[cassyandthevoidz]

Just one last thing lol I feel like my boyfriend is lying to himself about his sentiments for me just because I’m « nice » and lol fuck it’s just like endless sunshine isn’t it

[cassyandthevoidz]

Lol anyway I’ll go to sleep Lolol

[cassyandthevoidz]

Not that 10/10 namean :)

[cassyandthevoidz]

No but I’ve actually been having a lot of doubts lately and it’s upsetting honestly but like hey whatcha gonna do y’a know!!!!

[cassyandthevoidz]

Nah but if my boyfriend doesn’t propose at some point despite the fact that we’ve discussed marriage many times I won’t continue lol sorry that’s just who I am Lolol

[cassyandthevoidz]

Lol u ever just happy in ur relationship and start to see all the happy couples who got engaged and married and ur just like oh lol :))))

[cassyandthevoidz]

Instead of acting like I’m a minority in the bi community because I’m in a hetero relationship—am absolutely absurd argument I saw on Twitter the other day—I do wish that I knew how to process my sexuality, that I really fully discovered just before getting in a relationship with my boyfriend—someone who I imagine spending my life with. Even though I am happy and satisfied in this relationship (problems are generally due to my own fears of abandonment), I worry that I’ve missed out since I’ve never actually been with a girl. I don’t want to rupture this great relationship just to have this experience, but I wish I knew how to process my emotions connected to my sexuality. Maybe this will be a thesis topic one day, or maybe this has already been done, who knows.

[tarje]

[hanari502]

I’m a simple woman. I find a song I like, I listen to it for three weeks uninterrupted until I find another one.

[cassyandthevoidz]

And it’s really hard being in a relationship. I don’t know if this is what I want, I don’t know if my boyfriend is absolutely honest with me, I often doubt he is. We have our plans to move to Canada and his parents don’t approve, and he claims he does while I feel like he hasn’t actually reflected on it. He’s lived with his family his entire life and all of a sudden he’s going to be ready to move to another country--in another continent? And there are things about him that bother me like not listening to me and not loving me the way I want to be loved. And yet I feel so comfortable with him, I can truly be myself, and my heart is so attached to him I just don’t want to let him go. It’s fucking rough, all this shit, and the added complexity of being from different cultures doesn’t help.

[cassyandthevoidz]

I’m so fucking jealous of people who are able to function fully without the weight of depression. I don’t have any disdain whatsoever for them, I wish I could feel the same. I hate this, I hate not knowing what to do to change it, I hate not being able to maintain meaningful relationships, second guessing everything, waking up and not knowing how I’m going to feel. I hate this. I’m neck-deep in this shit and I have no idea how to get out. I wish I knew how to feel better. I wish it were simple.

[cassyandthevoidz]

Lol fuck Twitter this is so dumb

[anxietyproblem]

[hilarioushumorfromouterspace]

[totalariana]

I’m such a fan of low soft lighting like turn off that room light and turn on a lamp bitch

[cassyandthevoidz]

FUCK I SHOULDVE HAD MORE THAN 2 BEERS NOW IM ANNOYED AND MY HANDS SMELL LIKE DOG :(

[cassyandthevoidz]

Sorry but all signs say kill myself lol today fucking sucks