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my mind right now :

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spookietrex

foone

Hey you know that thing you're good at? That thing you think makes you valuable? The way you are, or the thing you do, etc?

You can be and deserve to be and will be loved and cherished even without it.

You're not worthwhile because you help, or you are good at making your art, or your skills at your job. You're worthwhile inherently, as a person, even without all that.

And I want you to internalize that because otherwise there might come a day where you can't do The Thing You Think Makes You Valuable. You'll get sick and can't draw, you'll burn out and can't do your job, you'll be emotionally unable to do your regular helpfulness for whatever reason, and you'll start to feel like you have no worth anymore.

But that's not true. You have worth, you deserve comfort and companionship and happiness, and that's not a conditional thing. You deserve that, even if you can't be Useful and Productive and all that shit.

It's an easy trap to fall into to justify yourself as "well, at least I help/make art/work hard" and have that be entirely too much of your self-esteem. Being proud of your work is fine. Being proud of yourself solely through your productivity is not, because you're making it conditional. And conditional on something that can change for reasons completely outside your control!

You gotta stop thinking about it like you gotta justify the space you take up on the planet. It's great if all those things make you happy: just make sure they're not the only things that make you feel like you are justifying your existence, or you'll crater if they get taken away.

You are lovable and likable and you have value as a person and a member of society, even if you never can be productive again. You are enough.

thelove-rs

STOP THINKING THERE IS A DEADLINE. THERE IS NO DEADLINE. TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND TAKE YOUR TIME.

girltalk

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ﾟ。 i am loved

　ﾟ･｡･ﾟ

⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀

`· . i am worthy⠀

⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀

`· . i am enough⠀

girljournal

{\__/} ⟡ ⋆ 　。　 ☆

( •ω•) ♡ 𓂃 ⋆ 　 ~ ⟡ 。

/つ🍓 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾’𝗌 𝖺 𝗌𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗐𝖻𝖾𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝗒𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗂𝗌 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖺 𝖻𝖺𝖽 𝖽𝖺𝗒. 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾, 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝖻𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗋

girljournal

☁️this month i will pray more

🪷this month i will worry less

🪴this month i will live mindfully

🤍this month i will love myself more

🌕this month i will practice gratitude

🫧this month i will make the best of each day

🧸this month i will start embracing my imperfections

disgustinggf

hualianisms

verified ways to send aid to gaza directly

Help a Palestinian family directly:

gazafunds.com - Donate directly to a Palestinian family in urgent need of evacuation, medical attention, food, rebuilding homes/businesses etc. (Spotlights 1 verified gfm at a time so if you don't know who/where to donate to just go here and donate to the one they show you!)

Help provide tents (urgent):

@helpgazachildren: Currently helping Palestinians in a refugee camp in Rafah flee the Rafah invasion to Khan Younis. Funds will cover the cost of tents & transport fuel (emergency, Rafah is being burned as we speak) (gfm)

The Sameer Project: Currently providing tents for displaced families in Gaza (emergency bc tents in Rafah are being burned as we speak) (paypal) (gfm)

Food, cash & essentials:

Care for Gaza: Working on the ground in Gaza to distribute food, cash, medicine & other essentials to displaced families. (paypal) (gfm)

Direct Aid for Gaza: also working on the ground in Gaza to distribute food, cash & other daily essential suppliess to displaced families. (paypal) (gfm)

Water:

Gaza Municipality's water project: The official Municipality of Gaza needs help rebuilding the water infrastructure in Gaza City to restore access to clean water and waste management services for the people of Gaza. (This campaign only has a few weeks left but it's still only at 15%!)

eSIMs (urgent):

guide to buy & send esims to gaza

Crips for eSims for Gaza: If you don't know how to buy esims or don't have the capacity to manage them (e.g. topping up regularly), this team of volunteers are collecting funds to buy & manage gaza esims regularly

Medical Aid

Palestine Red Crescent Society: Provides emergency medical and ambulance services and humanitarian relief on the ground in Gaza e.g. rescuing and treating the wounded.

catsandcoffee000

I sometimes wish that I never have fallen in love with anyone. Not only did I gain hatred tattooed in my heart, but I lost the girl inside me, full of hope and dreamy fantasies. I was contented with the idea of love, but not committing into it. I fooled myself for thinking that I should love the person who loves me when I should give myself more room to realize if I really do have that kind of feeling, or I just dont want to hurt peope by telling them that I don't feel the same. Love is a tough thing and I continuously offer the entirety of me over and over again until nothing is left. No matter how much I want everything to be over, I couldn't just see my time and effort go to waste.

If I could go back and love myself first before I give it to other people, I definitely would. But I couldn't reverse time, and all I have now is this.

catsandcoffee000

This post is almost 2 years old and all I can say is don’t worry, self! You’re doing it now :)

catsandcoffee000

This was literally 5 years ago, and I couldn’t be more proud to let my 2019 self that hey, we got through the avoidance and got ourself a loving boyfriend!

He is the best person that you could ever imagine. Imagine all of your wants being completely fitted into a single human being. He loves you unconditionally, and you have two orange cats now! You met his family and he is completely accepted into yours.

Timing is everything 🌷