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Ceejay | 21 | He/They/She/Xie | Bi | Genderfluid | art (somewhat)

[ceejayplzchill]

Excerpt from my e-reader annotations for @dodgylogic's fic when rereading at 5am:

and then, true to my word, immediately after typing that, I grabbed my drawing tablet in what started as a desperate attempt to expel the visions

1 month later, I have this:

YEAHHH Guess who's done it A-GODAMN-GAIN MOTHERFUCKERS

Sitting on even the knowledge of this wip for a whole month—because the moment I tell too many people my brain will turn it into an obligation and dip—was the hardest thing I've ever done. What would I have done without @dodgylogic truly.

SO. full fledged fan animatic of Practice falling Farther, not just inspired by this time. 20 something drawings in total. 1 month+ of work. And gods did I enjoy it.

A special thanks to everyone who has been so supportive of my Heiffel art on this blog, you all fucking ROCK. I hope you like it<3

[ceejayplzchill]

your honour he was paying attention he was just caught unawares!!!

Anyways smol Eiffel. Chibi Eiffel. Good for the soul🥰. Except this little pixel drawing was done with my finger on my phone instead of with my tablet so it took me fifteen fucking hours.

[ceejayplzchill]

Just finished organizing this blog, i have dedicated tags now and ive tagged almost everything with them (i hope)

#ceej is drawin for art #cjplzchill answers for answering my askbox #cjplzchill asks for whenever i send an ask and #cjplzchill yaps for any of my text posts. PhheeYEWW I'm glad thats finally taken care of, it was bugging me. Pinned intro post will be lord knows when tho.

[ceejayplzchill]

Hi! Idk if it's the style of music that you like, but I was listening to my Eiffel playlist earlier and Put Me Under by Grandson came on, and it reminded me of the surgical imagery that your version of Heiffel usually has, so I thought I'd recommend the song! I think it fits pretty well and imo it's also just a really cool sounding song :D

GRANDSON YOU SAY??

dooon't mind if I do

[ceejayplzchill]

@dysfunctionalcreature DYS. DYS BLESS YOU FOR THIS IT'S RIGHT UP MY ALLEY AND IT UPPED MY HEIFFEL BRAINWORMS BY 80% OH MY GOD

[ceejayplzchill]

I want to shape, I want to shape so bad I want to shape so ridiculously bad I want to be shapesmaxxing I want to be shapepillled I want every piece of personal art I make to come out chock full of incrediply pleasung eyecatching graphic shapes

I set this goal for myself 1 fucking year ago this month (or so) and in 2026 I am NO CLOSER TO ACHIEVING IT

I was making a little booklet for myself, kind of like a personal art improvement zine, and I had: anatomy notes, a study on clothing folds and wrinkles, a brief ultimate guide to light and shade, object drawing help from Industrial Product Design drawing techniques and a study on perspective all doodled down. 30 fucking (A5)pages. But when it came to Design Fundamentals?? Pussied tf outt. Burned out too maybe idk.

Look I can't do the homework I set for myself until the zine is complete, I don't know why, it's just how I feel, it's uncomfortable to start the subsequent task when the former task isn't complete; can anyone relate to that? Is that a thing? Either way because of that, the section on Design that's supposed to enable my ““shapesmaxxing”” has sat incomplete for months. And my art has gotten no more shapier than it was before i started this journey.

NOT TO MENTION HOW BAD I KEEP FUCKING UP AT UNI–

[ceejayplzchill]

The devil is in my ear and he's telling me to start a new video project knowing full well im on the edge of something bad. I will resist i will reSIST. Fuck it. Ramble time.

I remember wanting to yap about the very first animatic, Under My Skin, but I couldn't upload images without stress because Tumblr is a functional website/s

Not much to yap about here actually, mostly ive always wanted to have some of the frames beside or under the scenes from One art theyre based on. This is pretty self explanatory (also if the hilbert frame on the roght looks a little unfamiliar it's because i edited it to look like a movie still a bit for fun)

I do want to say, to have it be said, that the intention on those first 4 lines was that they were to be lipsynced. I explained this to somebody before but it's based on the way I first comprehended lyrics of the song when I first heard it. I processed it kind of as a question and response.

"How much can you fit under your skin" is a quest from speaker one

"I wish you were dead babe" is a resistant response from speaker two, a sort of ‘nonono no fuck you FUCK you im not doing this’ and then the way the artiste sings "I can fit two" do quietly felt like defeat to me, submission. Because it like the other lines was repeated but slower somehow. Which is why i chose the repetitions to be thise two franes of Eiffel first caught and forced to listen and doing so.

Woah im out of image space, do i reblog with the rest? Man i am so unused to actually posting on this site.

[ceejayplzchill]

Yeah okay I needed that break.

Carrying on! TW for gore

“I can fit two people under my skin” playing over this imagery preeeetty much speaks for itself doesn't it? Because oh do I love this frame, FUCK do I love this frame

Little thing I didn't know about attempting gore though: you're the one making it so you look at it until it's effect on you is dramatically dulled (which is why it's probably a good idea for me to continue to have thumbnails and a clear vision going forward with a piece).

