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i wonder what fucking nightmare o will get. it better not be incest again can it not be it again i’m so fucking sick of it. i rather deal with a million of the “oh my hod i didn’t work on my essay that’s due tomorrow and is my finale”

#delete later #i feel nauseous #i’m a disgusting creature #yes i cant control my nightmares of course #but its always how it happens.#my brain makes me out to be a whore #fuck uouuuuuu

i want to beat myself up but also what would i gain from doing that. on one hand it’s the only thing i can control at the moment but also self destructing seems fun too. then the high of it will ware off and i would have to clean. everything. nightmares again i guess.

#text #selfish selfish selfish #but am i selfish?#i don’t know #i think my therapist isn’t good neither #or maybe they are #i requested a check in through text and they sent me the messsge and i replied and #no response back #they have me a response back one time #ive requested text check ins a couple of times but sometimes i don’t even get that prompt #im just constantly at a state of ‘i have to be patient the people will fix themselves’ but it never happens #im just perpetuating stuck in a circle of #whatever

th0rns

foggy forest

#gifs #F-3 #weather

charseraph

#gorgeous perspective…#always love to see your line work…#others art

ilovecats4ever

welcome to the future

#THATS THE EGG OOMF WAS OBSESSED WITH OHMY GOD OGHJYN FHPH HEJ #general

i want to sob

Rainy evening

@paradoxbeta Devotion

#smooth and beautiful #tragic.#fuck. and i know that metaphor must go so hard too.#2nd piece is my favorite out of the set #love THAT so much

artboyboogie

ohhhhhgggh my pirates #mypirates

oathbreaker

gilly i drew for my friend!

#others art

it’s almost been a month since dealing with the aftermath of just. stupid body functions. makes me want to rip my head off omg. and it’s starting again man!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ENJOYED MY TWO WEEKS OF BEING NORMAL

#text #it’s not the actual process that’s the problem. it’s the weeks in preparation.#i fucking hate my sensitivity to fluntuating hormones.

do you want htis cake i want it do you want this cake i ant it do you want this cake i want it

#shitty ms paint doodle time yay #tadc gangle #my fucking flan that i didnt get to fucking eat

caterpillarleafs

#f-3 is a beautiful name for a baby warseedlet #<- prev #hehehe… giggles #thank uou ∠( ᐛ 」∠)＿

omegaversereloaded

The other day i was getting rizzd the fuck upp by the crunchy latino cashier at trader joes. Just having a blast. Then the whole vibe changed when my card declined .

segamascott

but i believe aang can save the world

#i dont think you can call latinos crunchy #general

it’s honestly a miracle that i still get up and try my best to get to work on time. that i work until my shift is over. Knock on wood of course

#text

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