[toebeens]

Come one, come all, and see the worlds most cursed person on the planet! That’s me trying to make light of this situation so an update for those who’ve seen my previous post, and apologies for not updating sooner.

I was administered to the hospital after passing out at work about a week ago. Apparently an issue with my iron and blood sugar was very low. Could be part of my mediations but have a follow up in a few days to have testing done. After being sent home, I had a sore throat the following day and the day after I wound up with awful tonsillitis, a sinus infection, and an ear infection. I was having issues breathing and was aspirating a ton trying to sleep, so they prescribed me antibiotics, a steroid and a breathing treatment/inhaler. Well… it just kept getting worse. I started getting profusely sick out of nowhere and couldnt keep food/water/my medication down, and nausea was so bad I was up two nights straight. My friend stopped by to check on me and insisted I go back to the hospital. First they gave me zofran for the nausea (what they give chemo patients) and they had to up me to ciproflaxin (used to treat anthrax because of how strong the antibiotic is) instead of my old one. After 5 days on it, I FINALLY feel better, and today is my first day back at work!

Cherry on top? First time I got profusely sick, while running to the toilet I wound up somehow dropping/chucking my phone and the screen broke and went black entirely. Thankfully I have a work phone and finally got corporate to allow me to download tumblr on here and FINALLY able to update. So with all of that said I cannot WAIT for this year to be over (come on burning goat, burn away all the evil bs for a smoother 2022, yuck).

Lastly, I’m sure many of you know, but my mom and dad died and I have no remaining family. I know it’s so close to Christmas so a lot of you are probably strapped, but if there’s any way you could reblog this or donate even a small amount it all adds up. I desperately need to fix my phone screen as I need that phone to verify myself at work for each application. I also missed 9 days of work so my check is going to be awful. I also will need help with either rent or heart medication and/or my phone bill. before I get paid again since this next check is going to be awful and only have a day and a half on it.

Again I know it’s the holidays, so I’m praying for a Christmas Miracle!!! My PayPal is paypal.me/jpd05, or you can message me on here for my Zelle info or my KoFi info. Of course reblogs are essential and SO appreciated, and again every small amount helps. I desperately need a miracle here. I’ll update as often as I can with any donations

December 20th, 2:45pm EST:

$0/$1100

[toebeens]

Dec 26th, 6:15pm EST

$1188/$1465

I hope for everyone who celebrates that they had a wonderful Christmas. This one was hard to say the least, and I was… no fun to be around for Antoine so tried my best to just sleep as much as I could. I knew it wasn’t going to be easy without mom or dad but I still wasn’t prepared. Anyway, of course with my life, my car will not be in until at least January 17th (though they are helping with an extra months payment because of it) but I’ll need to extend my rental by about 2 and a half weeks. I added the addition I would need if by some Christmas miracle this can be worked out. Thank you to all for your wonderful kind words, messages, reblogs, and of course donations. You have all been so incredibly kind. Can’t wait for this new year, I am so ready for it.

[toebeens]

Dec 26th 9:40pm EST

$1238/$1465

Thank you the person who donated. Only about $200 away from being okay and finally able to hopefully get by. Cannot wait for this year to be over. It’s been so much. Thank you again for everyone help.

[toebeens]

Dec 27th 10:20amEST

$1248/$1465

Just a quick update. Afraid to tag this with all the blocked tags.

[toebeens]

Dec 28th 2:00pm EST

$1298/$1465

Very close to my goal, thank you all so so much. I hope everyone’s holidays were bright and filled with love and laughter. I’m afraid to tag this in any way due to the iOS updates, but reblogs and donations of any amount are always very much appreciated.

[falseknees]

Favourite Colour (2020)

[mleprae]

Here's a reminder to kill this fucker with no hesitation if you see them!

[empidonax]

For context: this is a spotted lanternfly, it is highly invasive in the US, and causes damage to crops and plants. If you see them please report the sighting here and kill on sight.

[mleprae]

More info

[great-and-small]

This species is a huge threat to ecosystems all over the United States. I hate to kill a bug but if I see this species I’ll do it quickly and humanely as possible, and report the sighting to the proper authorities! Here are some tips from the USDA on how to help minimize lanternfly infestation

[girl4music]

Humans are a huge threat to the ecosystem. Why are we allowed to live and the lanternfly can't?

Nature doesn't do double-standards.

