lady death and lord of bloodshed

WELCOME BESTIES!!! freya • 20’s • sideblog; i follow back from thorsodinsonss • just wanted someplace to dump my bi-panic about all things nessian so here we are • enjoy watching me cry love y’all

[positivewitch]

@nessianweek Day Seven: Free Day

[evangeline13]

nesta archeron is the best acotar character and nessian is the best ship

no one can tell me otherwise

[daisybrekker]

Azriel: Please, I sleep with Truth-Teller under my pillow.

Rhys: Weak. I sleep with a sword under mine.

Cassian: *snorts* You're both pathetic.

Rhys: Oh, really? And what killer weapon do you sleep with Mr. Badass?

Cassian: Nesta.

[cassiansnes]

A blink was her only tell of discomfort or surprise—and he may or may not have let his wings spread a bit wider as she looked him over.

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CASSIAN TRYNNA IMPRESS HIS GIRL ALREADY Y’ALL I’M DYING literally a peacock spreading his feathers out to catch a mate istg

also oof her stare i just know he was shaking in his sexy lil boots and i do not blame him

[cassiansnes]

But as soon as she entered the spacious bedroom, bedecked in velvets and silks of varying shades of blue and silver, and shut the oak door a moment later, the heavy, slow posture vanished.

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HER ROOM!!!! I WANT TO LIVE W HER SHE’S SO ICONIC

ALSO CASSIAN IS LITERALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO EVERY FUCKING DETAIL ABOUT HER STYLE CHOICES AND I’M CRYING BC HE’S SO WHIPPED ALREADYYYYY AHHHHH I CAN’T HANDLE THIS

[cassiansnes]

A thinner build than Feyre and Elain— discounting the generous breasts that he glimpsed as Nesta reached the top of the stairs and turned left.

Not that he looked at them. Much.

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a) absolutely bawling screaming losing my fucking MIND because of cassian calling nesta tiddies GENEROUS. what a word. yes king that’s true they are generous, they keep giving and giving to us poor undeserving souls.

b) the way this man understands me. cassian was made and designed for ME specifically. LIKE HE GAVE ME THIS INFORMATION FOR FREE??? FOR FREE???? my king. he’s a gift. he’s a jewel. he’s got his priorities straight i’m so serious

[cassiansnes]

He was focusing hard enough on keeping silent, on keeping his wings tucked in tight so they didn’t rustle anything, that he barely took in the heavy, pale purple gown, simpler than others he’d seen Nesta in, tight enough in the bodice to show off her slim waist, the fitted sleeves displaying her slender arms.

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the way cassian chooses to phrase his words oh my fuck????? like analyzing and appreciating nesta’s outfits seems to be such a regular thing for him already even though this is only their second time seeing each other i’m so obsessed with him

[cassiansnes]

So when he knocked on the front door, it was a matter of a heartbeat before it was yanked open.

The sharp movement told him which sister had been waiting.

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ME & CASSIAN BOTH:

[cassiansnes]

The thought sent him into a swift, near-reckless dive for the green-roofed estate, his magic’s cloaking rendering him little more than a fell wind and a hollow boom of wings.

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okay no but cassian’s wings must have to be fucking huge to make a boom sound????

[cassiansnes]

He’d left their first encounter here not entirely sure where he’d stood, or who’d had the upper hand. And, Mother damn him, in the past few weeks, he’d found himself turning over every word and look he’d exchanged with her, over and over.

None of it had been pleasant, every syllable from her mouth barbed and vicious, and . . . Cassian huffed a breath, hot tendrils ripping away in the wind. He couldn’t tell what was worse: that he’d thought so much about it, or that he’d run here so damn fast.

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cassian, sweetie…

[cassiansnes]

taking a brief pause from acomaf to read the main feature, the main bitch, THE MOMENT, WINGS AND EMBERS bc acomaf fucking dragging its ass going on for ages and i can’t wait till the end to get my hit of nessian feels and also i’m currently at the best place in acomaf to do stop and read so 💞

[cassiansnes]

Cassian started to object again, but Rhys said quietly, “I will need you—not Amren—in the human realm. …”

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I’d had one break from Cassian’s brutal training— just one morning, when he’d flown to the human realm to see if my sisters had heard from the queens and deliver another letter from Rhys to be sent to them.

I assumed seeing Nesta went about as poorly as could be imagined, because my lesson the following morning was longer and harder than it’d been in previous days. I’d asked what, exactly, Nesta had said to him to get under his skin so easily. But Cassian had only snarled and told me to mind my own business, and that my family was full of bossy, know-it-all females.

