lowk, i think the reason why am so intimate with some friends is bcuz i cant fall in love (cupioromantic), so i seek out similarities to romance through friendship... and it doesn't have to be something exactly romantic, just something common in relationships, like, yes, let's hold hands, kiss, refer to our hang outs as dates, stay up late talking to each other about stupid shit through text or on call, talk about living together in the future, call each other pet names, cuddle/be clingy, say we love each other, even refer to each other as lovers, dude, i really don't care if the other person worries if they're being too weird, no, no, it's okaaayy!!🥹 i do worry if am making the other uncomfortable or being too much, though, but am too scared to ask, "is this uncomfortable?" bcuz what if they get too scared to be honest and just lie, and then i continue to make them uncomfortable without knowing, omg, no💔 i love my friends, guys, they're all so cutie🥺🥺🥺🥺NOW I MISS THEM, URHGHHGHGH