Rat's IF

🏳️‍⚧️(it/its) 18+ Blog for my writing WIPs and an anti-goose zone

[carrsuniverse]

Writing coming eventually, follow my art blog: @hyperfixationinc

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Old pinned post

[hyperfixationinc]

Commission me, I need new tires and I'm about to start taking gigs off Craigslist.

[hyperfixationinc]

acrylic or spray paint?

acrylic

spray paint

Voting ended onMar 28, 2025

[carrsuniverse]

Once more i come to you in my time of need to force you to look at my art and help me decide which one I like more and which one I will submit to competition

[teaboot]

I feel like pirating media that isn’t sold or offered anywhere legally anymore shouldn’t be called piracy. Girl thats archaeology

[carrsuniverse]

I've tried to type this up a few times ever since we last spoke, but I could never bring myself to send anything. I thought I would be disturbing your peace or your process of me ghosting and I didn't want to send anything that was only for the sake of my peace of mind. So, again, I left it to you to reach out first. I told myself if you did, I would type this up again and apologize to you properly. "I'm sorry" just feels a little too hollow, but I am. I should have at least left with a proper goodbye; I was feeling/dealing with a lot and it ended up being easier for me to just disappear and that wasn't fair to you. By the time I realized that, I felt it had already been too long to reach out.

I thought this would be the part I would tell you what I felt, or am feeling, but I don't know if I wanna rehash all of it unless you want to. Like that thing that happened with a former mutual friend. It still hurts, but I don't wanna be angry about it and I don't know if it's even worth bringing up.

There's another thing I want to say, but I'm not sure if I should. It's nothing bad really, I'm just being a coward about it, so I'll be pressing skip.

Moving on to another thing; there was the issue of communication. I usually always left it to you to contact me first and I didn't realize how it might look from your end if your mind worries as much as mine. You always seemed to be dealing with so much and I thought by reaching out, I would be a bother to any peace you might be trying to find and I still think that way unfortunately. Another couple of things is I suppose our… conversational energies? weren't in sync. I held a lot of things in and that ends how it usually does. I think my feelings get pretty intense and I get so caught up in them, I end up not thinking about the other persons feelings. I'm sorry for not thinking about, or considering things from your perspective more. I wanted to get to know you more, and for you to know me, but I think we both might have made that hard. I really am sorry. There's no pressure to respond or resume communication; you just deserve an apology.

Sincerely,

a coward.

Briar I am grabbing you and I am shaking you violently until you realize that you aren't a bother. I adore you, I adore talking to you.

[hyperfixationinc]

And here we end up, about 25 hours later

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January 2025

[carrsuniverse]

This is your reminder I'm alive and to follow my art blog

[hyperfixationinc]

DENY, DEFEND, DEPOSE

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December 2024

[carrsuniverse]

Me when I spend 10 hours printing and cutting headlines like a psychopath

[hyperfixationinc]

[qalamoun]

‘Children of Shatila’ (Lebanon, 1998) film by Mai Masri. In this scene the youth of the Palestinian refugee camp interview an elder with a video camera.

[hyperfixationinc]

Btw

If you want to support my art, you can buy prints/stickers on Redbubble(ew gross yucky ew ew ew)

[annabelle--cane]

look, guys, this may seem ironic coming from a person with Verbose Disease, but I'm about to tell you the secret to winning social media: shutting the fuck up. you have a controversial discourse opinion? shut the fuck up and no one will know. can't participate in a boycott for various reasons? shut the fuck up and no one will know. you think or do something Problematic that has no bearing on anyone but yourself? shut the fuck up and no one will know. you haven't been keeping up on a pressing social issue? shut the fuck up and no one will know. your mind is a wonderful place where you can have all the bad takes in the world and they're all perfectly insulated from everyone and everything unless you try to excise them on a grand scale. you can take the mental L all by yourself without using a public platform as a confession booth and face zero repercussions and it'll be just fine. open up a damn diary and explain yourself there.

[annabelle--cane]

babygirl you wouldn't believe the people I have blocked over this post

[annabelle--cane]

someone called me worse than a fascist for this post

[crushpdf]

Make the most of the next two months

Get all your vaccines

Travel while we have a functioning DOT

Read and buy books on feminism, anti-racism, pro-lgbt

Attend drag shows

Don't skip any of your classes

Read and buy history books

Find your out-of-state networks

Learn to carry cash

Get birth control solutions

Support the Biden/Harris administration

Postpone large purchases and save money

Be careful of what you say online, like un-ambiguous attacks against the incoming administration, especially in spaces that contain your full name or personal information

Feel free to add on.

[buthowboutno]

wow! as a broke college kid, i wish there was a way to access books and movies as well as scientific articles that the new administration isn't necessarily a fan of. man. If only there was a free and trusted vpn ( up to 10 gigs of downloadable data) to use in conjunction with an anonymizing router (also free up to 10 gigs) to safely, er, permanently borrow media in an untraceable way as well as share files. Man, what's that browser that keeps your online activity anonymous? I'm awfully attached to firefox, personally. If only i had a browser extension that would throw a smoke screen over my browsing data while blocking ads at the same time.

what was i talking about? hmm. weird.

[our-trans-punk-experience]

Hey punks!

[cottoncandylesbo]

this isnt apocalyptic the united states has existed and will continue to exist as a fascist hegemony and no matter who the supreme "democratic representative" is, this country exists because of that imperialism. no one who dreams to lead this country would betray that. the president is a fascist. the president is always a fascist. the united states is a global terror. this is not new. do not panic. this has existed for decades. buckle in. give a palestinian or trans person some cash and breathe deep

[hyperfixationinc]

Siobhan McCallen - OC

[carrsuniverse]

It took me over an hour to do that little knife flip animation so now you're going to look at it.

[hyperfixationinc]

Some of the photos I took of the northern lights in Southern Wisconsin

[skittlebits]

Or earlier! Any red state can turn blue if enough voters turn out.

[dear-ao3]

and register for your absentee ballot if you need one

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[carrsuniverse]

you're getting so good at animal portraits so quickly!! It's so impressive!! Have you painted anything besides dogs and cats?

😌 Yes, I am getting good, aren't I?