⁂ k i y a h ⁂

23| black, queer, brain full of mold. she/her

[snake-habitat1]

“do you want to talk about it?”

no, i want to kill myself because of it.

[snake-habitat1]

don’t forget….

[snake-habitat1]

adopted a puppy mill dog, why tf are we on the same antidepressant meds 😭😭

[ciqqy]

I will lock in tomorrow like nobody has ever locked in before

[ciqqy]

[snake-habitat1]

[snake-habitat1]

i feel like hitting myself in the face since no one else has the guts to do it.

i deserve it,

[bisexuel]

[snake-habitat1]

life doesn’t feel worth it anymore. it never did. i convinced myself that there’s more, but i always end up right back in this hole. so what’s the point?

[meowuuusblog]

it annoys me that I love more than I am loved

[snake-habitat1]

i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate myself i hate myself why can’t i be normal

[snake-habitat1]

i hate knowing that no one will ever love me the way i love them.

[snake-habitat1]

i know things are REALLY bad because i haven’t been eating, and usually my vice is binge eating. maybe im making myself go hungry because it’s a constant pain and i need that physical pain.

[snake-habitat1]

i love my boyfriend, but since we started dating all of those awful bpd symptoms started to crop up. i don’t want to, but i might have to breakup with him to find my way out of this hellish loop.

[theharbringerofchaos]

Having abandonment issues really sucks

[snake-habitat1]

lately, whenever i wake up i wish i hadn’t.

[snake-habitat1]

i want to be in a happy relationship but maybe that’s just not for me.

[snake-habitat1]

i want to relapse so bad but there goes 8 months of being clean right down the drain.