Oh god im back

i used to use tumblr many moons ago and now i am back again hi everyone. Im 22, i draw a lot, play bass, sing a lil, and all around just wanna have a good time :)

[kem-1]

Well i wanted to share a little fanart of Black Sapphire Cookie from Crk

💞🥹👉👈

[cat-dot-exe]

getting a little personal

I had a whole big description that i copy/pasted on insta and tiktok but it already cleared out of my clipboard so idccccc

its been a rough ass year, ive mostly only mentioned that here but its my terrible mental state and i get to make art about it

have a good evening yall, remember to always take care of yourself. brain health and hormonal health are so important

[cat-dot-exe]

A little comic i made to try out a new style (and practice proper paneling)

[deepestbear-phantom]

OW THE BRICKS!

[chand-sitara]

Bricks were so good quality that It broke my bones and rattled me to my core

also the fact that both are depreciating themselves is attacking me and holding me hostage until I cry

Black sapphire: Im a filthy no good liar, Ive failed you and failed to save you

Fount of knowledge: Dont waste your tears on me, Im not worth it. dont waste your energy.

[deepestbear-phantom]

Oh okay thanks for the added bricks-

[chand-sitara]

okay...

have some more!!!!

Considering that bsc says that the fount told him not to cry, this implies that the fount KNEW this was gonna happen and prepared for it.

also the fact that the crowd just left after executing him means that no one cared for the fount enough to even clean up the mess or bury the body.

He wasn't worth the trouble for them to do that. He probably thinks that too considering how unbothered he is. He is too tired.

also considering that bsc was warned before hand, from his pov he was practically seeing the fount before the execution in his final moments: Tired. He probably thought that those stressful days were his last with the fount and they were spent emotionally preparing himself for the fount's end.

also he just closed off his emotions in the last panel and that WILL affect him negatively. also it implied he is afraid and closing off his emotions to not feel any pain regarding the situation anymore.

Also bsc probably went to just take the fount's body after the killing because he was probably sure that they wouldnt care enough to give him a burial or anything of the sort so in his eyes someone he cared about was just...discarded once the crowd wasnt amused anymore.

(tbh i probably worded this terribly and kind of went off the trail but ehhhh )

[cat-dot-exe]

OK FIRST OF ALL????? ???????!!???!?!??! THANK YOU????? AN ANALYSIS OF MY OWN COMIC IS SO COOL TO SEE AS SOMEONE WHO OBSESSIVELY ANALYZES MEDIA OMG IM SO HONORED THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

SECOND OF ALL!!! ONE MORE BRICK!!!!!

Sapph had an inkling of knowledge that fount was going to be executed. the only difference for what i had in mind while writing it (and i dont blame you at all for not noticing as it wasnt mentioned properly LMAOO) was that sapph was also apprehended. he was being held against his will while the fount was being executed (maybe with plans to execute sapph next as well) but he managed to break out and was hoping he got out in time to save fount.

he didn’t, obviously. hence the “I was far too late” line :D

[cat-dot-exe]

A little comic i made to try out a new style (and practice proper paneling)

[gayvampyr]

are you squeamish about needles?

yes

yes but only shots/injections (not IVs)

yes but only of IVs (not injections)

no

nuance

Voting ended onMay 23

[cat-dot-exe]

Hail, Mary, full of grace…

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

this and also there’s something very beautiful about watching in progress fics grow. shout out to in progress fics <3

[wishful-seeker]

I would like to see more people talk about how jobs treat disabled employees.

I used to prep, wash dishes, and cook at mellow mushroom. I had chronic pain that wasn't NEARLY as bad as it is today, but it was still very debilitating. I told my employer "i cannot stand more than 4 to 6 hours. I CANNOT do shifts longer than this due to my illness." And even though i made my boundaries VERY clear, everyday i worked it was 8 hours at the least and 10 or 12 at the most. I would go up to my manager and say "look i really need to leave, my shift is over, my chronic pain is killing me." And he'd say "we really need to here, you HAVE to push through." And so i did, and after one, ONE month of that job my crps got incredibly worse to the point where i could no longer walk my dog around the block which was .5 miles. I quit, and that was FOUR years ago, and ever since that day I HAVE BEEN BEDRIDDEN AND HAVE TO USE A WHEELCHAIR. It is my biggest regret in life.

My best friend who has seen my whole journey has recently developed undiagnosed chronic pain, and she is in the EXACT same scenario i was 4 years ago. Busting her ass at a pizza place with extreme pain that hurts her so much she tells me "im in so much pain i don't even feel like a person." She doesn't feel LUCID. And her manager and coworkers are saying the same thing "if you don't help us you will let us down, we'll be in the shit."

That job thats hurting you isn't fucking worth it. I promise you no money is worth losing all your physical abilities and never getting them back. Your coworkers and boss do not give a shit about you, so don't you dare suffer for them. They will never understand your struggle and they will never try. They truly think being understaffed is worse than whatever pain you experience. They would rather you permanently damage yourself than inconvenience them. FUCK THEM. DON'T FUCKING DO IT!

[wishful-seeker]

I see people outing their shitty companies they worked at in the reblogs and I just want to say KEEP DOING IT

[emryses]

listen to me. this is my final message to you. when you are at your lowest a fictional guy will come to you and when that happens you must start putting them in situations. this is the meaning of life.

[cat-dot-exe]

Hi yes I am Very Normal about them.

Go read Within A Spectroscopic Binary NEOW‼️‼️‼️‼️

[shadowen]

This is an anti-despair checkpoint! You must share something you're looking forward to before scrolling on.

[rjfreckle3]

The way he's surprised that "I" wanted to help with his work

Then he acts like nothing happened 😐

He sounds so happy here 🥹:

[cat-dot-exe]

I’ve been thoroughly enjoying Tomodachi life

im the target audience for this specifically its been so funny

[pureshadough]

i think their dynamic would be something like this

[cat-dot-exe]

some atwas art that i forgot to post last week ❤️

did this at my computer! its been a while since i sat down at my desk to draw for myself lol

I know its not a whoooleee lot?? but i really wanted to play around with the moondrop design, hes so pretty 🥹 i kept the colors the same because if the kids were able to be fooled by healer cookie, then “black sapphire with a different hair style and kinder eyes” probably wouldn’t stick out to them much LMFAO

also a tiny drawing from my fic!! Any Fool can See :)) i wanna scribble out more scenes (i actually turned a later, planned scene into a comic months ago but id have to go dig it up)

really wanna draw out the stupid “shadow milk vs elder custard” scene too. miserable old men yelling at each other…

[claranoctis]

Made this drawing when I've read that CApple imitates people she likes and that her wings are fake!! It's SO CUTE... I love her so much...

I adore deceitlings but that's exactly why I can't bring myself to read the latest chapters. Guess I'll be drifting into delululand with CRK for now and refrain from engaging with the official content... haha...

[molabuddy]

i Really love when two characters are really quite similar but in such a way that they just hate eachother onsight.. dog barking at a mirror type beef