Sometimes, watching how the Fire Lord trains is a test of your willpower.
Just watching the sweat that rolls down the side of his face, the way his long hair seemed to sway in the wind, to how Aang had successfully incinerated the plain tunic that the Fire Lord had donned that day to reveal the tempting skin underneath.
(And what a sight it is.)
Maybeâ Scratch that. Zuko himself is a test of willpower. Does he not know that the more covered up he is, the more your mind seems to run wild with thoughts?
But maybe even the opposite is true for you. Now that his upper half was bared to the world; your mind is just racing with inappropriateness.
This is unfair.
Itâs not perversion. You simply just want to admire beauty that was offered up to your eyes, just want to run your fingers down the sculpted abdomen that begged you to lick off beads of sweaâ
Donât get distracted.
âZuko, will you be busy later?â Youâre pressing a water-soaked cloth to his forehead, trying to ignore the way water was running down his chin, down the column of his adamâs apple and drizzling down his pecs from how he had gulped down the refreshment in attempts to cool his heating body.
All with his head on your lap.
âI might have some documents Iâll need to look over in the airship.â Heâs sighing as one of your hands threads through locks of his hair. âBut I might. Why?â
Good. Itâs great that he has free time, right? Itâs great, amazing even. He must be so busy adventuring out here and having his duties as Fire Lord.
You should stop rambling to distract yourself from your goal.
âUm, you seeâŠâ Youâre playing with strands of his hair, rubbing them between your fingers as you avoid his gaze. Do you even look pretty to him from that angle?
âKatara told me that there was this festival nearby, andââ
âYo, Zuko! Ya there?!â Thereâs a rustling of the bushes nearby as Sokkaâs voice rings out.
And you almost let out a sigh of relief, the breath that you were holding releasing almost immediately. Guess Zuko should go find him, right? Right.
Thereâs no need for you to ask, so you should get up and leave nowâ
âFinish your sentence.â He stays unmoving on your lap, in factâ His weight seemed to be pressing down a little more than usual, a hand reaching up to grab at your wrist to prevent your escape.
âItâs nothing that importantââ
âZuko! Man, where are ya?!â
âItâs important if I want to hear it.â
And he tilts his head, hand still holding onto your wrist as he refuses to loosen his holdâ His hand is just so unrelentingly⊠Warm.
âSokka can wait.â
âMannnn! My throatâs starting to hurt, hot man!â
ââŠfireworks.â You donât know where this shyness is coming from, your voice suddenly softened into a whisper as you close your eyes.
âIâ Want to watch the fireworks with youâŠâ
And you donât like how your voice had lost all of its confidence. Donât like how hot it feels right nowâ
H-Huh? When did it get so hot exactly? There was a breeze andâ
Thereâs steam rising from your lap; the bright red the Fire Lord was turning as he hurriedly sits up, black tresses cascading down his back as he hides that cute, shy expression from you.
Heâs so unfair.
Yetâ You think the white steam that rose from his ears was enough for your own heated face.
ââŠIâd like that too.â
âMan! There you both were! Seriously, you lovebirds are so hard to track down!â Thereâs more rustling as a disgruntled Southern water tribesman crawls out, plucking twigs from his hair.
âHeyâ Why is Zuko setting the grass on fire?!â
Zuko has always been known as quite the straightforward person; something unchanged from his teenage years. It wasnât like him to beat around the bush, to lack the blunt awkwardness that you so fortunately find sexy.
Maybe thatâs why you enjoy it a little too much.
âAm I pretty?â You can feel his hands kneading into your back as you lay on your front, enjoying the administrations of his very sudden, but very welcome offer of a massage when he invited you into his tent.
âYouâre very pretty.â
Itâs not like you expected any other answerâ Not from the strait-laced, straightforward man anyway.
âHow pretty?â You even let out a thoughtless moan just as you end off the sentence, the feel of his palms rubbing into that one sore spot on your lower back just too good.
âMnghâ Zukoâ!â
How was the Fire Lord so good at massages? Waitâ Did he just stop for a moment?
And he coughs, fighting back what sounded like a choke before he continued, warm fingers rubbing and soothing your slowly heating skin.
âIs there a scale youâre looking for?â
Did he just answer your question with his own? How prude of the highly revered Fire Lord.
âYours.â
So you wait; thoughtlessly humming as you feel his hands venture lower, focusing on your lower back as you practically grip at the soft cushioning of his tentâs flooring, biting back sounds that you would deem a bit too⊠Inappropriate.
