proserpina

king lear: cordelia's farewell by edwin austin abbey

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i went crazy in the comments of the fic, sorry (?). btw i’m expecting love, hugs, kisses, reconciliation, flowers, and a marriage in the next chapter, okay? thank you. 🙂

fuck u guillem 🙂

HAHA I LOVE SEEING YOUR COMMENTS ALWAYS SO DONT WORRY! 😭🩷🩷🩷

and yes fuck guillem all day long. all bad things come from madrid.

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uploaded chapter 13! don’t throw tomatoes at me guys…

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chapter 13 inspo . haha . 😃😃😃😃

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heyyyy, do you remember my comment on the last chapter about how you managed to get me to read a long fic again after such a long time? i think that, for the same reason of reading what you write, the fog in my brain is finally starting to clear and i’m actually managing to get out of the writer’s block i’ve been stuck in since february. i’ll say it again: do you have supernatural powers, or are you some kind of cosmic entity? AHHAWHQHQH THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOU DESERVE EVERY GOOD THING THAT COMES YOUR WAY AND MORE.

it got to the point where i genuinely couldn’t see a way out, and i swear i was this close to giving up on writing fics altogether. i still need to work up the courage to open my documents and organize my plots, but i finally feel excited again at the thought of continuing my stories. thank you so, so much again 🫂🤍

this made my DAY, this is so so so sweet and i am so honoured! 😭🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

i am sooo happy and omg to know i contributed a small share makes me GIDDY, i’m not even lying! 😭😭 i am so excited for whatever you’re cooking and would love love love to read it when it drops 🩷

thank you again 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

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often times i lie awake and think of this quote from a tale of two cities by charles dickens

“i wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul.”

possibly one of the most romantic declarations in literature?

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joan trying to find eric’s essence in chapter 12 flashback

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https://www.tumblr.com/carrionicarian/824862533881102336/im-itching-for-chapter-14-so-bad-i-almost-want?source=share

mom i'm scared

mom wants to reassure you that you all will be very happy with chapter 14 (at least i hope so….)

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i’m itching for chapter 14 so bad! i almost want to just get done with ch13 so we can get to the real needle drop in ch14. it’s my favourite chapter i’ve ever written after the eric/dani in ch5 and the 2 song choices for that were decided since the start.

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i just came here to say that i am utterly in love with your writing style and your work! all the references, the flashbacks, just your way of writing? incredible!!

thank you, thank you, i’m honoured 🩷

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spoilers for chapter 12

i had the whole eros/psyche magic kiss that wakes you from slumber which also ties in to the sleeping beauty children’s tale planned from the first chapter 😭 but in a sick and twisted way where the magic kiss doesnt work but they’re only mortals and this is not a child’s folklore so there is no magic at all. :)

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uploaded chapter 12! struggled with it a lot back when i was actually writing it but i had a song decided for this since the very start because it is just so joan POV.

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i’m subscribed to joaric amnesia fic and still refreshing the ao3 page every hour just incase it got updated

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my tumblr feed decided to show this to me today and i had quite the chuckle 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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spoilers for chapter 11 (the chap is already out so all good if you’ve read it)

i really wanna see how other fic writers plan their chapters because every time i have a look at my google doc notes, i feel like nobody other than me could ever decode this confusing mess hahaha. and i’m curious to see if other authors mention proper plot points/moodboards/dialogues they want to incorporate more?

for one of the upcoming chapter, i do have longer notes because there is a VERY important song that has to make an entry and there could be no other song that will make sense so that one is longer but for chapter 11 and earlier, all the notes were like so:

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love doing this thing in my new fic during editing/re-reading when the flashback is the snuggliest comfiest scene ever and the present day is whiplash opening of the most depressed guy you’ve ever seen in your life