You receive a note from The Order, the cryptic organisation that has control over the gangs in London. Life has suddenly gotten more interesting, especially when The Order begins to blackmail you with your own demons…
You’re a member of one of the most powerful gangs in the city.
Action. Power struggle. Betrayal. Loyalty. Love. The gang life has it all. It’s practically all you and your older brother have ever known — not that you’ve seen him in a while.
It’s been just under a year since your brother left the city, went on the run to avoid punishment for a crime he says he didn’t commit — the murder of the infamous Zakai McVay. Naturally, many things about this mystery are still under wraps. You can find out what really happened, but it’s impossible to do it alone.
Bring in a bunch of misfits, and maybe you can crack a few closed cases and reveal a few secrets that are under lock and key. You and your best friend join forces with three others, allies you’d never see yourself working with, and realise that together you may achieve everything you’ve ever wanted.
Maybe you’ll even get out of this life.
All of you have mysteries to solve and fights to win.
A fight against society. A fight against the city. And most importantly, a fight against yourself.
So much to lose yet so much to gain.
Are you ready for the biggest challenge of your life?
This is rated 17+ for depictions of violence, crime, kidnapping, strong language and eventual (optional!) non-graphic nsfw scenes.
Play as a male, female or non-binary; straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, pansexual, graysexual, demisexual, asexual, gang member w/ the choice of your own pronouns.
Play as a person of colour (this choice can have an effect on the story).
Choose the name of your gang.
Romance any of the five romantic options; all gender-selectable; male, female and non-binary. The ROs are: the best friend, the rival, the initiate, the crown and the betrayer.
Choose your gang member’s speciality (tech genius, combat, stealth, deception, charmer or the tactician). Use this skill set to your advantage… just don’t let your weaknesses ruin the operation(s).
Choose your gang member’s dark past…
Have the opportunity to leave the gang life behind.
Or become your gang’s leader.
Embark on a crazy adventure with friends, enemies and the powerful and discover the truths everyone’s so desperate to keep hidden.
And if there’s one thing to keep in mind, don’t expect this run in to be easy… we’ve all got secrets we’d rather keep buried.
THE BEST FRIEND
You don’t get anywhere in this game without trust…
Shiloh Quince. In this life, ride or die isn’t just a phrase, it’s reality. Good thing you have Shiloh. They’re a little rough around the edges, metaphorically and literally, their tattoos prove it. They’re the fierce protector, the one that’s always with you no matter whether you’ve argued - the two of you can take this found-dynasty to the very top. With them by your side, you know anything is possible. But maybe having them by your side as more than a friend is a little more fitting.
THE RIVAL
A gang without rivals? Unheard of.
Your biggest rival of all. Ryah/Rian/Royce Zayed. The feud between your gangs stretches back decades for various reasons. It’s you vs them now and everyone knows it. The hatred is strong and it’s only grown over the years. Their arrogance, their cockiness, their sharp tongue, witty remarks, and that distinctive scar you gave them - you make their blood boil. The two of you know the streets like the back of your hand, but maybe the two of you could put this rivalry aside… enough to realise that surviving for one another is a path you both want to follow.
THE INITIATE
Recruitment and staying ahead of the rest is essential.
Lourdes/Lorenz/Lior Corrales. They’re the new arrival, the one with promise, an advanced skill set, excitement… and an ego. They’ve left their struggling lifestyle behind and now they’re ready for a new challenge, and they’ll let you know it, especially now they’re your next door neighbour. But beneath the beaming grins, brilliant humour and fiery personality — they’re afraid, not of this life, but of something else. But could you be the one to break down their guard? Make them see that their new life is worthwhile? Fight off your demons with one another, side by side as partners and lovers.
THE CROWN
Being friends with powerful people always gets you a leg up.
Chanel/Cree/Creighton DeLuca. If you’re getting technical, then they’re part of The Order, part of the rich, powerful and jealous-filled life that comes with it too. But if you’re asking C themselves, they want no part of it. They’re the humble, kind, ‘behind-the-scenes’ person who can get you out of a rut - but despite their high life, they have their own dreams and ambitions. Want nothing to do with their step-siblings that are battling it out for the crown, the same step-siblings that get the attention C always misses out on. C has a sharp mind, they’re the best person to have in your corner, but they have insecurities to battle, trust to gain… someone to tell them that it’ll all be okay. Someone to say, ‘I see you.”