(But itâs not your fault it feels so good!)
âThen I suppose you would have to be satisfied with just my answer.â He replies you with that flat tone youâre so used to, clearly a bit more concentrated now that youâve stopped making any of the noises you were previously letting leak out.
âYouâre very pretty.â
Hm. The same answer once again. So you huff, a bit annoyedâ Yet still flattered all the same. Is he just too charming that he canât say anything else? Was he doing it just to flatter you? Was your brain slowly, slowly being churned into mush from just how good he was with his hands?
You know at least one of those was true.
âZuko.â And maybe itâs the haze of the pleasure he brought, maybe it was how your vision was starting to blur with nonsense.
Maybe you just want to know.
âDo you like me?â
And not a moment even passes for his reply.
âOf course I do.â And your heart pounds even harder, hahaâ How do you even explain it? How do you tell him to take that question in a romantic sense?
âZukâZuko-oh, I donâtââ
âGUYS!â Thereâs the crude flap of the tentâs opening, a certain water tribesmen stumbling into the space, grin stretched across his face as he hurriedly points outwards.
Clearly, he doesnât seem to notice the situation at hand.
âAANG JUST FRIED A FISH! UPSIDE DOWN! WITH MOMO HOLDING BOTH OF HIS LEGS! YOU BOTH HAVE TO SEE THIS!â
The Fire Lord himself was a raised gentleman. He does not hesitate to take the brunt of the force of a fall for a lady, does not hesitate to put himself in harmâs way if it meant someone else could stay safe.
It was fine. This was fine. Youâre just washing up in the lake withâ
(âSukiâ!â)
Desire was secondary, easily repressed if it was in favour of the situation.
(âMmfâŠ! Wa-Wait, Sukiâ!â )
He can tolerate itâ His mind can stand it, his mental fortitude was top notch, having gone through training so rigorous, to instill discipline into his very being.
But that same logic did not apply to his body.
(âMaybeâ Oh myâ Suki, pleaseâŠ!â)
âSo Iâm just saying, Zuko. The importance of peeing is vital to making sure the longevity of our continued friendshiââ
âSokka.â His ears are tinged red, steam starting to rise all around as he continued to sit in the lake, casual conversation nearly lost on his ears as the water is seemingly gettingâ A bit too warm.
âAre you not⊠Uncomfortable right now?â He can start to see the bubbling of the water near him from the heat he was exuding, taking a breath in to steady his⊠Mind better.
âUncomfortable, huh? Like having to hold in your pee for extreme periods of time uncomfortable?âHeâs leaning forwards as a towel is used to scrub at his back, the cloth harsh in its movements as an increasingly obvious glare is sent towards the oblivious Fire Lord.
Weird analogy, but sure?
âAre you not affected?â Because he was. Enough so that he had remained unmoving for the past 10 minutes, lest he accidentally lets Sokka see the⊠Accident that was tenting up beneath a soaked towel.
âTsk, tsk! As a man!â He flings the wet cloth over his shoulder, proudly smirking as his hands settled on his hips in his cross-legged position.
âIâll have you know Iâve heard those sounds plenty of times from my dear Suki,â A smirk as he crosses his arms. âSo much so that Iâm unaffecââ
(âOhâ Fuck, you pervertâŠ!â Thereâs another squeal from Suki, before it gets cut off by your laugh.)
âGirlsââ A clearing of his throat. âWillâ Will be girls, ya know?â
(âDo you have magic hands, Suki?â A giggle. âI should apply to be your one and only loyal customer for your massages after I retire.â
âGet in line after Toph and Katara, sweetheart.â The sound of water splashing as she wades closer.
âAnd youâre a lot more tense than I thought.â A loud smack against skin as you let out a yelp.)
(âFire Lord not massaging you himself?â)
(âWhy would Zuko massage me?â)
(âWith how much he keeps you in his arms Iâd assume heâs already done so.â)
(âI wouldnât say thereâsââ)
Of courseâ As a fellow male himself, Zuko should follow Sokkaâs professional âmanlyâ examples and continue to listen in on the chatter just beyond those tall, tall rocks, shouldnât he?
âSokka, we should respect theirââ A hand slaps itself over his mouthâ The water tribesman pressing his ear against the smooth rock separating the two sides.
This was a shared lake, after all.
