carenlin

Chinese & English is available 💗💛💙💚🤍🖤 | she/ they recent orv only

[pandabakajanai-blog]

..new standee.. that I draw because I want one…. Ah on draw new book for HanYe. I hope this year I have time enough to open to sell online. Last year I is from finish many doujin book

[carenlin]

awwwwwwww🥺

[somie]

Ms paint cloudpiercer

[carenlin]

shoot me plz

[somie]

Hello 5 other tka fans I brought more food

[carenlin]

guys this is cute as hell💕🥺

[endless--prince]

here comes HAPPYHERBBBB 🗣🗣🗣

[carenlin]

🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕SOOOOOOOOCUUUTEEEEEEE OMG*thumbs up!!*

[carenlin]

*moarning nonsense* i really feel bad for my teacher bc im not able to finish the homework on time. i feel really bad bc all of my teachers say i shouldn't apologize to them but to myself. but i already know that. i mean, if you give me more time, if you give me a brain without adhd or a environment that encourages me to ask questions and cry and to study more focused, i can definitely do that. i dont think its my fault that i cant learn anything as you are teaching me nothing but how to pass an exam. i just dont understand why. why studying in china is such a torture. the good score doesn't even mean you are good at this subject, you can get a A+ while dont have a real understanding on this subject. thats how education works in china. yeah. we do are good at study. but we are so bad at understanding.

[carenlin]

kim dukja

[carenlin]

UNSPOKEN

or: kdj didnt have a mouth

[carenlin]

...of my desperation and my rising anger

lhh&dkos

[cyndaquillt]

I love love love how well written Lee Sookyoung's character is specifically for a mother or parental figure. She is the protag's mother and things she did in life do center around that role but when she's near death and her 'thema' needs to be treated, Kim Dokja isn't enough. His role as her son doesn't make him automatically qualified to fix her thema. Reducing women, especially mothers or mother figures, to their role as protectors or ploys to further the narrative of the protag isn't uncommon, despite it being a cop out. It's something very many well-written media resort to and I certainly wouldn't have questioned if ORV pulled a 'despite their broken relationship, Kim Dokja knew his mother's soul' because at this point the story has shown me so much of his suffering as a son and LSY's regrets as a mother that I'm rooting for a storyline like that. But ORV doesn't do that. Instead it is fair to Lee Sookyoung, doesn't reduce her to a plot point in Kim Dokja's story, and instead gives her the multidimensionality she very much deserves by making her prison friends and even HSY a part of her salvation. She left KDJ and lived part of her story with people unknown to him and simply regretting and reconnecting isn't going to undo all that. KDJ left the Star Stream and then went to the 1863rd round leaving LSY with HSY and YSA and KDJ has no stake in the connections Kimcom made with each other during that time just because he's back now.

LSY and all ORV women are multidimensional and it's so beautiful to me that it makes me cry

[carenlin]

im thinging of translating my Chinese orv short-cut into English…but im not sure if anyone is interested in, and its got to be a long,hard work so. maybe i'll try it when i get some free time from real life

[carenlin]

「I'm listening.」

Jang Hayoung

[jelloooverse]

three(3) of them

[irakin]

YJH 0th turn: I'm not interested in men. I have a wife. Weve been together for decades. We take care of orphans. All of my companions are alive. We got the endings we wanted and I managed to live a happy and fulfilling life.

YJK 0th turn: But I will jump into the Torment Nexus for an unimaginable amount of time just to get a chance to see you again one more time.

KDJ: what.

YJH 0th turn: what.

[tls12lessthan3]

i've talked before about how kim dokja struggles to form a relationship with yoo sangah because he sees her as a 'protaganist' figure, slotting her into a role as 'the heroine' which does not fit her but does handily prevent him from having to (gasp) form a connection! and i think han sooyoung initially does the same thing and thats part of why yoo sangah gets so much on her nerves. han sooyoung is the only other character who seems to see the world as tropes and cliches just as much as kim dokja does, and she assigns herself the role of villain and yoo sangah the role of hero and does the subsequent antagonizing expected of such a dynamic. but i really don't think its something yoo sangah is interested in entertaining - she doesn't like han sooyoung initially due to all the violent murder she does, but it's not at all based in this good vs evil struggle that han sooyoung is trying to create. kim dokja didn't really get to see all of yoo sangah until he let her out of that heroine role - similarly, i wish we got to see the moment yoo sangah escaped that role in han sooyoung's eyes.

[carenlin]

some dokhayoung and makerfields..

p4 is my headcanon aileen, she is blonde and blue-eyed just like jhy. i thought aileen and aslan might be siblings since they are both makerfield() i know it was probably wrong(and it is)but i like this what-if. they are master-apprentice and siblings at the same time...so i drew a scene of they 贴贴(i dont know how to translate this word into English. its a verb in Chinese which describe an overview of intimate contact between people)

eng veision for p4

aileen: dont u dare disobey my advice ever again

kdj: IMSORRY

[auuwmk]

did we already figure out what this was about or am i the only one out of the loop

[carenlin]

she wanna confess to him i said that

[auuwmk]

did we already figure out what this was about or am i the only one out of the loop