ceaseless jonkler

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[ceaselessjonkler]

──★ ˙🧷 ̟ !! intro post (finally)

꒰ 💭 ꒱ welcome! this is a sideblog of @whimsysys (again), dedicated to the magnus archives & will eventually also include tmagp, wtnv, malevolent, camp here & there, and more as we get into them!

꒰ 💭 ꒱ we are a subsystem of TMA introjects. you may collectively refer to us as "The Eye" or "The Watcher" or just our blog name or any shortening of it! here's our pronouns.cc, where you can find more information on how to refer to us. This pronouns.cc account is just for the subsystem, and we do not feel comfortable sharing our main one as it is personal & unfinished either way.

꒰ 💭 ꒱ we block pretty freely, but our dni is as follows: endo / willo / tulpa "systems", harmful transids, anti-mogai, anti good-faith / contradictory identities, proship/darkship/comship, harmful + pro contact paras if you have a harmful paraphilia but are anti contact + pro recovery, you are free to interact/follow as long as you don't post about it often. don't talk to us about it. /lh

──★ ˙🧷 ̟ !! tags:

・┈ ✦ ﹕ jonkler's userbox credits - all of the original posts for the userboxes we have used on this blog!

・┈ ✦ ﹕ from the archive - anything from our askbox

・┈ ✦ ﹕ the avatars - alter introduction posts

[ceaselessjonkler]

making my return.. tmagp is put on hold..... prioritizing malevolent......... but itll be hard to make time to listen 💔 been watching interview with the vampire & im making my mom watch smiling friends

[ceaselessjonkler]

i need so badly to relisten to the magnus archives but there are so many podcasts i want to listen to as well. ive barely started tmagp, i want to listen to malevolent, welcome to nightvale, hi nay, camp here and there, alice isnt dead, archive 81, and i still yearn to add to that list. hell. im in a hell of my own making.

[whimsysys]

PLEASE READ !!

i'm finally moving out of my friends house soon and my mom is only able to buy my bedframe and mattress in time. all my other furniture (dresser, nightstand(s), lights, etc) would have to be bought agonizingly slow over the rest of the year.

most of my clothes no longer fit because i've had them since middle school. & money has been hard with my friend's family, so most days i've only gotten one meal, sometimes not even that much, but only snacks. sharing is heavily appreciated, i don't mind what platforms. i'd be grateful for any reblogs etc.

it's taking a lot for me to share this. my moral ocd is kicking me in the ass because "other people have it much worse." but i have to remind myself that my struggles are also real and valid. i'm homeless, for gods sake -- but anyways. i dont normally post things like this. thank you for taking the time to read if you have.

[shitty-tma-aus]

love the theory that people are more predisposed to becoming victims of specific entities/avatars based on their mental illnesses and disorders. I think this should be elaborated on to help people in this fandom better understand these conditions. I’ll go first: moral OCD is like the hunt breathing down your neck whenever you see someone say something you disagree with

[shitty-tmagp-aus]

Adhd is very much web to me, it's like I'm constantly at the whims of something other than myself and have very little true control

[shitty-malevolent-aus]

Still on Hiatus and I know this blog isn't even for this fandom but I want to add to this.

Generalized Anxiety Disorder is eye to me, Feeling watched, like everything is wrong, feeling like you need to know exactly what people are thinking, feeling like you know too much.

Dermatillomania is the corruption, you know skin picking and hair pulling is very corruption feeling. especially because when I skin pick I pick at bumps or "Imperfections"

[spiders-in-your-asshole]

contamination OCD is so corruption that ive started mentally reffering to my own OCD as the corruption. Made things worse, 0/10 dont recommend

[ceaselessjonkler]

i'm just gonna rapid fire some of my disorders / illnesses as the entities because i'm too tired to explain much. this is not to generalize but solely based on my experiences

depression & chronic fatigue -> the buried

harm ocd -> the slaughter or the desolation

borderline personality disorder -> the lonely

dissociative identity disorder -> the stranger or the spiral

[ceaselessjonkler]

i finished tma. i dont wanna talk about it :(

[wawooshkat]

"Elias, am I still human?"

[mortal-kingss]

how to (not) be a human being 🍁

[ceaselessjonkler]

shaking in excitement i cant wait to listen to malevolent. i listened to the first episode and 10 minutes in i was asking myself "how is it already so homoerotic" which is my favorite question to have about any media

[ceaselessjonkler]

the colorful stage movie was fucking AMAZING. depression miku was an avatar of the lonely and i stand by this

[ceaselessjonkler]

currently in a movie theater but im like half an hour early because we fucked up with another theater, long story. anyways, if the lights were off right now this would be even creepier. empty movie theater as a manifestation of the dark. or maybe the vast. something like that

[ceaselessjonkler]

i will truly find any way to make anything and everything TMA related because im seeing the fucking colorfulstage movie

and the minecraft movie.

brainrot supreme

[ceaselessjonkler]

currently in a movie theater but im like half an hour early because we fucked up with another theater, long story. anyways, if the lights were off right now this would be even creepier. empty movie theater as a manifestation of the dark. or maybe the vast. something like that

[archiiviist]

Simple TMA fears userboxes (part 2)

(Part 1) + bonus

[sysboxes]

[Text: This system is voiced by Jonny Sims /silly.]

Like/Reblog if you save or use!

[2002boxes]

this user is deeply abnormal about The Magnus Archives

[junabuggy]

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･Stamps I found at a (suspiciously green) garage sale Σ┗(＠ロ＠;)┛₊˚ʚ ✿₊˚٭✾。all f2u ✶⋆.˚

︻デ══━一.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.•°•<3!!

[mariapoda]

Some miscellaneous stamps

Stamp masterpost