âHey, Zuko?â
(âWhy? Does Sokka massage you everyday?â
âWouldnât you like to know?â)
âLetâs stay in here for another 20 minutes.â
ââŠsure.â
(âYou sure you donât like our resident hotman in that way?â)
Summers are swelteringly hot. You can hear the cicadas buzzing, can practically see the radiating waves of sunlight bearing down upon this land.
And even with the groupâs tent huddled under a treeâs shade does little to help with the teamâs predicament.
âKataraâ Can you ice my forehead please?â Youâre practically begging at this point, pout on your face as you crawled into the shared tent.
âKatara?â
âShe went off to the lake to wash the sweat off.â Itâs Zuko who answers you, long hair hastily done up into a ponytail as heâs settled on the ground, upper garb long discarded and bare before your eyes.
Oh wow.
You blink to stop yourself from staring a bit too long.
âToph?â
âFollowed Katara and Aang to beg for more ice.â
And with Sokka and Suki off fishingâ Theyâre all near the lake. It does sound convincing, you know? Getting to splash around in water chilled by waterbended ice, getting to relax in the cooling wavesâ
Itâs too far; especially now when the sun was at its peak in the sky.
So you settle yourself in the tentâs corner, the one furthest away from the idling Fire Lord.
Only to hear a grumble of complaint almost immediately after.
âWhy are you so far away?â You can hear the slight agitation, the scrutinizing way he had worded it; and it clicks when you tiredly turn your gaze towards him.
He had expected you to take refuge on himâ Clearly from the way his arms were spaced out more, lap cleared of the book you had spotted when you made your way in.
And if not that, he had cleared away the gathering pile of books on the side closest to you, offering up his shoulder by sliding them away in order to make enough space to accommodate another person.
And you would love to, you really wouldâ If the his body didnât run so, so egregiously hot. If only Zuko was not the groupâs most huggable, portable heaterâ
âZuko,â Youâre too tuckered out from the heat to even think properly at this point. âYouâre too warm.â
âSo?â
Soâ So what? Is he really asking you that?
âItâs too hot to cuddle up to you, oh great Fire LordâŠâ You truly wonder how you even have the strength for sarcasm, given your current predicament. But seriously, Fire and Heat are two words you really donât want to hear right now.
âI donât know if I even wanna cuddle up to you at all nowâŠâ
âAt all? Wonât you get cold at night?â
âIf it even will be coldâŠâ
âAnd if it isnât?â
âThenâ Wonât you be happy? Youâll be safe from being turned into our beautiful, shared heaterâŠâ
And you close your eyes soon after, clambering onto the soft sheets as you fan at yourself and ignore the silenceâ
âI have water.â
Yea? And so do youâ
âItâs iced.â
And before you can even blink; you find yourself settling into the warm Fire Lordâs lap, your head against his chest and his arm around your waist as you take generous sips out of his water canteen, so much so that stray droplets had begun to slide down your chin.
âHave I ever told you how handsome and generous you are, Zuko?â Youâre practically beaming up at him, your head against his shoulder as you pat at a well muscled pec. âOur beautiful Fire Lord with the most gorgeous heart!â
You feel the slight vibrations from his chuckle, his hand sliding up your waist and tracing the thin fabric you had chosen to don; slowly stopping just below your chest.
âAnd has anyone ever told you,â Thereâs warm breath being blown into your ear as your eyes flutter closed at the sensation, the tracing of his fingers that had begun to circle mindless patterns on your body beginning to feel ever more sensitive.
You never knew that the Fire Lord could be so shy, not even as you continue to wash up in the clear water, humming a wordless song as you let the lake stain your skin.
Itâs refreshing.
âAre you sure you donât want to just join, Zuko? Thereâs really no need for you to keep watch.â Youâre rinsing your hair out as you call out to him, trying to comb out the grime and dirt from todayâs adventures.
And your all too stiff companion is making things slightly awkward, as funny as you find this situation to be.
Because⊠That would be odd, wouldnât it? To have to âguard your comrades whilst theyâre in a vulnerable position and unable to defend themselves because theyâre inappropriately clothedâ.
Or so he says.
âNoâ No.â Heâs still streaked in dirt and mud, hair caked in sweat and ash as his ruined upper garb clung to his skin, your own clothes neatly folded as he hid behind a rock, back turned to you.