THE BETRAYER
Just like that, we’re strangers again. Strangers with memories…
Teja/Tré/Tate Heroux. Ah, you never thought you’d have to hear that name again. There was a time when there was trust, a time when there was loyalty… all before they threw it away and left your gang to join another. Now they’re a lone wolf trying to survive. This world isn’t easy and they definitely have regrets with how they went about their business. And maybe you’re part of the reason why they left in the first place… Are you willing to forgive? Willing to let them explain why they did what they did? Willing to let your heart fall and trust them one more time?
Not an ask, just wanted to share some love! I discovered this IF a while ago and it's soo good, I've been replaying it. I love your writing style and I've been swooning over R.
Also, my daft ass has only just realised I've been misreading your tumblr name as celestial ducks - I hope that brings a smile to you as much as it has me. 😂😂
Ahh, thank you so much!! I regularly check this blog even though I’m not the most active on here, I always think about my little gang members!
So happy you like R too, they’re my first enemies/rivals to lovers route I’ve written and I love that.
Love this!! Is this IF one you continue to work on? or has Golden been put forefront in the mean time; putting this on hiatus?
Hello! So glad you enjoy this IF, this was always more of a side project, so it's just updated whenever. I wouldn't say hiatus, but Golden is definitely in the front of my mind.
I still love thinking about these characters and responding to asks though!
Hello mila! Omg I love this wip sm fjdjd! I was wondering if each of the ros could have a superpower what would they choose and why? And if it's not too much of a spoiler how did they end up getting involved in gangs? 👀
Hello! Thanks so much! And sure, I’ll answer both your questions, I expect that you’ll be able to explore the ros’ reasonings for joining a gang more in game.
Power / reasons for joining a gang:
Shiloh’s power would be super speed / they had a bit of a rebel phase, would regularly pick fights with the wrong (and sometimes right!) people (<- who you may or may not meet in game) until it was getting way too frequent, then Nia and Daryl offered them a home and a family they always wished for.
I think R and magic would be a cool mix (<- they can learn from P <3 ) / believe it or not, the same way R got involved in gangs is the same way you meet them in gang, through kidnapping. It’s thought that R stole something precious from a small organisation (very illegal!), so R planned to form/join a gang and take them down… whether they actually stole anything, they’ll never tell
L’s would be mind-reading, even though they’re confident as heck, they secretly care about what people think of them / L grew up in a hole full of love, but not much else in terms of materialistic stuff. Getting into the whole gang set up was because desperate times called for desperate measures, they sort of wish they never did, but… they got to meet your gang member so maybe it was worth it.
C’s power would be invisibility, like the true introvert they are / Not really involved with gangs, their father is, C usually stay away from that stuff. Piper’s their step-sibling that they hate so C getting involved in all this stuff is literally because they met your gang member and the others
T’s power would be time travel so they could travel back to a time when they were truly, 100% happy… a time with your gang member maybe / T has rather good hacking skills, and on the news, it was reported that a gang in London was involved in online hacking. So, to test out their skills, T hacked into that gang’s database (for fun) and planted a virus. Nia and Daryl vowed to find out who the hack was, and then they found T— they started off good and then it went south.
Hey Mila!!! Hope you're doing okay ^^ if you have the time could I ask for some relationship/crush facts with C? 👉👈😳
C's never really fallen for someone before. Sure, there are crushes every now and then that they've always kept to themselves, but when they end up crushing on your gang member it's a bit like a 'oh... oh!!' moment.
C finds that thinking about your gang member in the crushing stage (and any stage after that) super comforting.
Quality time & words of affirmation are their love languages.
Loves falling asleep next to your gang member, it means they're both safe and present and their arms around each other.
Smiling into kisses.
Lazy morning kisses.
Warm hands & warm hugs.
C thinking and muttering, "God, I'm so in love with you."
At first, I couldn't figure out who would be the best to romance for my gang member (I know that romance isn't necessary to the story etc etc I just prefer it). I thought maybe Shiloh, but after seeing how popular they are I wanted to give another ro a shot. Then it was maybe T, because that dynamic is really compelling. But then the scenario of my intimidating and very socially awkward character trying to flirt with C and failing miserably because they're coming off as rude is too funny. I have to go with C. There's no other option after that.
C is literally my comfort character, and I'm super happy that people are such a fan of them even though they were barely shown in the demo. They're so sweet, and soft, and awkward — so like, yeah, your gang member should shower them with love.
