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Live life to the fullest because everything else is uncertain. Caspian Klein || 20 || Camper

[casparharkins-blog]

Caspar laughed and reached out to poke Caspian’s dimple, feeling it was only fair after the other got to pinch his cheek. “Glad to hear you say that. Does that mean I’ve secured my spot as your tune time buddy too?”

[caspianklein]

"You've secured a spot as whatever you want to be. Cuddle buddy, tune buddy, anything." Caspian replied seriously before cracking a smile and reaching over to pat the others knee lightly. 

[casparharkins-blog]

Well…dimples are the rainbows of the face. Caspian, you’re like beyond wonderful, trust me. And whoever hurt you was just…the worst person ever to exist. And if you want to give up completely on love, I guess I can’t really stop you, but I think you’ll miss out. Maybe you just need a little more time to recover. Just don’t want you ending up as the lonely guy who’s fourty and still single while everyone else is married and settling down with a family.  But, if that’s what you want, I hope you’ll be happy that way.

[caspianklein]

Dimples are the rainbows of the face, eh? Noted. Thanks Cas, seriously. I know I act all cocky but honestly when it comes down to it, I'm pretty damn insecure with myself. I've tried to recover. It's been two years since this happened, and I still can't imagine myself with anyone and it lasting. Deep down of course it's not what I really want... I just don't want to go through the pain again. Every time I've tried to move on, the guy I try to move on with has given me a reason to doubt love, so I pushed them away.

[casparharkins-blog]

Caspar ducked his head with a grin, cheeks getting slightly pinker when Caspian reached out for a touch. “Whoops. Guess I just wanted an excuse to listen to you sing,” He admitted with a shrug, plucking a few random notes on the guitar.

[caspianklein]

"Sneaky little bastard." He grinned, thumb and pointer finger lightly pinching the others cheek before releasing it. "I forgive you though. Our duet was too amazing for me to stay angry with you."

[casparharkins-blog]

Is it more common to call it cute? Yeah, though I doubt it’ll be. Your embarrassed face is probably filled with dimples and curls and rainbows. Near perfect then. I just…Caspian, I just don’t want you to miss the good guys cause you’re scared of the bad ones, you know? Cause I think it’s worth that risk. Find the right guy and he’ll make you forget there was ever anyone else because he’ll fix you right up and shower you with love.

[caspianklein]

I suppose so. Oh definitely, rainbows fall out of my mouth and eyes. Near perfect is still quite a stretch, mate. I understand what you're saying, but until you've been through what I have, you won't get where I'm coming from. It's just so hard to forget everything and go on with relationships. I can't really explain it... 

[holdenmatthews]

"For a person who’s always warm- I think I’m getting abnormally warm.”

[caspianklein]

"What would you classify as abnormally warm?"

[casparharkins-blog]

"I know, it was awesome," Caspar laughed, nodding. The minute Caspian brought up his blush, his cheeks were turning a dark red. "I— I just get really focused. I forget to be serenaded," He admitted with a small laugh. 

[caspianklein]

Caspian grinned to the other once he saw the other begin to get embarrassed. "Yup! It's just a lovely as I imagined it would be." He stated with a chuckle as he reached up to lightly stroke at his left cheek. "Well, that's no good. You didn't mention that when we planned all of this out."

[casparharkins-blog]

Seriously? Never? That’s a little surprising. Then, I’ll love it all the same. Now, you’re just being silly. There’s no way you weren’t good enough. You’re like…perfect. No, like I know that, I just meant it sounds…sad. I dunno.

[caspianklein]

Never ever. I mean, I guess it's not too common of a thing to say someone's embarrassed face is pretty. Even if it's ugly you'll love it? You sap. Perfect is a stretch, m'not perfect in the slightest, you silly goose. Not sad in my opinion. Seems like a lot better than having a guy who is more likely than not going to break my heart.

[heycalebcarrington-blog]

Hopefully. Don’t think I could last a whole summer without one. Aw, no, you’re totally fine. Besides, camp is a time to lay off the gym and have some fun, right? Hey, I’m Caleb by the way.

[caspianklein]

Exactly what I've been thinking. I've just been way too lazy to go out and actually search for one. I suppose so, yeah. It's still a little disheartening though. I usually go to the gym four times a week back home. Nice to meet you! I'm Caspian.

[casparharkins-blog]

Caspar continued to sing along with the other, eyes drifting down to his guitar every so often to make sure he wasn’t getting the chords all wrong. He looked up at Caspian at the last line and grinned around his words as he saw the other do so. “I just need you now,” They finished together, Caspar strumming the final note. He stayed quiet a beat before breathing, “Wow. We need to do that more often.”