[confusedguytoo]

because we can notice and change our behavior, and we can actively use the space at least, if we don’t.  Lanternfly’s can’t.  Invasive species can mess things yp

[girl4music]

@confusedguytoo

We say lanternflies can't.

We say most species can't.

Because we've always made ourselves the more intelligent or more civilised species. Yet our species has a problem with getting along with nature. Something most other species dont have. Oh, yeah, humanity is so very sophisticated. We're on top because we say it so. Everything is below us. 🙄

[queenrecluse-deactivated2025062]

i am going to kill every plant, animal, and human i see from now on

[mleprae]

did you guys read the fucking part where this thing is killing the food source of other animals as well and possibly killing thousands of trees or what, humans have been here for 15,000 years this mfer has been on usa for  7 years PLEASE use your brain, the ecosystem there is no prepared to deal with a new threat

[zooophagous]

Lol I love it when people bring up invasive species to whine about humans being the REAL EVIL and leave that emerald ash borer alone you monster when what do you thin causes invasive species to proliferate?

Humans do! Invasive species are largely because humans fucked up again! The invasive cat/rat/bug/fungi is just another facet of the human activity you hate! If you want to clean up human mistakes for real that DOES INVOLVE also cleaning up the cute or pretty mistakes. We made the mess and for everyone's good we have to fix it dammit. Does it seem unfair?

It is! Does it excuse what has to be done?

It does not! You're gonna have to come to grips with the fact that a healthy ecosystem has a lot of death in it

[mysharona1987]

This is why fat shaming can have tragic consequences.

[xvnot15]

My policy for the past couple of years is to go into the Doctor and state my symptoms. Then tell the Doctor. “STOP”  “I want your diagnosis and treatnment options for someone weighing 135 pounds.”  When they try to argue and immediately START with weight, I firmly reiterate they are to diagnose me as if I were 135 pounds. Eventually most grudgingly will think about it and answer me. I’ll allow them then to “triumphantly” go on to dismiss their previous diagnosis and pin everything on my weight. 

Then I point out I have been the same weight for 15 years and these symptoms are sudden and new. My weight is no factor in that. Give me the tests and treatment you first mentioned.

This is how they discovered a large fibroid that needed to be removed. From stories I’ve heard from others, if I hadn’t approached it this way it might have taken me years of pain and discomfort before they might have finally discovered the fibroid and treated it.

Just remember;

DEMAND A DIAGNOSIS FOR THE SAME SYMPTOMS FOR A PERFECT BMI FOR YOUR HEIGHT FIRST!!!

[toastbutteregg]

SO COLORFUL

it fascinates me that theres (probably) billions of species left undiscovered

[zoreta]

Here is an adult :)

The black-backed dwarf kingfisher is also very pretty!

[etchif]

[astonishedowl]

[aroloverboy]

This Pride, don’t forget about us

ID: “This Pride remember to respect all trans people : Trans women who don’t shave with a drawing of a woman whit a yellow and pink beard, trans men who don’t bind, masculine trans women and feminine trans men with a drawing of a trans woman with short pink hair wearing a yellow baseball T-shirt holding hands with a trans man with a yellow crop top and short curly blue hair, fat trans people with the drawing of a fat trans woman with short white hair, dark skin and a pink cropped top, disabled trans people with a drawing of a wheelchair and a walking cane in the color of the trans flag, neurodivergent trans people with the symbol of the autistic community, trans people who are sex worker with a drawing of blue bra and pink underwear, poor trans people who can’t afford transition, trans people who aren’t out yet with a drawing of a closed door, trans people who don’t plan on transitioning, black trans people with a black fist holding a trans flag, and any trans people who isn’t white with multiple hands of different skin tones, muslim trans people with a drawing of someone wearing a hijab in the color of the trans flag, jewish trans people with a drawing of someone wearing a white shirt and a kippah in the color of the trans flag, non binary people even those who don’t identify as trans with the non binary flag, those whose identity you might not understand with the genderfluid flag, the agender flag, the demi gender flag and the genderqueer flag, trans people who don’t pass and don’t want to with a drawing of a trans woman with a beard and dark skin raising her fist, every pronouns with dialog box in which are different sets of pronouns, trans people of every identity with the gay flag, the lesbian flag, the ace flag, the bi flag, the pan flag and the aro flag, every trans person is beautiful and deserving of so much love so don’t forget the T.” End ID

P.S. : can someone tell me if I did the image description right cuz I have no idea

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

yo. not sure who needs to hear this but your sexuality is still valid even if you haven’t dated anyone.

