Caught In The Middle

My life was a mess and now I want to be normal but I'm still stuck somewhere in between

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I cried at an animal shelter today. I cried because when I held that dog and she finally stopped shaking I knew how she felt. She felt as if everything was right in the world and that everything was finally going her way. I cried because I knew I was going to have to put her down, I'd have to leave her there and just hope that someone could give her the love she deserved. The love she needed to be okay. I cried because more than I knew the feeling of everything being perfect, I knew of the feeling of having all of that ripped to shreds in a blink of an eye.

[lifegoingby-blog]

11:11 I wish I could be a model. I wish I had you by my side. I wish I could be happy like everyone else seems to be.

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Run together

[jasonptodd]

Me receiving affection: ☺🌷😌️👌❣💕🎉💛🎊💞🎈💖💯‼️ Me replying to affection: haha ur gay

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I want to jump around and scream at the top of my lungs because I'm so happy. And my best friends are the first people I think of to be this excited with. And yet I don't think they care really about what I have to say at all. I mean sure they care but I don't think they ever want to hang out anymore. They don't like to talk. I feel separated and different. How can I be happy telling them something that they don't support? They don't want to succeed. I miss my best friends. I miss them so much.

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Dear Tumblr, Do I have a boyfriend? Love, Me

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Flower power 🌸🌼🌻

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Feelings

Feelings are like freckles. You know you have them and you don’t think they’ll turn into anything. Then you stay out in the sun too long and you get more and more. Until all of a sudden… ….you have skin cancer. …you fall in love. Your life changes and you know you’ve made a mistake. A mistake has never felt so good, so right. At least in the moment it wasn’t a mistake at all. Now your stuck with the consequences and you loath them/love them all the same.

[foxmouth]

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Dear Brother,

Your unhappy, I see it, your worried or your scared. Somethings not right, I'm not sure what, But please don't leave right here. I'll figure it out, I always do. And if you just wait I'll try and help you through. I need you by my side. Exactly where you've always been. You're my trusty life guide. And you're my best friend. So brother please stay and we can talk things out. If you need a hug my arms are open, My shoulder is bare and warm. Just whatever you do, please don't leave. Everyone else already has.

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No One 💔

No one loves the broken girl. The one who holds her pieces together, Pretending she’s okay, Lying to the people she hopes never go away.

No one voted for the beauty queen. The one who cries herself to sleep, Hates her reflection, And covers the mirrors so she doesn’t have to see the body she’s stuck in.

Lying through the posts, Lying through the tears, But in the end…

No one ever cares.

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🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐

I need to learn when to shut up or not say anything in the first place because all it does is get me into trouble and I fear that this time I may have screwed something up that I thought would last a lifetime. I thought friends wouldn't judge me for what I was scared to admit about myself but I think I spoke to long and now a friendship may be broken.

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😘

No one ever pays this much attention to me and I don’t know how to deal with it. I’m scared to deal with it. I’m scared to have someone that is completely infatuated with me. What if he looks at me one day and doesn’t like me anymore? Or he finds out things about me that I’ve buried so deep no one was supposed to see. I’m scared I’m not the person he or anyone else wants me to be. And I’m scared I’m going to Fuck it all up.

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Dear "friend" I really need you around right now but you won't even talk to me. You always do this and it always hurts. I'm our best friend until a boy comes along. Then you jump on their train and you leave me behind. You ignore my texts. You stop talking to me in person. You always just disappear and don't consider that your friends, your teammates, we're the ones that are always going to be here. Unless you push us away every time a cute-ish weed-obsessed wasted teenager asks you out. I miss my friend and you leave me feeling lonely. I sit at lunch like an idiot who has no friends. Sure the other girls are there but they don't talk to me. You don't talk to me. No one talks to me. I sit there. Eat my food. And leave. No one would even notice if I wasn't there one day. You sure wouldn't. You're to preoccupied acting surprised every time your boy toy enters the door. I would say I'm sorry for feeling this but I'm not. You do this on a regular basis and don't understand the repercussions. I'm tired of being the jacket you throw in the back of your closet until the few times you need it. That's not how you treat a friend.

[stability]

GOODNIGHT FRIENDS

4 THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE FINALS TOMORROW GOOD LUCK YOU’LL KILL IT

[thedestrcyer]

brendon-uries-lips.

*bounces up and down repeatedly* sPaCE 🚀 SP ACE 👽 S P A C E 🌠 space 🌙 I LOVE ME SOME SPACE 🌑 MMMM YEAH THAT ouTERspACE 🌟✨ DAMN THAT SKY THAT OUTERSPACE☀‼💫💥❇⭐📡🔫👾♦

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Holiday Song Project Lyrics: US cops. US cops. They gotta be stopped. They're going around and they're killing the town. 16 shots and you're going down. In a Chicago town. Donald Trump. Donald Trump. He's building a wall. He's building a wall and he's building it tall. All of Mexico better watch out. He's locking you out. What a hard time not to be white. In America. Immigration situation. Everybody has their own views. Media's covering every case. Every point of view. Mix and a-mingle in the salad bowl world. Save the immigrants. Keep the immigrants. End the racism now. Original lyrics: Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock Jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring Snowing and blowing up bushels of fun Now the jingle hop has begun Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time Dancing and prancing in Jingle Bell Square In the frosty air. What a bright time, it's the right time To rock the night away Jingle bell time is a swell time To go gliding in a one-horse sleigh Giddy-up jingle horse, pick up your feet Jingle around the clock Mix and a-mingle in the jingling feet That's the jingle bell, That's the jingle bell, That's the jingle bell rock