[caspianklein]

"We definitely do. Mate, our voices work perfectly together." He grinned but a frown almost immediately took it's place. "However, I didn't see any blushing or embarrassment on your part, and I'm a bit disappointed by that." His bottom lip jutted out to a slight pout. "I was even giving you the best loving eyes I could."

[casparharkins-blog]

It’s the truth though! Plus, I bet your blush is pretty, so it’s alright. Don’t you think the other guy was the one who was shit in the love department? And how are you gonna have kids without marriage? That sounds pretty difficult.

[caspianklein]

Pretty, eh? Not sure anyone has every told me that. I hope I don't disappoint. What if my blush was actually super ugly looking? It could have been me. Might not have been good enough for him or sommat. There are ways. Adoption with kids who really need a parent. It'll be super difficult but I'm sure I can make it work when the time comes.

[casparharkins-blog]

Caspar shrugged a little. Maybe they could ask to get them washed or something. The camp had to have a laundry room, right? His lips slowly formed a grin as Caspain sang out the first two lines, his voice molding around them and making them completely his own. “And I wonder if I ever cross your mind,” Caspar sang, voice naturally loud and bold, a slight contrast to his personality. “For me it happens all the time.”

[caspianklein]

Caspian couldn't help but blink in surprise at the other male. He definitely didn't expect the other males voice to be so powerful. Once the other finished his part, he had to physically stop himself from applauding in awe. Instead, he just almost missed his next part that the two would sing together. "It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now." He sang out but not after fumbling the first three words. "Said I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without you." He gazed to the other, a small quirk at the side of his lip as they sang together, voices working together better than he ever expected. "I just need you now."

[ohgoshstella-deactivated2015051]

So this is the camp huh? It looks nice, anyway hi there I’m Aaleyah.

[caspianklein]

It is a pretty great place. The summer's are beautiful here, and I bet the winters are even more lovely. I'm Caspian! Nice to meet you, love.

[heycalebcarrington-blog]

So uh…anyone know if there’s a gym here or something?

[caspianklein]

There probably is one someone around here. If you find it, let me know. I'm getting some chub around the middle that really needs to go.

[casparharkins-blog]

Oh well. Only the best for you. But…but don’t you want to like get married at some point? And have kids?

[caspianklein]

You're going to make me blush, Cas. Kids? Oh yeah, definitely. Marriage? Eh... Doesn't sound like the most appealing thing to me. Marriage means love and as you know, I'm shit in the love department.

[casparharkins-blog]

Well first, we’ll have a round where anyone interested just comes in and provides a bit of information about themselves. Then, those who make it to the next round will have to have a short cuddle sesh with you and I need to assess their cuddling skills. Then, you and I can decide together who you think would be some good cuddle buddies. Oh…I’m sorry. I can see where that might make you cynical about it.

[caspianklein]

Sounds like a pretty intense process. Some might not even make it past the first round. Which would be a bit sad, for them anyway. S'not your fault, mate. Some people are just unlucky in the love department. 

[eliiwatson]

Dude, you’re like, one of the least threatening people I’ve ever met. I highly doubt you managed to scare them away. Maybe they just didn’t want to be away from home, y’know, shit happens. I’ve been known to be naughty, I’m pretty okay with it. Oh, totally. I think three’s a good number and if I only ever cuddle with you and Cas, I’d be perfectly happy. Awesome, we should be set to have a pretty stellar time then. Then again, it could be possible that I really enjoy half naked cuddles more than the average dude. I wouldn’t be surprised.

[caspianklein]

Hey, I can be threatening when I want to be. Maybe my long hair scared them off. I suppose. Too bad then, I at least wanted to meet them to say hello. For some reason that doesn't surprise me in the slightest. Can't say I disagree. So long you two are always there for me to cuddle with. I'm quite needy in that aspect you know. Half naked cuddling is the only way to do it, honestly. I get too hot otherwise.

[casparharkins-blog]

"My sheets aren’t gross," Caspar frowned, looking down at the sheets they were sprawled on top of. "Alright…go ahead and then I’ll pick up wherever you leave off," He nodded, a smile slipping on his face as he began to play the opening chords, looking pointedly to Caspian when it was his part to start singing.

[caspianklein]

"They're a bit gross, mate. They're also kinda dusty, like they hadn't bothered to wash the damn things since last summer." His nose scrunched up in distaste as his eyes scanned the sheets below them, knowing his own  were in the same state. Caspian lightly tapped his knee to the beat, his head bobbing along slightly. "Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor.... Reaching for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore." He sang out, voice low and gravely. He looked up to the other with a small smile playing on his lips.