kiki

that man's most agonizing spiritual dilemma is his necessity for food, with its unavoidable attachments to suffering.

[catpine]

# brutalizer / writeblr mun blog. penned by kiki. she/her. 22. eastern standard timezone. open to follow. discord available upon request. i like to write unlikable characters and their forlorn paths into self actualization, sometimes they survive sometimes they don't. this account culminates my various interests and inspirations and also serves as a hub where i literally just ramble.

[catpine]

i wish i could write because alllllllllllll i wanna do is write about a relationship that's really intimate, but a kinda push and pull, but like its actual soul bonded twin flame likeeeee

[catpine]

ripping off succession in my daeron fanfic and it will be buzzy af

[olstocky]

[catpine]

i'm pretending like finally finishing madmen isn't like my entire family just getting up and leaving me with nothing but myself, but it is and i loved you, scdp

[pinkhysteria]

INDUSTRY The Commander and the Grey Lady

[catpine]

random daeron targaryen fic in my head thats depressing and about a loveless marriage

[catpine]

what happens if i write fucked up henry muck x whitney halberstram fanfiction?

[catpine]

medieval fantasy roleplay prompts are all dark romancey. where are the feudal, cosmic harbinger prompts for the serfs born to liberate or ruin????

[whe-renot]

[catpine]

s-gabriel.org i owe you my life

[catpine]

medieval fantasy character soundboard: first and foremost, i'm almost positive i'm gonna use kristen stewart in snow white and the hunstman as a faceclaim. i want her to be a knight (eventually), and i want her to have this princess aspect. i'm almost positive i don't want her to be an ACTUAL princess, but the idea is of what a princess feels like/represents. when i think of a princess, like in my heart of hearts and soul, i see something that is so intrinsically noble and representative of mercy. i always think of spring. like a rainy spring with weeds and flowers. i want this character to always represent that. an enduring mercy and this youthful, naive wisdom (the oxymoron is VERY important). i want her to be lowborn, or maybe from a disgraced banner idk because i want her misfortune to highlight the qualities i mentioned earlier (also the grungy, grueling nature of stuff like soulsborne is important for me to incorporate). hmmm thinking......

[catpine]

what's the name of a knight girl who carries steadfast love inside her but she was orphaned (?), her ascent against all odds is directly because of the elemental humanity/goodness????? who knows?!?

[pinkhysteria]

INDUSTRY Points of Emphasis

[catpine]

i need industry moots so bad its so good. i will always love and miss the s1 vibes like so youthful, but the way s4 feels like you're henry muck is addicting

[catpine]

yeah ok i'm gonna make a random medieval fantasy indie account for a character i literally have no idea abt. i'm s4 of got, s0 of house of the dragon, caught up on tkotsk, i'm thinking souldborne friendly, elder scrolls friendly, etc. one day the percy/harper indie account will be finished LMFAOOO

[catpine]

i'm having so much fun watching a knight of seven kingdoms and industry at the same time