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When i was a kid i was genuinely devastated that fnaf or furries werent real and i wish I still had those problems

#weird kid #boy blogger #fnaf #furries

You have to develop a certain level of self hate to truly love Alphys as a character

#undertale #alphys #utdr #vent blog

Why do I feel performative when I make vent art?? It’s so embarrassing and it never ends up meaningful.

#artist #boy blogger #im 14 and this is deep

Im sad

Its about lot of small things and old things and things I dont even know about yet

Why didnt anyone notice

Why didnt anyone do anything

Why didnt they say anything

Im like kris deltarune in the way that im chopped and kinda evil

#kris dreemurr #deltarune #utdr

Idk why im jealous

Idk why im jelly

Idk why im jellyous

#illit #jellyous #still a vent i guess???

Honestly I have a lot of bad thoughts but my fear of consequence and hope for improvement is so prominent I never act on anything so yayyy

But also how do I stop the thoughts

#depression #vent blog #intrusive thoughts #ocd #ftm boyblog

TW

Another thing I hate is that i cant even sh

I hate blood. the thought of it all makes me want to throw up

I once got dizzy over basically a scratch

So yeah idk

#tw s/h mention #tw depressing thoughts #not getting worse?#not getting better either

It feels like every day I find out the things i struggle with are caused by my ADHD. Inability to sleep? ADHD. Outbursts of anger? ADHD. The innate feeling that nobody truly enjoys my presence? Probably ADHD.

#adhd #vent blog

I dont appreciate things enough. I dont appreciate anything enough

I hate being sensitive. I never know if my feelings are justified. Im so easily happy angry or sad. I just want to be normal

I have a reoccurring thought of the hypothetical my friends read my journal

Would I be humiliated or relieved?? Would they pity me or be put off? Would it ever mean anything???????

#journaling #vent blog

Im doing confrontation oh god my heart i cant im gonna explode

tried being vulnerable and completely embarrassed myself

#vent blog #this is depressing

I dont care i dont care i dont care i dont care

What do I do if the one thing I’ve always wanted to do is becoming obsolete?

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