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I might need to delete Tumblr for a while because I feel like lately I keep coming back to "finding things that will make me mad on purpose"

And on that note, I just went down a bit of a rabbit hole because I saw a post about a certain Discourse™ I've been avoiding because I felt that it wasn't my place to be a part of that conversation, but I also realized that maybe I didn't know enough about it so I decided to read a bit about it from what would be "the other side" of the conversation (aka the one that I already kinda disagreed with but from that place of ignorance). Dug down a bit and turns out it did involve things that made me a part of the conversation and uhhhh did not like what I read :)

#I'm not trying to turn this into bait about what exactly the discourse is or how awful terrible horrible ''the other side'' is #(they're not that's why it's in quotes it's not black and white)#i just needed to vent #and i probably won't delete Tumblr! whoopsie!#mogologue

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My Dissertation on Memes

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So this is what sensory overload feels like

tieflingkisser

‘If you see this video, we are being intercepted and kidnapped’

Israeli media says activists face detention if they fail to comply with Israeli army orders.

Greta Thunberg has shared a pre-recorded video appealing for international help.

“My name is Greta Thunberg, and I am from Sweden,” Thunberg said in the video recorded on board the Madleen, before tonight’s events.

“If you see this video, we are being intercepted and kidnapped in international waters by the Israeli occupational forces, or forces that support Israel,” she said.

“I urge all my friends, family and comrades to put pressure on the Swedish government to release me and the others as soon as possible.”

ceaselessbasher

My mom (re)gifted me a beautiful, Van-Gogh-themed notebook, but there's no rhyme or reason to the order of the pages, and my brain doesn't like that! One bit!

How can I use this as a journal if I don't know what I'm going to get next. Lined, squared, blank, partially covered by a Van Gogh painting, fully covered by a painting, divided into large squares that would be great as a monthly planner if they appeared regularly

ceaselessbasher

I did some research and it's sold on SHEIN and Temu....... I'm starting to suspect it's less "random because it's artsy and inspired" and more "throw in whatever pages from this batch as fast as you can".............

#the saying says you shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth. it doesn't say anything about a REgifted horse.#mogologue

amiibo-king

a lot of people scoff at transmascs for not wanting to be friends with people who say stuff like "kill all men" and "i hate men" but what i think a lot of people dont seem to grasp is that when you're transmasc, and one if your friends says something like that, it leaves two possibilities:

a) your friend doesnt see you as a man (which is just straight up transphobia)

or

b) your friend hates you. and idk about you, but i generally require all of my friends to like me. thats kind of just, a baseline requirement for friendship, i think.

but moreover specifically they hate you for being a man. and i think what a lot of people have trouble wrapping their brains around is the fact that, when you're a trans man, and someone says they hate you specifically for being a man, what theyre saying is that they hate you for transitioning. they're saying they would like you better if you hadn't transitioned. they'd like you better if you were cis. which yes, is also transphobia. but also for many of us, (not all, but many) there is no universe in which we would have survived not transitioning.

in my case, i had pretty frequent suicidal thoughts all throughout my life, up until i transitioned. once i reached a certain point in my transition, my suicidal thoughts disappeared. i never had another suicidal thought except when i was put in a situation where i was being denied transitional care. so if i had never transitioned, i would be suicidal if not dead. so when someone says they hate me for being a man, what i hear is "i would like you better if you were dead (or barring that, suicidal)"

My mom (re)gifted me a beautiful, Van-Gogh-themed notebook, but there's no rhyme or reason to the order of the pages, and my brain doesn't like that! One bit!

How can I use this as a journal if I don't know what I'm going to get next. Lined, squared, blank, partially covered by a Van Gogh painting, fully covered by a painting, divided into large squares that would be great as a monthly planner if they appeared regularly

#this is a whole other level of 'notebook so pretty i don't want to use it'#because i cannot think of a way to use it in its randomness #mogologue

teaboot

Was tempted to tell off a terf for directing the usual “transmascs are damaged/confused/traitorous/brainwashed women” narrative at me today but on second thought I think I’d actually like to broadcast this one to a wider audience

bodhrancomedy

For Pride Month, I would like to throw my very long and pointy green hat in the ring.

[Disclaimer: this is 100% a joke and not a real audition unless you like me, in which case, I am very serious]

cherries-of-wrath

this would also satisfy the canon event of Zelda always being taller than Link, I'm all for it

bodhrancomedy

Very much so.

frottinq

langernameohnebedeutung

So who is getting custody of their 78 kids.

squaresaw

So last month I got hit by a car and died right. Which I didn't initially realize until I watched some guy haul my body into his pickup and drive off. Which, being that it's deep in rural Michigan, I assume means my body will make some venison jerky and maybe some wall decoration, and I'll be resigned to being one of hundreds of deer ghosts floating around Saginaw, which is w/e. But then I find out the guy works at a taxidermy shop or something, and he's actually pretty good at stuffing and mounting deer carcasses, which I come to find out when I find myself face to face with my old body in the shop window. So naturally, I figure since ghosts need to possess something to interact with the living world and etc etc etc the most logical thing to do is to possess my own body, since it's basically a statue of myself. And a little surprisingly, it actually fits like a glove. Like, since it's my body, it feels like stepping right back into place. So I get out of town and back to my herd, eventually. And that's where the trouble starts coming into it, because after I get settled again, I don't know how to explain to everyone else what feels so weird. Like since I can move my body and do everything I used to do, it's functionally the same, like nothing happened. Or it SHOULD be, so I don't know how to explain how it's NOT. But it's just hard to explain it to someone who's never been hit by a truck I guess