Hi! I just found the demo awhile ago and I'm in love!! I'm sorry if this has been asked (tumblr search engine my beloathed) but how old are the characters? I can't find the information but I could have missed it
Hello! So glad you’re a fan of the demo <3 no worries, the ros don’t really have a set age so imagine them how you want
I am not a pro at video editing by any means necessary. I remember you saying you haven't been having that great of a time lately, so I just wanted to share a little thing I made for my MC as a way to try and make your day a little better even if it's just by a tiny bit. I made a mini edit for my MC Sebastian, he's Chinese-Colombian and he's sarcastic, flirty and loves to tease people, specially his rival R. Zayed. I hope you like it and I hope you have a great day love. <33👉👈
Slightly spoilery, maybe? But, when all the ros and your gang members will be doing a bit of sneaking around and meeting and this usually happens at nighttime. So, yeah, we meet before dusk sets in.
mila hi hello again zhjssksk if you’re still doing the spotify ask, can i please ask for 23 with shiloh? thank you <33
We’re breathing heavy, but we’re movin’ slow
Hope I never wake from my best mistake
Come Down When You’re Ready — TENDER
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Shiloh lets out a short breath. They swallow hard and look to the side. This bed isn’t theirs, it’s yours. And Shiloh remembers the night, you were beside them, kissing each other in a way that best friends certainly don’t.
“Oh, fuck,” they mumble before pushing the duvet off of their legs. They can hear you in the kitchen, when Shiloh reaches there, they lean on the doorframe before clearing their throat.
You whip your head around and give them a small nod. “Morning.”
“Hm, hey,” they utter back. You’ve stayed at each other’s apartments before, stayed the night in each other’s beds whilst the other would take the sofa — this shouldn’t be awkward. “I was going to make you breakfast, but you beat me to it.”
You shrug your shoulders a little. “I didn’t mind, I woke up early anyway.”
Shiloh moves to the kitchen island, bites their bottom lip as their eyes flit over you before they groan. “I can’t take this awkwardness between us.”
You grab a plate from the cupboard. “Who said anything about things being awkward?”
“You’re barely looking at me,” Shiloh says with a frown.
“I’m just hungry.”
“That’s bullshit,” Shiloh counters before they swiftly move to stand in front of you. Their eyes shimmer slightly. “If I’ve ruined stuff between us…” they trail off.
“I didn’t say you had.” You put the plate aside and look at Shiloh, really look at them. “But you have to be honest with me, do you think what happened last night was a mistake?”
Hope you don’t mind little old me, bothering you again with the Spotify wrapped ask! 🤭
May I ask #92 for Shiloh or R? (pick whoever fits the song better)
Thank you so much! Lots of love 😘♥️
If you want, we'll help tonight to split its seams
Give the bruises out like gifts
White Teeth Teens — Lorde
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R groans before releasing a short, but annoyed breath. "I will..."
Your eyes roll as you expect an insult to fall from their lips. "You will what?" you interject.
R's gaze narrows at you, you're sure they're now thinking twice the amount of insults they originally came up with. "I will help you." Those words surprise you.
You're standing there with your mouth ajar, you blink rapidly, and begin to wonder whether you actually heard the R Zayed offer their help to you.
"You'll what?"
R scoffs and steps past you. "I'm not saying it again. Besides, you can't possibly think that you have the skill set to take out a whole gang on your own, do you?"
Your lips purse together. "That's the only reason you're doing this?"
They look you up and down, and what you'd think is slight detest in their eyes is anything but. "Me working with you. What other reason is there for me to do that?"
But recently it feels like the two of you working together is a common thing.
(not sure if this is just limited to the Golden ROs, just ignore this ask if so! but in the case that it's not-)
my favorite number 20 for my favorite person Shiloh <3
lots of love to you, your characters and your writing!
I know you’ve seen a lot of things,
That’s why we get along so well, my darling
Sometimes (Blackwood) — gigi
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There’s blood on your hands. Literal blood. It looks like it’s set a little, stained your fingernails, and for a moment, deep red is the only you see.
“Hey,” Shiloh whispers as they shrug off their jacket once you step into their apartment. “C’mere.”
You’re still in a slight daze, but you oblige, and let them lead you towards the bathroom. They flick the light on, turn on the tap, let the water run until it turns warm and that’s when they take your hands.
That snaps you out of your racing thoughts, the way Shiloh’s fingers loop over yours and gently soothe you. You look up at them.
“You didn’t do anything wrong,” they assure you. Shiloh takes a bar of soap, rubs it over their hand before all the bubbles are over both of yours. They take so much care in the delicate action before they wash off all the blood for you.
“You saved a life.” Shiloh turns off the tap and takes your face in their hands and looks at you lovingly. “I’m not going to let you beat yourself up for doing the right thing, okay?”
