Anti-Potty Training for a Baby Sissy Slut

This blog is just me <3. I am a nerd, a video gamer, a board gamer, a sci-fi lover, and a DnD-er I am a genderfluid, cock-having, cum-swallowing sissy submissive pet. I am also an extreme fetish/ABDL submissive, and have lived almost my entire life serving in D/s dynamics. I am no longer collared at this time, and am on a journey to find my new and hopefully final owner.

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Still Alive, Playing Again

I am still alive and playing! Coming back to this blog and getting more intense in the lifestyle again has been a big experience for me. I’m sorry. I am still having trouble opening up to new proper partners BUT I have gotten some new remote toys that work a lot better with my self-bondage gear than my old toys did. If anyone is interested in remote play+D/s I am open for the right play partners, if we click, and have some ideas, please ask me!

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Day 3 of my protest, no new owners have appeared, and I definitely have a rash >.< I had to double pad due to leaking (not entirely sure if I've ruined some cute PJs or not yet) and wore plastic pants this morning so I could at least do a quick shower.

I still smell like a 3 day old diaper >.< but I was able to take the cuffs off and spread my legs at least :p. I think I may change and shower properly before bed lol ^.^, but the struggle will continue in spirit.

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Day 2 and I mean it I'm NOT changing until I find a new Owner 🥺

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Someone please change me >.<

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OMG! you're back :) What happened? Why did you go on such a lung posting hiatus? I hope youre okay and fullfilling your dreams! Are you going to post again? Still wear diapers? still love the thrill of messing and (public) diaper humiliation? What do you need or want most in life nowadays?

Thank you for your message! I'm sorry I'm still so slow with my inbox. I'm doing okay, just sort of hanging in there right now <3 Saving up dreams for when the time comes lol. You should fulfill some for both of us ^^ I haven't been sure commitment-wise but so far it seems like I'm posting at least a little again for now. I still wear diapers daily, there have been some exceptions here and there but I feel really strange without diapers at this point and I wouldn't call it incontinence but accidents happen pretty easily just from being used to them, so I don't chance going outside unpadded very often lol. I am dependent on them for nights but that has been a thing for years and years.

I am still deeply into humiliation yes ^^. It's bad, but I do restrain myself as much as possible usually. I'm uncollared at the moment and I can't help some things but do try my best to be chaste or at least not seek out play when I'm not with a Partner -- kink and sexuality have always been deeply tied to submission to another for me, and self-play just feels strange. I do some public things every now and then though along with certain things at home to let out energy lol ^^

I have or could access most things any person would want these days. If only I were normal :P. I'm mostly just trying to balance pretending to be a productive person while also looking for what comes next, it's hard for me to be without a collar but I can't really change the way I am and it'll work out eventually <3

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Feeling down and lonesome tonight : (. Just 18 more days to go

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It's been 36 hours and I'm _not_ changing until I find a new Owner >.< You can't make me

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Feeling sad

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Messy, small, and desperate for permission to release again right now >.<

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I posted these and more the other night but this one oopsed Tumblr's new guidelines, still getting used to those. I have more scars than ever that can make feeling cute hard but that's just me. This was unwinding during last week, it was super hectic. I'm finishing up some stuff now so I can get comfy and cute again and have a little weekend ♥️

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Just me still being me ~❤️ A dumb sissy cunt who can't grow up

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Just can’t grow up <3

I’ve been visiting this blog again frequently since I found it still open. I haven’t gotten through to respond to everyone yet but I still appreciate the messages of kindness. I’m still active and searching for a new owner, but not sure yet if I’m ready to start posting new pics on my own.

I am messy for the first time in quite a while though, and for better or worse I can’t shake how fuzzy it makes my head and how weak my knees feel. I have to walk my small dog here and there and the small episodes of doing so, never being sure how noticeable it is, or if someone will approach, keep my heart racing.

I don’t know if I’ll ever grow up. <3

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please may I diaper, spank, kiss, spoil, tie you up, finger, stroke, fuck, butt plug, dildo, smell you in your diaper, feed, change you?

Yes please! When are you teleporting over? <3

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Could you spend 48 hours in same diaper. No take offs for me.

Send a new ask this one just might ^^

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I shit in my pants I blame ur blog

Continuing to make good things happen in the world >:D

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Not a question. I just wanted to say how amazingly adorable you are♡ I love how you own your life and do what you feel. Thanks for being so amazing

Thank you so much. Going back through and reading some of these messages is ... Just thanks <3

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I. Wub. My. Diapees.