RETIREMENT STATUS
Being completely honest and trying to be as clear as possible, for those who don’t know it. I was planning on retiring of roleplaying in general by the end of this year but I… I think I may do that rather sooner than later. I have faith there are still some people who may want to know why and, as everything in life, is more about a pile of reasons than rather just one or two things. Piled up frustration because I can’t seem to find the right words, loss of confidence, broken promises, poor communication and therefore even more frustration for me. Besides how much I enjoyed 2017′s batch of videogames and series and all the beautiful things that have been happening to me this year… This site has become more of a pain than a place where I come to unwind myself. Adding up the fact that I feel almost every relationship I’ve made here hasn’t turned out to be anything more than a shallow thing. I know I can be a pretty high-maintenance person but that’s how I tend to be and as much as try to help it I just can’t swallow my own self to be just “the cool guy that’s there” For any of you who still want to contact me outside of tumblr, Selkie#4561 is my discord name. I’m mostly on all the day since it opens up with my PC and I have to use it for a lot of stuff. I sometimes write there if anyone wants to. I’ve been on this for ages, really. I can’t remember when I started but it has to be at least 8 years, tumblr has given me lots of good moments but I don’t want unnecessary stress on me.
I’ll archive this blog on 10/7 or 10/8 then start archiving the rest.
I love my character, I really do and I’ll keep doing it for the rest of my life. Mako has always been my fav and she’ll always be but there a lot of reasons external to that and I can’t keep ignoring them. Thanks for your time if you happened to read this.