âIâm more than fine right here.â
âEh? You sound kind of unsure.â The water splashes beneath you as you wade closer to the large formation he had taken cover behind.
âYou really donât have to wait for me to finish.â Because youâre so sure you would take far too long.
But also because youâre maybe just having a little too much fun.
âZuko, is seeing me naked that unbearable?â Thereâs even a pout in your voice, a well-placed whine that made it sound like he was the one at fault.
And thereâs a column of fire that burnt tinges of oranges against the blue of the night sky, your hand going over your mouth to suppress your laugh.
âDonât laugh.â Thereâs a grumbled choke, clearly playing up the grumpiness as you hear the unbuckling of his boots.
âAre you always this forward with men?â
And you hum, elbows resting on the lakeâs bank as you watch the Fire Lord himself slowly step out, eyes still so politely closed as he strips himself of sticky, dirty clothing to reveal the sculpted torso underneath.
âJust you~â
And you continue to marvel as he undoes the tassels by his thighs, the metal dropping heavily onto the ground as he gets ever closerâ Stopping when he feels your hands gently grab at his hands.
And your voice by his ear.
âIâll wash your hair for you, oh handsome Fire Lord~â
And Sokka wants to start praying that he never needs to pee ever again, chanting curses mixed with begs as his feet hurriedly stamp as quietly as they possibly could in placeâ All whilst he desperately hid behind an all too skinny tree.
Who was he to ruin such a sweet moment just because he desperately had to go? Itâs not like itâs his fault that there were no appropriate bathrooms in the forest that would guarantee privacy.
Itâs not rare for Zuko to find a member of this adventuring team suddenly cuddled up to him in the middle of the night.
Itâs cold after all, isnât it? Especially when they have to camp outside without tents, on the cold, hard groundâ In a cave.
The Fire Lord himself is highly aware of how hot his body runs, how warm he was to the touch that it wasnât strange for his friends to suddenly turn him into their portable, huggable heater on these cold, cold nights.
The problem is when you do it.
Cheek pressed against his chest, somehow replacing your thin blanket with his arm and wrapping it around yourself like he was your own comforter. If that wasnât bad enough, you clung to his waist, fingers running down his abs on the days he chose to sleep without a shirtâ Sighing into the crook of his neck as you slept atop of him.
(It was sinisterly cute.)
He tries to be a gentleman about it, tries to ensure that you remain asleep with a hand on your lower back, gently soothing when he attempts to get up for night watch, but you would groanâ Stirring slightly the moment he even chooses to sit up; moaning softly as your eyes squeezeâ And only relaxing when he laid back down.
If it were Sokka or Aang heâd probably pick them up and move them off of him, if it were Katara or Toph heâd try to be as subtle as possible but still be willing to let them rest a little longerâ
But he canât bring himself to wake you. It looks like another night shift will be spent with you in his arms.
Butâ The worst isnât over yet.
âZukooooâŠâ Youâd stir in his arms, still clinging to him like he was your personal, giant pillow as you blearily look up at him through half-lidded eyes. âYouâre awake alreadyâŠ?â
Heâs already been awake. Especially with how you were shifting in his lap and rubbing up against his body with your own.
âGood morning to you too.â Itâs meant to sound that little bit sarcastic with how he had quite literally watched you sleep, to make fun of the way you barely even stirred just because you were held in his embrace.
But with youâ It just comes out so unintentionally soft; especially when heâs treated the sight of your half-lidded, sleepy gaze as your arms go around his neck to bury your face into his chest.
âYouâre so warm, ZukoâŠâ
âMhm.â
And Sokkaâ The third to awaken; has to sit there and witness this before his eyes, has to become the unintentional third-wheeler as his jaw drops and his eyes narrow.
Who wants to watch a couple cuddle and coddle first thing in the morning when you desperately have to pee?
He still canât believe you both arenât dating yet as he ties his blanket around his shoulders, inching away as he grumbles under his breath.
eeeeeeeee high marshal caleb hello fellow baby apples. as much as i love independent and strong mcs i like mine weak and easily giving in
âMy dearest baby sister.â Each enunciation came with an underlying motive, a saccharine sweet lull that makes your body stiffen, makes your throat dryâ And your heart stop.
You know that he would never use that term so sparingly, never would he drop the formalities so quickly, so daringly.
âYou should know that I donât take threats seriously.â
And you do. With all your heart, with every fiber of your very being as your gloved hands ball up, barely hiding the anxiety that courses through you.
