Active October 2025

@carrotfat

18+ Minors DNI. Yes I have an ED but i dont want people not already suffering to suffer more :) If my following you makes you uncomfortable feel free to block or let me know and I will unfollow! If you don’t have an ED or are in recovery please block and/or leave this page!Will be here to listen if you wanna talk or vent. HW:227 CW::??? LW:122 UGW:95 27 :: she/her

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prettyp1nkbunny

iwannascoopoutmycheeks

That feeling when you eat way more than you wanted to, but it's not enough to be a binge and it's too much for your personal standards so you just feel shitty

skinnyyyyylegendsworld

ahhh *takes drag off cigarette* how i’ve missed u edtumblr

vroomvroomwee-deactivated202508

Does anyone else feel lonesome?

Not lonely. Not alone. Just... lonesome. Like you don't feel connected to anyone. Like you never feel that you will find anyone that understands you, that will see you truly, let alone someone who will even like you. You see friends everywhere, but you don't see yourself in their place, like that is not for you, like you're not made for that and that's not made for you. You see people having fun and laughing and dancing and getting drunk and falling in love and you just... don't feel that for yourself. Like you're not supposed to have that, like you can't because it's not for you and you're not for it.

Like you're supposed to be seeing all these beautiful things in the world but not experience them yourself. Like you want to experience so much, experience everything, but be overwhelmed by it so you don't do any of it.

Like you want to be everywhere and do everything, but you don't belong anywhere and can't do anything. Like you're not supposed to be here. Not in a self-deprecating way but in an incongruous way. You want to live you want to be alive, but you feel you're not supposed to be. Not here at least, not like this. Just a presence in the world, not an active member of it. Even your body doesn't feel like home, your face isn't a face you recognise, like you're not supposed to have either. Like you're just supposed to be.

Like you're supposed to observe, but not experience.

thatchristiandoll

Real

snappleapples

every time you look in the mirror and hate what you see, just remember—you did that to yourself.

every unhealthy meal, every skipped workout, every time you chose the couch over the treadmill, you were making a choice to stay exactly where you are.

you can keep lying to yourself about 'starting over' on monday, or you can face the harsh reality that your lack of commitment is the only thing holding you back.

if you’re not willing to do the work, then stop complaining about your weight—because it's the result of your own actions.