a past.

i wear too much glitter, i drink too much alcohol and i enjoy mock meat.

[carvemyarchive]

i can’t remember who i was before you.

[mkwlsn]

[theclassyissue]

word.

[carvemyarchive]

Sunday night I actually went out with my friends and had a fucking great time even though the club was shitty. I also wore bright blue lipstick and didn't give a fuckkkkkk

[shihlun]

[aestatemagazine]

[carvemyarchive]

the dream 😍😍

[eightfivebrand]

[lostboyzlostmxn]

[cfgnx]

[carvemyarchive]

my always and forever guys ❤❤

[carvemyarchive]

these days it’s just a cycle of holding back tears then vomiting.

[ponyo-ghibli]

[carvemyarchive]

I may be fifteen years too late to the party but this film was so magical today. Made my poorly body feel 40% better.

[shencomix]

Recent events.

image / twitter / facebook / patreon

[carvemyarchive]

I've waxed lyrical about how important self care is and I often push this message down others' throats to take it easy and to remember how important their own mental (and physical) health is. Yet here I am, mentally drained and falling further into a hole. Loaded with the flu and feeling heavy while producing mediocre work while attempting to balance everything on this spinning top. I have let people down and something's gotta give. So although I may have whined that it's the thing I didn't want most, I'll just resit in August and give myself some breathing space.

[thebookgirl-helen]

[poetic]

[carvemyarchive]

I thought we knew each other.

You and I The best of friends We met at thirteen Flirted from afar Always there

I lost my flump You grew closer on me Dependant entangled

Others came and went Your familiar scent Your familiar smile Welcomed me back

Alone But never alone I left We drifted

I met him Seventeen and naive You stood silenced Watched

I drowned in others Happiness Contentment Health

It was too much now you’re on my lap my pillow my head

Suffocated Intoxicated Exhausted I can’t do this

All those years I thought we were the best of friends Only now I know: I've never known you like now

[carvemyarchive]

oh tumblr.

I just flicked through the pages of ‘following’ and noticed the community of people I used to interact with several times a day have not posted in 5 months, one year etc. 

I am the same, I wasn’t even logged into tumblr on this computer and couldn’t remember my password but it’s still sort of sad.

A website that was so prominent in my teenage years is now dwindling. It’s like the Fall of MySpace but 4756x worse. 

Shoutout to the girl I bumped into last month though who said she used to follow me on here nonstop for Frank Turner updates.