Ed

He/Him, 22

[dqtzzzz-deactivated20250109]

oops

[wallow-in-despair]

Sometimes I think that people don't understand that dean was searching for castiel in purgatory for a year. a solid year. in the show, it feels like a couple weeks, maybe a couple months, but it's a year.

dean winchester looked for castiel about the same amount of time dean and sam were looking for john. for the same amount of time he was with lisa. for roughly the amount of time a season is.

Dean searched high and low for him, only for Cas to leave him. And it traumatized Dean enough for Dean to rewrite his own memories.

Dean doesn't expect Cas to hang around because Castiel has set a precedent for leaving him.

Castiel often doesn't know that Dean wants him to stay, because he doesn't understand he's welcome.

this problem is made worse when cas is kicked out when human.

[uh-ohspaghettio]

Yeah and at one point Dean gets told by a werewolf dentist that he has a shit ton of cavities because he’s no longer God’s special princess and he needs to be put under to get them all fixed so he has a vivid anesthesia dream where he’s doing a tap number and…hey where are you going? I haven’t even gotten to the part about the speculated symbolism of the lamp he’s dancing with!

[drulalovescas]

The gay angel never stood a chance

[fleshdyke]

you cant fucking hurt me bitch im protected by the migratory bird act

[fountaincas]

babygirlllll

[winchestergifs]

13.6 | 14.9

[insanesonofabitch]

Thinking about how the plot of season 6 wouldn’t make sense if you do not acknowledge the fact that Cas and Crowley working together was an affair, or at least it felt like so to Dean.

Majority of the people that I heard saying that they disliked that conflict, say that it doesn’t make sense because Dean should’ve understood Cas’ point of view. And that Dean has also worked with demons before, more than once, out of desperation. Which is why he doesn’t have the right to be mad. And I understand that. But it wasn’t about working with demons. No. Not really. The thing that hurt Dean the most about Cas’ choice was how he chose to ask for help from Crowley, instead of him. Cas chose Crowley over him.

“Look me in the eye, and tell me you’re not working with Crowley…”

“You’re in it with him? You and Crowley?? You’re going after purgatory together??? You have, huh? This whole time!”

“No, you had a choice. You just made the wrong one.”

“I was there. Where were you?”

The plot literally doesn’t make sense if you do not acknowledge destiel or crowstiel or deancascrowley. And I think that’s insane, especially for a show from 2005.

[hayyot]

actually what really fucks me up is that if chuck is the writer and the winchesters are his favorite story, ie. the story that the universes he creates revolve around fulfilling, then castiel's part in the story was to raise dean. just that. chuck says every other version of cas continued to obey, and we know that cas was originally meant to be written out of the show (presumably killed?). so in chuck's version he was no longer relevant to the story.

so castiel as a character was both, meta-narratively and in-universe, created specifically for the purpose of raising dean winchester. he was always created *for* dean. he exists because of dean.

[drulalovescas]

That time during the widower arc when Dean ate pb&j because it reminded him of Cas. No, really. He really did that. He missed Cas THAT MUCH.

[celelfstial]

i love this hc

[werepires]

if I had a nickel-

[420technoblazeit]

watching spn is wild because every time satan's aunt or something pops up they have to come up with a plan and it's always like. attempt genocide on the angels. open up an ancient portal to the place monsters go when they die. literally just try to kill death. (this one happened more than once with two different incarnations of death) take on the makes-you-want-to-kill-everything curse. absorb thousands of dead souls and turn yourself into a ghost bomb

and every time without fail they're like surely this will have no consequences whatsoever. like no fucking wonder there's been like 8 apocalypses you caused half of them, you guys are batshit insane and youre running purely off of beer adderall and coffee. crowley's the only one who comes up with any logical plans and half the time he's not even on their side. at this point maybe god was right to try and kill you

[vol-au-ventbaudelaire]

25 years of ads peeled away

[daggers-drawn]

A warning

[mardakaisson]

tomorrow

[celelfstial]

TODAY

[drulalovescas]

Castiel: dies

Dean Winchester: gives up completely

[celelfstial]

this show is insane

[baggvinshield]

I kinda can't believe I'm gonna post this publicly but unironically I believe that in s3 all life on earth will be destroyed in armageddon the sequel and Aziraphale & Crowley will do another co-miracle except they'll put their whole backs & pussies into this one aka the power of true love and they'll literally resurrect all life on earth and one of them will say "let there be Life" fhfkslsjd you can drag me if you want but im so high on good omens rn I'm willing to die on this hill

[deansboots]

As someone who loves to enjoy and absorb my favorite media, Neil Gaiman wrote a beautiful season with amazing actors who portrayed that scene wonderfully. As someone who is gay and sad, I want to key his car.

[hextechmaturgy]

i love characters whose gender is