way, a creative solution that allows the child to carry on. For the child, casting oneself as the source of the adult's reactions is safer than seeing the adult as unreliable or frightening. If I'm the problem, then I can adapt. But if the adult is the problem, I have no power and am in a fraught situation. In this context, the child chooses the reality in which agency, however painful it may be, remains a possibility. Young-Bruehl observes that children instinctively protect their caregivers from recognition of harm, instead carrying the blame to sustain the story, however illusory it is, of love and safety. End ID]

[mavity]

fumbled the interaction

[quaculaarchive]

[chrissyjoshys]