Is there even a scenario where you win?
âOf course, High Marshal. But with all due respect, Iââ
âAh, ah.â You can see how his lip had curled up, how the smile on his face had turned all too knowing, as if he had caught you red handed in a lie, as if you were the one who had fallen into his web. âI didnât know my dearest baby sister still held that title so dear.â
You can only watch as his fingers tap against the wooden arms, can only gulp down your words and your wretched feelings as you listen to each.
And. Every. Sound.
âIf thatâs the title you want to be screaming tonight, I donât mind all that much.â His legs cross when he leans back, a grin manifesting on his face when he notices just how downtrodden, just how beaten you were.
10 battleships. If this was all it took for you to be this compliant, this adorable⊠Then maybe he really doesnât need anything else in this Universe.
Nobody will ever compare to you.
âNow why donât we talk conditions for a ceasefire, hm?â Heâs already signalling to his empty lap, the pristine shine of his uniform being the only glint of light in this dark, dark room.
âCaleb, pleaseââ The look in his pretty, pretty eyes stops you. You donât like it, you donât like how he has pushed you into this corner, donât like how you have absolutely nothing to give.
This was your loss, your wrongdoing. How dare you try to overstep your position? How dare you try to mess with the Federation?
How dare you try to ever forget that High Marshal Caleb Xia was your one, your only saviour?
So you donât. You wonât ever forget, wonât ever do anything to make him mad ever again as you grit your teeth and stand up, your dress softly flowing behind you with every step forward you take.
This was your own undoing, your own sin. To indulge in something so rotten was never in your favour, to try and wean off the tree that never stopped giving was your only mistake.
Because Caleb Xia would never let you go. After all, how could any other man ever live up to him?
You can only settle yourself into his embrace, your head against his chest as you follow every heartbeat, listen to rhythm that lulled you so. You feel his touch graze against the silk of your gloves, intertwining your fingers with his before theyâre peeled off to reveal your soft, soft hands.
âGood girl.â Itâs purred into your ear, the hand on your waist squeezing lightly when you donât reply as your overwrought gaze meets his.
âI donât like it when youâre sad, you know?â You feel it when his thumb traces the line of your jaw, know it when his touch finally ends on the tenderness of your lips, cupping your chin as he brings you towards him.
âNow if you donât mind,â His breath is warm against your skin, so close that distance would soon cease to exist.
âSo? Is there a reason you want to be here with me?â
Caleb Xia has many things that he needs to be concerned about when it comes to you. He worries about your health, about your wellbeing, about whether youâve eaten, about your hairâ He worries about you.
âNo.â Your answer comes far too quick, yet drawled out so, so slowly as you bury your face into your favourite pillow known as his chest, hand pawing at his shirt as you pout up at him. âTake this off.â
âSo demanding, arenât you?â You can feel the vibration of his chuckle through his body, can feel how his heart kept beating to that rhythm youâve long familiarized yourself with.
âBut I canât if you keep clinging on like this.â
Heâs right, you know? He canât do anything, canât move all that much with you practically all over him, kissing all over his collarbone, gliding your hands wherever you see fit.
So itâs definitely his fault, you think. Itâs his fault that heâs so squishy and huggable and soft and so, so comfy. Everything, everything was all because of him.
âAhâ Thatâs cold, pipsqueak.â Heâs reacting when your hands slide under his shirt, groping and wandering all over hard muscle as you click your tongue when he reacts just a little bit too much when youâre clearly in the middle of trying to kiss his chest.
âYes, I do love you.â A kiss to your forehead as you let out another huff. âBut I canât take a bath if I canât take off my clothes, darling.â
But he can do his pants first, canât he? So easily sliding them off as you stare up so lovingly up at him, still huddled in his arms as he finally kicks the sweatpant leg off.
âI did, but I still canât do the rest, you know?â Heâs teasing, so sweet even as your hands find the small of his back, tracing the waistband of his boxers and the muscles of his back.
Arenât you at least entitled to watching him bathe?
âI never said you couldnât.â A squeeze of your cheek as his fingers trace your jaw, holding your chin as he turns your gaze towards him. âBut,â
He leans down, pressing his forehead against your own as his gaze becomes half-lidded, a burst of heat within the cosmic twilight of his eyes, grazing warmth following his every move as his hand traced a path down the buttons of your pajama shirt.
âWouldnât you enjoy it more if you joined me?â