[phosphorescence7991]

Also gonna show off the last couple sets of pride stickers I made in case they’re more your speed THey’re all avaible in stickers and other products on my redbubble Here (potions) and here (blobs)

[lissagreenleafholmes]

I made some Gallifreyan pride icons :)

[auckie]

People on here are so deranged like you’re always talking about a vampire or goth butch girlfriend but never about mermaids like. Pull your head out of your ass and get realistic about things ok? Remember fairies and lily pads? Yeah. Didn’t think so.

[auckie]

Sorry I’ve been watching Barbie farietopia movies and got unreasonably angry about the idea of a vampire hurting Barbie or her fairy friends from the movie. And Since you all love your stupid demons and devils so much. I just conflated the two and posted. You know how it is when I post.

[cathartic-roses]

Ello just passing spreading love ❤️🍓💋

This is so sweet omg

[battinson4ever]

so fucked up that like actually going to bed earlier and exercising and eating well and being kind to urself does actually make u feel a bit better. that is so messed up

[prince-evren]

listen

A theory where Neo can talk is honestly upsetting me. It’s not because it will ruin her personality or character, but because I find it hella ableist. Neo talking is just for the sake of shock value and I don’t want that. Rwby is known to treat disabled characters more than just, “Oh look at me! I have a robotic arm, don’t you think it’s cool?”

People will say that Neo is not struggling, but that doesn’t mean she’s not disabled. Another example of disabled characters are Blake, Winter, Qrow and possibly others. 

So just hoping that they won’t go with that route where she talks, otherwise I’ll be mad.

[cathartic-roses]

THIS I don't want Neo to talk. She’s disabled. She’s my favorite character bc she's so expressive and interesting. I think if they did have her communicate, it could be through ASL, but I far prefer her how she is bc there's nothing that needs to be "fixed." I like how she communicates through her illusions a hell of a lot more honestly

[dateacutiesuggestion]

Date a cutie who is D/deaf

[cathartic-roses]

I JUST FINSIHED THE RWBY FINALE SO HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS

-WHAT THE FUCK

-WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

-HJFAKLHGA

-PENNY BEING OFFED TWICE WAS NOT ON MY BINGO CARD, LET ALONE J A U N E BEING THE ONE TO DO IT. WE JUST GOT HER BACK I AM UPSET

-HOLY SHIT I knew there was gonna be a betrayal between Cinder and Neo, but I thought it was gonna be Neo double-crossing Cinder, not Cinder pulling  some Scar-esque “Long-live the king” shit. And Ruby pulled Neo down with her. I have an idea of where this will end up going

-They’ll probably have to work together to get out of the Abyss

-So much screaming from everyone. Ouch

-Fuck Harriet. I hate her entire character. She is entirely at fault for Zeki’s death due to her own damn stubbornness

-Was not expecting Jaune to fall as well, but this seems like it’s leading into the rest of the Achilles’ story, so I’m still on the “we’ll see Pyrrha again” train, even if it’s just her soul/aura. There’s so much potential

-I’m really not entirely convinced Cinder was the one who said “Jinn” last episode, because Neo never gave her the password, unless she texted it off screen, but Neo is canonically mute and according to the trivia “may or may not be capable of speaking,” but we’ve never heard her speak and that would be kind of an odd thing to have her speak and then go right back to muteness the next episode.

-Winter being the new maiden was a given, but now I’m worried she’s next on the execution list due to the “team RWBY ends up as the four maidens” theory

-Can Ironwood just fucking die already? Jesus Christ

-Cinder lied to Salem. This is definitely going to bite her in the ass. Just when I was starting to enjoy her character being given more depth. What the fuck does she think is going to happen?? Also her calling Salem “master” was really off-putting to me bc I think that’s the first time she’s done it, and I’m almost positive it’s a callback to her backstory episode

-I thought I was starting to like Cinder’s character but now I simply want her dead. Preferably with her own arrows

[cathartic-roses]

IM IN SO MUCH PAIN AND IT'S ONLY HALFWAY THROUGH THE EPISODE

[cathartic-roses]

Signed up for Rooster Teeth's free trial on First specifically to watch the finale bc I Cannot take the spoilers. I am ready to be destroyed.