ivy 𐕣

15 mdd

[cashivy]

INTRO ⛧

15 years old

My name is Ivy (fake name)

I struggle with self h@rm, and mdd/dysthymia

alternative (I listen to most alt genres)

gw: 120-130 lbs

fav artists: Elliott Smith, Alice In Chains, Nirvana, etc

5’5

147 lbs

[bitterswtdvll]

my national anthem istg

[piskopiop]

i believe in unicorns

[fuckingprettybitch]

Tumblr grunge is coming back.

[lovemeanyway7]

[borntodieparadiseedition3]

365 partygirl

[dollscentrose]

[mizzpiggyz]

Not losing weight after days of trying?

That’s how it’s supposed to be!

You didn’t gain all that weight in just a couple days, and you definitely won’t lose it all in just a few days either, be patient!

Stay patient, stay motivated, see results. 🤍

[chloroformgirll]

[lizzygrantakaldr]

🪽⊹ ࣪ ౨ৎ˚₊

[unicornsdust9]

[tinsel-pixies]

Nothing like a hearty breakfast to start this beautiful day <3

plus my nails match with the can :3

[elliesecretssss]

Gosh im so fat its insaaane. And i have no self control, every day i say "okay no meals or one meal" and i end up eating like two three meals like what?!

[dozeanddecay]

how 2 curb feeling hungry after smoking w33d?

Thanks 4 this question😻srry it took me a while to get to this lol and Most importantly* im not saying to do any of this

i didn't really do anything to curb the hungry after smoking other than resist but i instead used weed to get "rid" of my appetite when sober - ive been smoking since i was 15 and im almost 20* (ofc i get hungry just a LOT* less and only really do after i smoke) also always fact check the info being told 2 u <3

So personally where i'm at this point bc i've been smoking for so long that its impacted my appetite, as in when im sober* i have a lot less of an appetite, food is less appealing, i get full easier etc. For a while to achieve this i would only eat when high and i was already* smoking so often. Because munchies felt so powerful and it honestly made the food taste better i didn't really see a problem with starving until i smoked then eating but here's some facts abt the "munchies"*THC binds to receptors in the brain's olfactory bulb and triggers appetite-related hormones which enhances the smell and taste of food. when you get high your brain get tricked into thinking it's 10 times hungrier, sometimes thinking its hungry when its not. Munchies go away!! So a big part is just pushing through and not overthinking it. But like i said i was only eating while high to help get rid of my appetite so after smoking i would try and eat something satisfying and filling and enjoying being high without making it all about food.

I hope this gives you insight and answers ur question- i’m not a professional lol but i just speak to what i’ve experienced and whtvr 😻

[rexxiesdemon]

[occultbooks]

i’m gonna think about this clip every day for the rest of my life. the manhandling. the way house closes his eyes when wilson shoves him. the way he looks up at him. the way he says “i can feel myself repressing all kinds of icky things” while LOOKING UP AT WILSON LIKE THAT. a lot of choices were made here. this show isn’t real.

[cashivy]

I can’t break the streak but the urge is really overwhelming..