Still Rambling Still Boring

Primarily for my own bitching and moaning no real need to read this im sorry if you found this but here you are! Ask me anything

[carkneekid]

I'm so fuckingg stressed out and this time I have truly no idea y.... There's no reason and it kills me. I can't even wrap my head around it. I feel so alone fuck

[tastefullyoffensive]

(via asatenaeth)

[catsbeaversandducks]

He looks disappointed.

[tastefullyoffensive]

[carkneekid]

I'm so f wording sad. I can't get the intrusive thoughts out of my head. All of my friends don't actually like me, I'm just there and no one knows how to get rid of me.

[carkneekid]

I just want someone to cuddle me and make out with me for 48 solid hours.... Is that so hard?

[carkneekid]

I need a 10000% increase in hugs soon or I'll wither away completely. I'm so bored and lonely and sad...this is not good for my mental health but like I don't want to bother any of my friends at school because they all have lives and I can't bother my friends at home because they aren't comfortable with physical affection. I'm just so bummed out and wanna be back at the house :(

[carkneekid]

Home again

I've been back for so little time and I already want to leave. It's so hard to connect with people here but also difficult to keep in touch with people from home. I'm so lonely it sucks

[carkneekid]

I'm so lonely and sad and don't want to bother anyone... This is why I hate being home, I feel so disconnected to everyone

[carkneekid]

Update:

Still not being smart! I'm so needy it's ridiculous

[virgoingdown]

The Signs as friends

I am the friend who listens to what you have to say: Virgo, Cancer, Pisces

I am the friend who will never walk away: Taurus, Leo, Scorpio

I am the friend who will never lie: Sagittarius, Capricorn, Aquarius

I am the friend you kiss when you’re high: Libra, Gemini, Aries

[carkneekid]

I'm a fucking mess rn

I'm just a big jumble of emotions and most of the don't make sense. I wish I knew what to do about anything at all.... The only thing that seems to be working out is my job which is really fantastic and makes me happy but I wish everything else would also work out though obviously that's not realistic. I guess I should be glad I have one think working

[carkneekid]

When u want something so very not good and you shouldn't want it but you do and so it eats u up. U already have what u should want and u do want but rn the other option seems better so u want it more fuck fuck fuck. I'm so fucking emotionally needy and it just seems so lovely and perfect and fuck I can't. Full stop (but I want to so badly)

[carkneekid]

I'm so sad and lonely and touch starved this sucks

[koolkidzs]

Hair and Gems

I always see body comparisons but none with black people, but black people need to love themselves too.

[cinnamontoastcrises]

Being a nice person is so fun

Waiter messes something up? You can see the relief on their faces when you don’t scream and swear at them about it

Extra tickets at an arcade/prize place? Watch a little kid’s face light up when you give them a bunch of tickets

There are too many assholes in this world. Be a nice person.

[cynicals]

i give permission for all of my friends to use my death as an excuse to cry on hot boys’ shoulders at my funeral

[placedeladentelle]

Kryptonite by Pleasure State Couture