Kat

“To thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man.”

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i might finish this tv show just for the sake of knowing if Miranda and Steve will be the end game

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i read numerous fanfiction stories for the past 4 weeks, but i guess this is the most surprisingly heart-wrenching last few chapters i've read so far 🫣😭

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you can't put a price on good friends and gut-wrenching conversations that change you

12.29.2025 oh you're gonna be one for the books

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this movie is so beautiful 😭

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What happened to the wonderful adventures

The places I had planned for us to go?

Well, some of that we did, but most we didn't

And why, I just don't know

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Ebb Tide (December 9, 1989)

*BLANCHE* These are for you, Mama. Hi, Big Daddy. I couldn't go home without telling you why I didn't come to your funeral. Same old reason. I was being selfish. Thinking too much about how I was feeling, instead of coming out here to pay my loving respects. You know, going through those photograph albums yesterday, with Dorothy, I realized that I haven't always been easy to love. Oh, I was a horrible child. Rebellious, difficult. But you always made me feel loved and beautiful. Even when I did make it hard on you. I know I haven't always given much back, honey. I was always so worried about me. Why, I couldn't even come and see you when you needed me, before you died, 'cause I was all caught up in that old silly ball. There is no excuse for that. Although I was the ball queen, did I tell you that? Oh, that's right, I did. Well, here I am, all caught up in myself still. Fighting with Virginia and the rest of the family when we ought to be comforting each other. I just feel like such a fool. I would give up everything that I ever thought meant anything to me if I could have one moment with you. I don't know if love can help you, wherever you are, but if it can, honey, you got it. 'Cause Big Daddy, I do love you so much. I just wish there was some way I could know you're hearing what I'm saying. ______ _________ _________ Honey, I have to go now. You're in my prayers. You take good care of him, Mama. You hear me? I love you. I love you both. I'm nobody's little girl anymore.

i don't think i can ever move on from this scene, this hits home for me

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if i would be given a chance to visit any era from the past

i would choose your theater days, Miss Rue McClanahan

i would love to watch you perform on stage 🥹

[sparklejamesysparkle]

Rue McClanahan as Blanche Devereaux, Bea Arthur as Dorothy Zbornak, Betty White as Rose Nylund, Estelle Getty as Sophia Petrillo and James MacKrell as game show host Guy Corbin in The Golden Girls episode entitled Grab That Dough, originally broadcast by NBC on January 23rd, 1988.

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these four angels will be in my heart for as long as i live

i hope more generations can watch this masterpiece

[marty-mauser]

Each cast member of The Golden Girls winning the Outstanding Lead Actress in Comedy Series Emmy three years in a row (1986-1988)

[cathrenecastle]

binge-watching Golden Girls for more than a week now

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i want to remember everything that happened and we talked about today until my last breath

i want to learn every bit of rationale you mentioned

thank you for helping me/us process a lot of emotions and progress towards healing, thank you v much

02/27 • 03/09 • 03/17

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📍UP Diliman ➡️ Rockwell

✨ March 9, 2025 ✨

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nevertheless thank you

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i will get better

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from Miss Anna Cristina "Anina" G. Abola

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The Seventh

And you couldn't answer me

Though you could pull me in while I brushed my teeth

And let your hands both freely speak

Like I wasn't ever gonna leave, leave

You were all I'd ever known

And now I'm supposed to love you from a distance

Like it's nothing, like it's instant

“I chose to post this song lyrics from Before by NIKI because I had this dream a week ago about you, and there was this scene where we were inside the bathroom toothbrushing or probably it just was just me 😅 and you were just watching.”

— C

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05 - 19 - 2024

This is the hardest part, trying to avoid you, shutting up whenever you are around and just imagining things like you are better off with "her" since she is smarter, funnier(?), and knows you longer than I did, plus she can help you out at work more than I can. So yeah, I am trying to do this on purpose, to make it easier for me, as if it's possible... to "move on" easier.

To be honest with you, you meant so much more than a colleague for the past 3 months, and this is my third time of trying to do this again... to shutting this feelings down because it's going nowhere, not here, in this place or city or country.

But you know what, deep inside, I do hope we can really be close, the conversation we had last April 25 meant so much to me, and I wish someday probably in different city or country, I will meet you again and just like the first time on January 9... I will say hello and confirm your name then few days later we will click again but this time we will have something deeper than what we "had". I never thought that this year, I would meet a few new people that eventually will become my favorite ones, and gosh, I do really hope I get to keep you. But do I have the right to?

— C