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[bpd-bbyg]

[siickangel]

just existing

[clusterb-itch]

[bpd-bbyg]

03.04.21

[anezkadragon]

bpd also means:

chronic feelings of emptiness

basically having no hobbies

not being able to find a passion

not experiencing happiness trough hobbies or people

but really wanting to do something fun and fulfilling

being tired, having depression

rushing into new hobbies and needing equipment immediately, spending a lot of money

but loosing interest quickly and easily

not pursuing hobbies due to no instant success

not being able to act on a hobby cause you’re highly agitated

feeling numb all day, even around loved ones and doing something actually fun

not really experiencing a situation, feeling like you are not actually there

[terminally-unlikable]

I’m sad in a way that’s exhausting and painful

[halfdeadhands]

im sorry

for being too much today and

im sorry, in advance,

for being too much tomorrow

[bpd-bbyg]

some thoughts

04.03.21

[bpd-posi]

[theborderlinewitch]

[lowlevelofserotonin]

[clusterb-itch]

[clusterb-itch]

[siickangel]

came out swinging - the wonder years

[sickdelights-deactivated2023091]

*talking to my psychiatrist* am i the worst patient you have be honest

[killerquetiapine]

me when I’m numb: I just want to feel something!!!

me when I finally feel something: wait no not that

[terminally-unlikable]

Hate that I can physically feel when my mental illness gets bad