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omg OMG WINGS AND EMBERS FUCKING FINALLY BITCHHH i’m SPRINTING LES GOOOOO

[cassiansnes]

Amren just continued cleaning her nails—with a tiny bone, I realized. “Touch me, Cassian, and I’ll remove your favorite part. Small as it might be.”

He let out a low chuckle.

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ohmygod HE DIDN’T EVEN FULL OUT LAUGH…..that was a chuckle A CHUCKLE A FUCKING CHUCKLE…???

…it’s a monster isn’t it? a straight up kitty killer?

[cassiansnes]

Cassian had flown off to join him (aka azzie baybee) the moment we returned. He’d given Nesta a mocking bow, and she’d given him a vulgar gesture I hadn’t realized she knew how to make.

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she….she flipped him off I’M SO OBSESSED HOLY FUCOEHAIDAOUSOSIAOSJAOISOAOA they’re perfect angels and i will protect them with everything i have

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Cassian had merely laughed, his eyes snaking over Nesta’s ice-blue gown with a predatory intent that, given her hiss of rage, he knew would set her spitting. Then he was gone, leaving my sister on the broad doorstep, her brown-gold hair ruffled by the chill wind stirred by his mighty wings.

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cassian is me i am cassian, nesta is yum and we have fallen in love.

:&)&:&;&/@:/9 SHE FUCKING HISSED i would genuinely cry, scream, and faint CASSIAN HANDLES THIS SO MUCH BETTER THAN I COULD

[cassiansnes]

nesta SO SEXY for entirely ignoring cassian’s whole presence and existence after he said his first words to her that was literally out of this world extraordinarily hot of her he’s lucky he survived idk how he did it fr my heart would’ve stopped beating and i would’ve just straight up collapsed at the spot cassian a whole trooper why lie

[cassiansnes]

absolutely out of this world beautiful, poetic, amazing, magnificent, heavenly, divine, unbelievable, extraordinary, written in the stars kinda shit that nessian pissed each other tf off right from their first interaction. i think that this is genuinely the best part of the acotar series so far. up until now nothing has hit me with the ~feelings~ the way these two sadistic assholes have and i am honestly having the fucking time of my life reading acomaf now. NESSIAN DID FOR ME WHAT THE IC AND FEYSAND COULDN’T DO

[cassiansnes]

NESSIAN IS ✨ART✨ pt. 1

Nesta didn’t bat an eyelash as she studied the handsome features, the muscled torso. Then turned to me. Dismissing him entirely.

Cassian’s face went almost feral. A wolf who had been circling a doe ... only to find a mountain cat wearing its hide instead.

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that was so hot. that was so hot i collapsed. currently dehydrated as shit rn bc of these two fuckers.

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I could almost taste her pride roiling in her veins, barking to not back down.

Cassian, damn him, gave her a taunting grin.

But Nesta merely hissed, “Fine.” And went back to eating.

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baby cass is such a little shit djdkskdks ugh i love them i am so mentally unstable rn they are literally fucking with my mind. their POWER, lord have mercyyy

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Cassian watched every bite she took, every bob of her throat as she swallowed. … Cassian tore his relentless attention from Nesta long enough to nod his agreement.

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HE’S SO REAL!!!!

SAME BESTIE WE SHARE THE SAME MIND SAME THOTS SAME THIRSTS. I WOULD ALSO GIVE MY EVERY WAKING MOMENT’S WORTH OF ATTENTION TO ONE MISS NESTA ARCHERON AND HER FINE ASS FACE

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“If the queens do come here,” she added, casting a frozen glare at Cassian …

Nesta went on, utterly unimpressed by any of us. …

Nesta just rose to her feet, a slim pillar of steel, and said to no one in particular, “If we’re done eating, then this meal is over.”

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*ritually chants* top me top me top me top me

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BONUS FROM OUR RESIDENT ANNOYING LIL HIGH LORD AND BESTIE FEYREKINS

“It’s been a few centuries since someone got under Cassian’s skin that easily. Too bad they’re both inclined to kill the other.”

Part of me shuddered at the havoc the two would wreak if they decided to stop fighting. …

I’m watching Cassian and Nesta get into it again over their tea. …

…half paying attention to my eldest sister and the Illyrian warrior’s sparring.

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tbh i hope they never stop bc it’s hot and reading about angry bitchy nesta is sexyyyy sorry. ALSO feysand totally ships the fuck out of nessian as they should.