[catb0nes]

hey hey, yall can call me Spence! I'm 23, British and I go by he/him pronouns. im also super disabled lol 🤪

Ik it's also in my blog header but I'm just gonna make sure to warn you now that this blog DOES contain eating disorder content, so PLEASE be careful if you wish to view it!!! I am very much pro-recovery, I just seem to bounce back and forth between recovery and relapse like I'm on a trampoline 😭 not gonna share my weight anymore it was making me wanna die lol

DNI: general DNI criteria, under 16, pro ana, fatphobic

backup: @bonycatboy twt: catboyb0nes insta: catboybones

[flcriidakiloss]

The hungrier you are, the more f@t you burn

[nona-butterfly]

Things im doing from now on when im cr@ving

brush teeth/oil pulling

skincare

nailcare

drink water

shave/wax hair

exercise

read

clean/declutter

scrapbooking

any productivity

make a post

chores

tape measure/b0dy ch3ck1ng

[thinjade]

It’s something about watching the number get lower that makes the hunger go away, How it becomes so addicting I’ll risk myself long term damage and even death just to keep feeling that high, How I would ruin my entire life and relationships just to have that feeling of my body getting smaller and smaller until I am forced to be put far from where loved ones could see me rot little by little. I watch my hair fall, and hear my bones cry, my stomach groan yet I don’t give in. I just feel so alive like this, so happy, so in control,

I never want to get better.

- a little poem made my me

[konoko]

[kittvyxo]

it’s so relatable

[sk1nnyplss4]

!!!!!!

[fawne-deactivated20231002]

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⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗀𝖺𝗂𝗇.  

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗀𝗈𝖺𝗅𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝖺𝖼𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗉𝗅𝗂𝗌𝗁 — 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝖽.

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[sp4rkelvomit]

me searching up how many kcals r in one blueberry like

[stardust-crafted-corpse-deactiv]

I wish I could loose 80 pounds overnight

[oatmilkylatte]

[s4dstr4wberry]

During a binging phase: casually eats 3k for breakfast, unphased, unbothered, still hungry, barely any physical discomfort

During a restriction phase: scared of drinking water, has to count gum calories, thinks smelling food will make me gain weight

[copingiguess-deactivated2023082]

There is no such thing as giving yourself anorexia. If you feel such an intense need to lose weight that you're looking up tips on how to be anorexic it got you.

[catb0nes]

talking my husband down from a relapse in the middle of my own 😭

[catb0nes]

considering liquid fasting from now till tuesday afternoon so i can eat out w my bf and not have to worry (as much) abt calories...

[catb0nes]

i fainted on the train.

[catb0nes]

considering liquid fasting from now till tuesday afternoon so i can eat out w my bf and not have to worry (as much) abt calories...

[catb0nes]

i wanna purge so fucking bad rn

[catb0nes]

i burned off half what i ate which is technically purging i think? i feel a little better at least

[catb0nes]

did another workout w my bf so thats 310cals burned!!

[catb0nes]

i wanna purge so fucking bad rn

[catb0nes]

i burned off half what i ate which is technically purging i think? i feel a little better at least