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Reaching up

My heart has been smashed open and apart revealed inside the inner dark compartments that I damaged sitting in a dim lit apartment Cast to the trash because I wasn't as great as the last Struck and fizzled out like the wasted last match torn from the book but took no time to light the fuse for a blast Always lonely yeah it sucks But I guess I'll be lonely awhile But I'm not stuck Just not sucked into faking a smile Or even pretending to give a fuck I made it now all my old fears seem silly somehow I'm still holding my head up waiting here But I wish for the impossible to appear Lost so much I hurt remaining in life's straining strange current Wishing for the love of ghosts not hearts set at giving up only a percent at most Somehow I still think of you highly Bye bye honey I saw you pass by me Knew the words to the song to put me to tears First few lines you whispered is his ear when you told him you loved him and touched his face put his hands all over your body and wrapped around your waistline while at home I'm stoned wishing for a reason to flatline No matter or mind to the precious artifacts stacked in closet packed I retract the value for its no longer of worth in my mind just orphans to hearts foolish lie why Just why. Sure the fuck don't know Sure the hell did try Knowing all this I still pick apart my mind.

#hurting #writer #poet #lyrical

psych-facts

Politeness has become so rare that people mistake it for flirtation.

Unknown (via carteir)

I deserve more than this sadness.

// orchideves (via orchideves)

actoberspoetry

WHEN ASTRONOMERS WAKE

bohoindiegrunge

#writinglyrics

I am four days no smoking after 11 years I apologize to my body and try again to be a healthy vessel of life.

#nirvanafan #nirvava #piano cover #heart shaped box

carrymetothebetterdays

Winter

it was cold unlike anything this soul had known

something had survived in me and still yet grown

slipped into my mind lately nothing has shown

but still I survive to face the lies in my bones

I carved them slowly into myself when i was afraid to be alone.

But now my fear it resides inside the strength i get from hope

that one day this will all just feel like a dream i had from smoking too much dope.

#poets on tumblr

dovesweet

dovesweet is looking for regular-ish writers!

okay, who are you? i haven’t seen you around before.

dovesweet is a new poetry-based blog aimed at promoting the works of varying poets on Tumblr! you can be ‘established’ or just a beginner. we want words that haven’t been written before, words that challenge and make us shiver.

who can apply?

one: are you a poet?

two: are you willing to have your work reblogged?

if you answered yes to the questions, then you can apply. there are no limits!

sounds great, how do i get involved?

there’s a couple of steps:

reblog this.

tag at least one other writer

if you don’t have one, start adding a signature* to your work

start posting in the #dovesweet tag so we can see it!

*(mod’s signiture is i.m; your signature can be pretty much anything, as long as we can group all of your work into one tag on the blog). if you’ve got any questions about it, just send it in.

is this blog always accepting?

yep! unless an edit is made to the post saying it’s closed, applications are always open! no-one is late or early to this party, friends.

what do we get?

non-permanent writers just get a tag based on their signature, and that’s it. but, if you apply, then you get a spot on the network page and a poem - if you’re willing - in the november chapterbook.

as dovesweet is non for profit, we won’t pay you for writing, but you will fortnightly prompts and monthly promos!

do we need to post every week/month/day/anywhen?

nope! there’s no set schedule for when you need to post in the tag. just post if you want something shared.