So like, catching a glimpse of, say, a page of Sleeping Dead in my gallery is guaranteed to make me shiver, but my own work? I have to either consciously switch my brain to Viewer Mode, or avoid looking at my art for at least a month to get any feeling back. Which is actually what I did with this one.

And lastlyy

“And I can prove it, if you will listen. You crawled up in there; you joined me within.”

PERFECTION. SO PROUD OF MYSELF. Think these last two also speak for themself no? What is there to say?

Thank you so much for reading, I feel much better having written this all out now<3

also yes this reblog was edited several times since posting, I accidentally didn't save to drafts and had to just work with it. Sorry to anybody that got flashbanged with intestines with no warning 25 minutes ago

[ceejayplzchill]

Hi! Idk if it's the style of music that you like, but I was listening to my Eiffel playlist earlier and Put Me Under by Grandson came on, and it reminded me of the surgical imagery that your version of Heiffel usually has, so I thought I'd recommend the song! I think it fits pretty well and imo it's also just a really cool sounding song :D

GRANDSON YOU SAY??

dooon't mind if I do

[ceejayplzchill]

Tired and angry, I'll have to come back to this another time

[ceejayplzchill]

Actually, did i ever post @dodgylogic 's fursona on here?

It was between hyena and snowleopard so hyena shape for maximum Gender, and snowleopard palette for maximum Badass-ity. Badassness? Words hard.

[ceejayplzchill]

Welp i lost the reblog I'm going to go cry now, i cant do that again

[ceejayplzchill]

The devil is in my ear and he's telling me to start a new video project knowing full well im on the edge of something bad. I will resist i will reSIST. Fuck it. Ramble time.

I remember wanting to yap about the very first animatic, Under My Skin, but I couldn't upload images without stress because Tumblr is a functional website/s

Not much to yap about here actually, mostly I've always wanted to have some of the frames beside or under the scenes from One Art they're based on. This is pretty self explanatory (also if the Hilbert frame on the right looks a little unfamiliar it's because i edited it to look like a movie still a bit for fun)

I do want to say, to have it be said, that the intention on those first 4 lines was that they were to be lipsynced. I explained this to somebody before but it's based on the way I first comprehended lyrics of the song when I first heard it. I processed it kind of as a question and response.

"How much can you fit under your skin" is a question from speaker one

"I wish you were dead babe" is a resistant response from speaker two, a sort of ‘nonono no fuck you FUCK you im not doing this’ and then the way the singer sings "I can fit two" so quietly felt like defeat to me, submission. Because it, like the other lines, was repeated but slower somehow. Which is why i chose the repetitions to be these two frames of Eiffel first caught then forced to listen and doing so.

Woah im out of image space, do i reblog with the rest? Man i am so unused to actually posting on this site.

[ceejayplzchill]

I. I need to be stopped. Leashed. Collared. (NOT IN THE HOT WAY)

Haha. Follow up to the Sleeping Dead manga panel redraw y'all… Did i start this 1 fucking week after the last animatic? Nooo whaaat thas craazyy why tf you asking actually what are you a cop—

Think I'm gonna take a break? Maybe? Idk it's not like i was active before I started posting for this ship, but I think I've overdone it. We'll see

[ceejayplzchill]

And then he said “Where’s Kinger.” and I started screaming hysterically in fright

Haven’t posted anything tadc in a hot minute but guess who just watched episode 8??

[notevenear]

in this day and age? absolutely.

also praying that this fandom isnt like tma with the basically so fanon characte designs that its almost canon

[ceejayplzchill]

Oh my god oh my god I love these designs so muchhhh. Yes objectively funny how fandom consensus is literally the swapped version of your Minkowski and Lovelace (though it's not like I'd know, I'm also not looking at fanart much) but also YOUR FUCKING MINKOWSKI DESIGN???? YOUR LOVELACE!! YOUR HERA!! YOURE FUCKING DOUG EIFFEL **starts sobbing**

[ceejayplzchill]

hii i only recently got into the w359 fandom (and made fanart for it), and i carefully kept myself from other designs to not influence mine BUT THEN i saw your art (gorgeous btw) and i find it incredibly funny that our Lovelace’s and Minkowski’s designs are very similar BUT SWAPPED. like how. anywho love ur art<333

Woah woah woah what?? Hold on my phones super low right now and the powers out, but when I come back online I've GOT to see this–

Also ty♥♥

[ceejayplzchill]

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👉🏽👈🏽😗 Asada Nemui's Sleeping Dead AU? NO WAIT PLS COME BACK–

Redrew a panel from ch3 with my two current favourite guys, edited the dialogue a smidge too and guys I'm so ridiculously proud of myself right now

[ceejayplzchill]

My devices are picking up issue after issue and also I've gotten too busy so I'm just going to post it now. I'd prefer to have done a lot of tweaks but that isn't feasible anymore, so I hope you guys like it regardless.

Used a page from one of the Bubble comic book series illustrated by Katrina Zaidova as reference kinda. Specially for the font.

He's saying “Good boy” by the way.

Also is anybody else having issues uploading images to Tumblr???